Our 100 days was a great surprise to everyone, including me. They congratulated us with shocked eyes but with happy smiles. I have no idea whether to be sad or be happy. I am flattered that even with you drunk, you considered me to be at your level. Enough to pretend that I can be with you and there is a possibility for us to be together and can easily be accepted amongst your friends. But even though it’s my dream to be your girlfriend I was your friend first. And this friendship helped me to go along with your pretenses when we are with Nana and your hyungs .

I never imagined that you get to be showy and don’t have an aversion to skinship for everyone to see. You held my hands in front of them; you put your hand on my shoulder, you tucked my hair behind my ears, you smiled at me so sweetly and looked at me like I am the most special girl in the world. You did everything so tender & sweetly and mostly when Nana is around and aware of your actions.

I am a friend and wish to be the best friend you’ll ever have. So I endure everything because I don’t want anyone to know your secret.  I am aware that everything was just your act because you were late in letting Nana know about your real feelings towards her . For you I can do this, I can be whatever you wish me to be.

I even tolerated it when you stole my first kiss.  I know how you are hurting deep inside whenever we meet with Nana & her boyfriend. You gave me my first kiss when you saw Nana k