Bomi POV

I used Eunji’s phone to call Chorong unnie, but there was no answer. I decided to go wait at homeroom for her, but she also didn’t show up. I started getting really worried about her. I decided to ditch class for the day and go to unnie’s house to check on her. Although I told her that we couldn’t go back to the way things were I still care a lot about her. I’m willing to give her a second chance, but I don’t want to pretend things never happened. I want to start over; I want her to try to regain my trust again. I want her to try her hardest to make me be her best friend and little sister again. I raced to her house and her parents opened the door for me. They greeted me and told me that Chorong unnie is up in her room resting, they said she came home sick last night. I thanked them and went up to unnie’s room. I opened the door and saw her sleeping peacefully on her bed. I took a chair and placed it near the bed so I can sit by her and be by her side when she wake up. Of course luck was not on my side today, when I was pulling the chair over I tripped over her backpack which the chair to fall over and made a loud sound. After getting up and rubbing my knee I heard a soft voice,

“Bbom-ah, are you alright?” unnie asked sleepily

“yeah I’m fine. Go back to sleep” I said fixing the chair and placing it near her bed

“is this a dream? What are you doing here?” she said rubbing her eye. She look so cute. Calm down Bomi, don’t let her see that you’re happy and also worried about her.

“why did you leave in the middle of the night? Don’t you know that you’re sick? Why haven’t you been eating? Chorong unnie, you always nagged me about taking care of myself, but here you are not taking care of yourself” wow great job. Way to show that you don’t care!

Chorong unnie smiled and said “Bbom-ah you called me unnie. Are you worried about me?” she said giving me her innocent look

“I…no stop imaging things. Eunji made me come here” I lied

“oh…” unnie said looking away. Then there was silence, I couldn’t take the silence so I got up and started walking around her room. This room gave me so much memory. So much that it overwhelmed me and that’s when I exploded.

“Unnie, do you know how much you hurt me? Do you remember how we met? I was getting bullied by a bunch of older kids, I would have been a goner, but you came and saved me. From that day on you told me that you would always be by my side. As time went on you promised to never leave and you’ll support me no matter what. What happened to that Chorong when I was telling you the truth about Minah? Why did you believe her over me? Why did you choose her? To make things worse you slapped me, twice. You never hit me before, you always hit the others jokingly but you never hit me. I was your little sister. The little sister that you can never hurt, but you did. All I’m asking is why? Also how could you ask to pretend this never happened? You told me to get out of your life. I have never heard you say that to anyone. Don’t you understand how hurt I was?!” I was now on my knees crying. I didn’t like this. I wasn’t supposed to show her my true feelings. I have to get out of here. I got up and hurried to the door, but I felt a pair of arms around me, stopping me. Unnie rested her head on my back and I can feel my back getting wet from her tears.

“Bomi, I know sorry will never be enough for your forgiveness, but I’m so sorry. I don’t know what got into me that day. That day was the day I found out you and Yura made out the day before. I was hurt that you never told me. I was also hurt because I wanted to be your first kiss. That’s why I straight out told you about me and Minah, I wanted you to feel the same pain I did. Which made me realized how horrible of a person I am trying to hurt you on purpose. When you told me about Minah I thought that was your way of being jealous and that was when I lost it. I thought you were trying to tell me who to date and who not to date which angered me because I didn’t stop you from telling you who to date or not. I let my anger get the best of me and I’m sorry for that. Bbom-ah whenever I was with Minah I only thought about you. When I was holding her hand, I would imagine holding your hands. When I kissed her instead of enjoying her kiss, I was wishing that it’d be your lips that I’m kissing. Please give me a second chance Bomi” she said pleading and tightening her arms around me. I just stood there dumbfounded because Chorong unnie knew that I was making out with Yura. I only did that because I was mad at how close Chorong unnie and Minah were being so I decided to blow off steam. What did she say? She wanted to be my first kiss? Does Chorong unnie have romantic feelings towards me? I really wanted to turn around and kiss Chorong unnie and tell her that I love her too and wants to be with her, but I couldn’t. I kept thinking what if she hurts me again? What if she leaves again?

“how do I know that you won’t hurt me again?” I asked barely getting the words out

“you won’t, but I promise that I won’t ever hurt you again”

“you also promised to never leave me, but you did” I said crying

“I came back didn’t I? Bomi, nothing can be predicted. I know that I broke my promises and I’ll spend the rest of my life making it up to you if I have to. I just want to be back in your life,” she said making me turn around to face her, “look into my eyes. I hope that you can see that I’m being honest here. I will never ever hurt you intentionally ever again.” It was a mistake looking into her eyes. That was when I got lost in her beautiful brown orbs, the next thing I did even surprised myself. I closed the gap between us and kissed her. Chorong unnie responded back by putting her hands on my neck and deepening into the kiss. Now my thoughts of her hurting me was gone, the only thought that was going through my mind was ‘I’m kissing my unnie! These lips, these wonderful lips that I want to keep on kissing forever’

We broke apart because we both needed air; none of us said anything for about a minute.

“uhh…” Chorong unnie said looking awkwardly around the room avoid eye contacts with me

“sorry, I didn’t mean to kiss you out of nowhere like that” I said rubbing the back of my neck

“it’s fine, I liked it” Chorong unnie said, then quickly covered . I let out a small laugh at her cuteness

“I miss that so much” unnie said smiling

“miss what?” I asked

“your laugh”

“oh…” I said blushing

“so…what are we doing exactly?” unnie asked

“to be honest I’m still hurt over everything, every time I see you those words come running back in my head. Unnie, did you know that I’ve been in love with you for quite a while now? It’s because I love you so much that I’m willing to give us a second chance” upon saying that I can see Chorong unnie breaking out into a big smile

“really?! Oh Bbom-ah!” she hugged me, “I promise that I will make you forget those words and give you happier ones,” she said hugging me tighter

“umm unnie, I got a question. What are we?”

“what do you mean?” she said giving a confused look

“I know we’re friends again, but are we more than that since we kissed and all…?”

“oh..” Chorong unnie said blushing, “ummm let’s decide this way” she said, leaning in and kissing me. Again we kiss for a while until we broke apart for air, “did you like that?” she asked

“no…” I said which cause unnie to pout and let go of my neck, “I loved it” I said reaching for her hands. Unnie squeal and hugged me tight “My Bomi. My Bbom-ah. My Yoonrilla-“

“yah! Stop with the Yoonrilla, that was a long time ago” I said pouting. Chorong unnie just laughed at me. It feels nice to be able to smile around unnie again. Although some pain still lingers, the happy thoughts overpower it. I’m happy to have Chorong unnie in my life again, I’m even more happy that I can call her mine. We spent the rest of the day in bed watching movies and just talking. It was one of the best days of my life.