Trustworthy

Searching For Avalon

 

 

                                                                                         WOOHYUN

Something had obviously gone wrong.

I raised an eyebrow and stared at Kairi as she quietly nodded at me, greeting my presence in the common room. Before she would scoff or at least ignore, which was completely fine with me. But lately, she had changed. The house had changed. Hell, even L had changed.

I narrowed my eyes, observing her as she moved across the room with Hyosung next to her. Maybe Hyosung’s bright gummy smile had worked it’s effect on the General’s daughter.

Sheesh, stop it, I cursed myself. I shut my eyes and shook my head. As much as I was uncomfortable about it, it was concrete now, the fact that Kairi had joined us. She might not have the same motive as us—which is by and large destroying Paragon—but nevertheless, she would have to go through that path to answer her questions.

Still, what’s with the friendliness?

Sometimes Kairi reminded me of Zelo. The little blonde kid who would laugh and go quiet in one breath. Despite him being the youngest, he was the most passionate and the most resilient in the fight for Avalon. Which was why I was shocked to hear that he too hadn’t survived.

He was the youngest, it was obvious. That’s what everyone had been thinking. Not me.

He had gone back to save someone. That’s what had killed him. He had gone back to keep a promise. My promise.

“Protect her!” Woohyun bellowed.

“Don’t worry hyung!” Zelo chirped, sending Woohyun a salute as he took Seungyeon by the elbow and ran inside the tunnel.

“Protect her,” Woohyun repeated. Seungyeon gave a confident smile and opened to say something. But the darkness took over. Woohyun didn’t see what she had said. He didn’t hear what she had said.

As I looked up and found Kairi staring at me, my insides untangled.

No matter how hard we both tried, we couldn’t leave this place. Like a live nightmare, we were running without making any progress and we were now locked here by our respective pasts. You and I, I thought, are just the same.

                                                                                        KAIRI

I’d be lying if I said the new information hadn’t changed things for me and Woohyun. Suddenly he was in a whole new light, his dark eyes and stern jaws making my vision go moist and my mouth run dry. I had always been empathetic by nature and the one month of treating him like a Scrooge at heart made me feel guilty, even if he really had been mean to me. There had been a reason for it, a death behind it. Five deaths precisely, but one that stood out for him in stark contrast. Though I was still hurting thanks to Joon and Father, watching Woohyun’s stiff back walk away from the common room would make me feel grateful for whatever I still had.

I watched as Woohyun’s face grew dark, the scary transformation that I was told would take place only when particular thoughts took over his mind. There was no trigger of course. She had been his fiance afterall. She was on his mind all the time. He was angry all the time.

As the ghost of her enveloped Woohyun in a shadow, I found my breathing tightening a bit. How could Woohyun not fall into his temptation? How could I not be dead by now? My pulse was a reminder that this dark knight still had a heart, still had emotions. Whatever the mask he was wearing was by the end of the day, just a mask. His skin must be a warm brown, just like his eyes. Warm and welcoming, owning the ability to make anyone’s day no matter the problem.

I could see through him and as Woohyun looked up and stared back at me, I knew he could too.

We’re stuck with each other, I thought. You and I, believe it or not, are just the same.                                                                                    

“Come on.”

I turned around to find a purple helmet handed to me, looking up to find Hoya watching some far point behind my shoulder. His gaze fell on mine and I gave him a small smile.

“Thank you,” I murmured and took the helmet, propping it on my head and walking towards his bike. Suddenly an arm caught me and I was spun around.

Even with the visor down on my face, I trembled as Woohyun saw me through the screen. He cocked his head to the right and I, clueless as to how to respond, did the same. However the weight of the helmet pulled me down and I yelped as I was aiming to fall head first. Before I could kill myself, I was pulled back.

“Ow!”

Woohyun lightly rubbed his nose and I gasped. “I’m sorry…”

Woohyun clicked his tongue and narrowed his eyes. I moved back a bit as he leaned down and knocked on the helmet. And then the unexpected happened.

He smiled.

