I Confess & First Kiss

The Pain of Saying Goodbye...

~Hongki POV~

there was an awkward silence in Jonghun's car when we were going back to the dorm. I don't know how to begin a conversation with him so I stayed silent. I just stole some glances at him and god he was cute. that unique nose and cute face. I really can't stop looking at him. and when he glances at me, I look down, somewhat embarrased at how I act. I saw him smirk, aishhh what is this guy smirking about. I continued to look down for the rest of the trip home.

~Jonghun POV~

I noticed that he was looking at me every now and then, I smiled then glanced at him, he immediately looked down, I smirked. I don't know this feeling, why am i feeling this? everytime I look at him, at that cute and gullible face, my heart races. I concentrated on the road to divert my attention of him.

~Hongki POV~

when we reached the dorm, I immediately went inside to my room and laid on the bed. I kept thinking about him and can't get him off my mind. aishh, why am I like this, did I really fall in love with someone whom I was irritated at first meeting?... I closed my eyes, and hoping for sleep to come.

 "We were walking in a garden full of flowers, me and Jonghun. while walking, he picked a flower and gave it to me, it was beautiful. I smelled it and it was fragrant. I kept it in my heart while walking with him. he was smiling all the time when we were walking and when we reached a small creek, he sat down on a grassy part and looked at the sky. I sat down beside him and looked above also, but all I can see are clouds. Still, the clouds were beautiful and one cloud was shaped like a heart. Suddenly, something soft landed on my lips, something sweet and tasted like honey, and all I could see was Jonghun's face very close to mine. the kiss was sweet and full of love, I can feel it. time stopped for me at that brief moment that our lips met. when we parted our lips, the bond was still there, the spark, and I know he feels it too. he just smiled, hugged me and said "do you know how much I love you?". I smiled while in his embrace, at least what I feel isn't one sided, I thought. as we broke the embrace, and as I was about to answer him, I realized he was gone, and I was all alone on that grassland, all alone, looking at the sky, looking everywhere for him, but can't find him. I tried to look further but he wasn't there. I shouted his name but no one answered. no one, I was alone.... all alone....

I jerked from the bed. it was just a dream, I realized as I wiped the sweat on my forehead. the kiss seemed so real, I thought as I touched my lips, it was quite moist, as if someone really kissed me. I stayed there, sitting at my bed, just wondering about the dream and the brief love I have shared with him in the dream. "I even dream of you now" I whispered unto myself as I laid again on the bed, reminiscing that sweet dream I had.

~Jonghun POV~

I stood outside his room, behind the door, touching my lips and feeling the moist from the sweet kiss we had just shared. I wasn't able to stop myself from doing it. I don't think he knows that the kiss was real, and maybe it's better that way, until I can really understand what I'm feeling. I smiled to myself remembering that sweet kiss with him. he may be sleeping, but he responded to my kiss, I can feel it. "What are you going to do now, Choi Jong Hun?" I thought to myself, as I think that me falling in love with him is quite possible now. I went to my room smiling and as I lay on the bed, I kept thinking about him until sleep finally got me. I hope I'll dream of him, I thought as I slowly dozed off......

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>another short update.... kekekekeke....^_^

>mianhae if it's taking so long for me to update, I was just really busy this past few weeks and I even got sick.... but I'm okay now.... kekekeke...

>and thanks for liking and subscribing to my story.... I really appreciate it....

> Saranghae to all of you... ^^*

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ixxCandy
#1
Omgggg...are those tears on my face? DD: this fanfic is making me cry dammit TT^TT It's so wonderfully written that im just yelling at my screen cuz honki's dying Lolol mom is looking at me funny :O
LeeHongki #2
Woooow
Oh, very beautiful
I want to scream really very cool
I loved it a lot
Finally ^ ^
Thank you very much
naznew #3
gomawo update..
an_lee #4
My eyes turned watery reading this.
I'm so touch seeing how Jonghun loves Hongki n' how deep their love indeed.
For Hongki, please wake up. There's someone whose heartbeat beats for you.
Thx for updating.
prinzalove2read #5
Jonghun, I'm happy you made it in time. Keep holding his hand and never let go. Honggiya, Jonghun is beside you now. Wake up, please.
LeeHongki #6
Oh, finally!!
Oh dear Jongki
Please hurry
Thanks ^.^
asdfghjBullySong #7
kyaa :") dongsaeng ! please do update soon :") kekeke
an_lee #8
Yeeehaaaaaaaaa........ Severely suits this chap so mush.
Thx 4 updating. Can't wait 4 de next chappie. ^^
dylan24 #9
can't believe that I haven't updated this in so long.. really sorry... school really makes me busy,.. especially that I'm writing my research paper/thesis and it requires most of my time... pls be patient okay??.. I'll try to update this if ever I have free time soon... ^^
PigRabbit1912 #10
whaaaaa sooooooooooo sad!! dont die maybe, there is a sudden miracle and he got better? hope soo