Settling In

Searching For Avalon

 

Listen to 그럴겁니다…잊을겁니다…by CNBLUE : http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TtxiocBIn-c

 

                                                                                       KAIRI

Due to a favour he had fulfilled in the past, Woohyun was liked by the natives of Paradise—as we all called it now—and all of them considered him to be their son. He didn’t try too hard to be warm but nevertheless they would look towards him with big smiles, knowing well that this was a man who they owed a lot to.

“How come he’s close to them and not us?” Hara muttered, clicking her tongue. I followed her gaze and watched as Woohyun towered over the young boys of the village, instructing them on keeping our whereabouts a secret. The boys obviously found it fun and enthusiastically agreed on the little ‘game’ their hyung had started.

“The villagers know what we’re here for,”I asked Hara. “Right?”

Hara widened her eyes. “Of course they do! Come on Kairi we’re not that evil. We’re not like the Pied Piper, ready to let them enter a dark cave. They know what they’re in for and if things go awry, they have our backs.”

I blinked at Hara’s confidence. “Really?”

Hara tilted her head and in a low murmur, said, “Well… that’s what I hope for.”

My jaw dropped but before I could say anything, Hara ran away and I was left alone with the food supplied in a scatter around me. I sighed to myself and continued my assigned work. Settle between luxury items and daily ration, I reminded myself.

“Hey.”

I looked up and gave a small smile. Hoya sat down on his knees and watched me. Despite us having grown a little closer, I could not help but feel a bit uneasy by his gaze. Hoya noticed and shot me a grin.

“What’s making you so queasy?” he teased. I ignored him and focused on my job.

Suddenly, as I was storing away the ramyun and eggs for dinner, a hand placed itself on mine. I turned around and found myself meeting Hoya’s concerned eyes.

“You’re training with us now,” he said. My throat ran dry and I found myself blinking at a fast pace. My stomach entangled into itself as I spoke.

“I know.”

“Just…” Hoya removed his hand and the warmth that was left behind seeped through my skin and into my nerves. “I just want to make sure… make sure you know what you’re doing. Woohyun’s giving you the benefit of the doubt.”

“Hmm,” I nodded and looked down at my fingers.

“I believe in you,” Hoya said, ruffling my head and leaving me to get my heartbeat back on track.

                                                                                                               WOOHYUN

“Remember what I told you?”

“YES!” the boys chorused, shooting me toothy smiles that made me shudder a bit. Kids, I thought and shook my head.

From my peripheral glance I saw Hara run past me. I narrowed my eyes.

“Aren’t you supposed to….”

Hara gave me a sheepish look and ran inside the bigger cabin. “Kairi might not want to see me for a while!” she shouted.

I pursed my lips, wondering what Hara might have done now. Kairi, I thought. Where all have you taken us in the past two months?

Two months. I gritted my teeth. The General really cares for his daughter doesn’t he? And Joon, that jughead. One look at him and I knew he would do nothing to fight for her.

My mind drifted back to the moment when I first saw her. Green eyes, terrified but proud. That pride had disgusted me in the beginning but over time, it endeared me to her presence until I realized that she had somehow, become a part of us. She too had been abandoned. She too had been thrown away. There was no more difference between us and her.

“Kairi,” I sighed. The image of her staring at me through that over-sized helmet shrunk something inside of me and in turn, my facial muscles shifted.

A smile. This is what they called it. Branches of memories reached out to find the last time I had done so.

“Don’t worry,” Seungyeon said, placing her hand on his cheek. “I’m the sensible one in the group, that’s why I’m going, remember?”

“Still,” Woohyun said, heavily breathing, unable to vent out his frustration on this decision. “You.. you’re going there without me. I feel…..”

“YongGuk and JongHoon will be there, so will Inguk and Yonghwa.”

“How does that make me feel better? They’re not me!”

“Aigoo, you still have the energy to be an arrogant kid.” Seungyeon lightly knocked on his head, forcing a smile out of the distressed man.

“I love you Woohyun.”

“Seungyeon-ah…” The soft cry surprised me and I took in a shaky breath. I could feel my eyes going moist and quickly pinched the bridge of my nose to stop the incoming flow.

“I have to let you go now,” I whispered. My eyes found themselves on a curled up body, staring at the ramyun packet in her hand without any expression. Kairi gulped then shook her head, losing her balance and falling on her in the process.

The smile returned and I knew then that I had made the right decision.

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byeollie
#1
coming back because i miss the old times when i read this fiction on my bed at university's dorm. fast forward, now im rereading this in the comfort of my office and i'm still the same mess for the last chapter :')
Hequella #2
Chapter 2: Been so many years since I read this but i can never forget this story! Back to re-reading~
Dreamer_KatieM
#3
◝(・ω・)◟
KairiKaname
#4
I found my name o_o
LoveUL #5
Chapter 78: You are one hell of a writer!!! This story is one of a kind! You gave me heartaches author-nim!! Please continue making fantastic stories like these. FIGHTING!!!
summerxblessings
#6
This fic is just plain genius. I thoroughly enjoyed it through and through.
The plotline was so engaging and I think the ending was pretty satisfying and bittersweet. Altogether, your story left me breathless. I'm so glad you decided to continue writing this story even though your mom thought it was morbid. Your writing is amazing.
Your story is the first one I've commented on, upvoted, and subscribed to all at once in such a long time. I'm usually a silent reader that just reads... kudos to you. I'll prowl your profile or something later to search for more stories by you.
Thank you for writing such an amazing story. It's a shame I didn't discover it sooner.
E_magine
#7
Chapter 1: Wow I'd been subscribed to this story and only just started reading it. No words can express how much awe I am in your writing is truly compelling.
Hequella #8
Chapter 78: I felt like you just punched me in the face and cried together with me after reading that last paragraph. I know this isn't real but it hurts so bad. You are one amazing writer.
jaedrug
#9
Chapter 78: Awww~! I realized I was 5 chapters away from the ending when I stopped. Huhu! I should have checked this out as soon as it was completed. I literally cried. SOB! So many people died. I'm glad the remaining members of the revolt are able to recover from the trauma and lead a normal life. Woohyun... huhu! (My heart breaks for you. T^T) The world thought him to be dead. He might as well be that considering that Kairi died. At least he has Kai to take care of him. T-T
Moonmika
#10
Chapter 78: I can't believe i have to cry in the end.. This is so sad.. I thought it was okay at first when they both died.. -i know it sounds so off but well that's what i think- but the last part was so bad like really really bad when you make woohyun listen to the radio about himself and Kairi.. I can't stop from the heartache..