It wasn’t a grin, it wasn’t the crazy teeth exhibition that Sungyeol would paste on his face from time to time. It was a small tug of the lips, a look that gave him a 360 degree transformation. Dazed, I watched Woohyun’s back walk towards his bike where Seohyun was already waiting. She gave him an acknowledging nod, followed by the widening of her eyes. She looked around, hoping to find someone who could match her confusion, only to have her eyes land on my covered head. Before I could respond to her wave, the two sped off, followed by the rest of the gang.

“We should move too,” Hoya suggested.  I nodded and he chuckled.

“Cute,” he muttered, knocking on the same spot as Woohyun had done. I blinked to myself and quietly wrapped my arms around Hoya’s waist, closing my eyes as the engine buzzed beneath me and swallowing a scream as we exited the cave and entered the sunlight.

                                                                                         HOYA

Like always, we divided into two groups. Woohyun was followed by SungGyu, JunHyung and Sungyeol while L and I lead the jeep. 

Like always, I took the shorter route. Woohyun would always make sure to reach last anywhere. It was a habit that would more or less suit his personality. He never wanted to experience the awkwardness of settling in. It was a trait he had developed from school days. During winter times, Woohyun would wait outside classes while we would enjoy our breaks and by the time we would arrive for our lessons, Woohyun would be seated on a chair already warm from fat and we would have to wince while seating ourselves on cold wood. Woohyun, in short, was one hell of an opportunist.

This was the first time we were going to shift base. How Woohyun had arranged everything in such a short amount of time was a miracle, but a miracle was the least anyone could expect from him. Nam Woohyun was the namesake of his secret nickname Namu. A sturdy, reliable and wise old tree, no matter how thin and frail it's branches, no matter how many holes pecked on to it's trunk.

With this confidence in my best friend, I smiled as I realized the presence of Kairi's arms around my waist. For once, Woohyun had trusted someone. 

And if Kairi could earn that trust, then she could also be someone.....

Someone worth something.

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byeollie
#1
coming back because i miss the old times when i read this fiction on my bed at university's dorm. fast forward, now im rereading this in the comfort of my office and i'm still the same mess for the last chapter :')
Hequella #2
Chapter 2: Been so many years since I read this but i can never forget this story! Back to re-reading~
Dreamer_KatieM
#3
◝(・ω・)◟
KairiKaname
#4
I found my name o_o
LoveUL #5
Chapter 78: You are one hell of a writer!!! This story is one of a kind! You gave me heartaches author-nim!! Please continue making fantastic stories like these. FIGHTING!!!
summerxblessings
#6
This fic is just plain genius. I thoroughly enjoyed it through and through.
The plotline was so engaging and I think the ending was pretty satisfying and bittersweet. Altogether, your story left me breathless. I'm so glad you decided to continue writing this story even though your mom thought it was morbid. Your writing is amazing.
Your story is the first one I've commented on, upvoted, and subscribed to all at once in such a long time. I'm usually a silent reader that just reads... kudos to you. I'll prowl your profile or something later to search for more stories by you.
Thank you for writing such an amazing story. It's a shame I didn't discover it sooner.
E_magine
#7
Chapter 1: Wow I'd been subscribed to this story and only just started reading it. No words can express how much awe I am in your writing is truly compelling.
Hequella #8
Chapter 78: I felt like you just punched me in the face and cried together with me after reading that last paragraph. I know this isn't real but it hurts so bad. You are one amazing writer.
jaedrug
#9
Chapter 78: Awww~! I realized I was 5 chapters away from the ending when I stopped. Huhu! I should have checked this out as soon as it was completed. I literally cried. SOB! So many people died. I'm glad the remaining members of the revolt are able to recover from the trauma and lead a normal life. Woohyun... huhu! (My heart breaks for you. T^T) The world thought him to be dead. He might as well be that considering that Kairi died. At least he has Kai to take care of him. T-T
Moonmika
#10
Chapter 78: I can't believe i have to cry in the end.. This is so sad.. I thought it was okay at first when they both died.. -i know it sounds so off but well that's what i think- but the last part was so bad like really really bad when you make woohyun listen to the radio about himself and Kairi.. I can't stop from the heartache..