"All of a sudden, with my falling tears...All of a sudden, I comfort myself saying it's okay...I know that you won't come now...So I'll deal with it on my own."

I found Jong Suk sitting on the bench of the table in front of the house. I slowly walked over to him and sat in front of him.

"What do you want?" asked Jong Suk.

"Nothing." I replied.

I looked at him but he wouldn't make any eye contact with me and so I decided to look at the sky.

After awhile, Jong Suk broke the silence.

"Was all of the past really nothing to you?" asked Jong Suk.

I didn't know how to reply to his question, I didn't want to make it seem like I haven't moved on. I know I have to be honest with him and more importanly, myself.

"Of course not. I only said that to Uee because I couldn't think. The past, that was everything for me back then." I explained.

"What's your everything now?" He asked.

"Myself, my parents, friends and my job." I replied.

 I mean, they are the only concerns I have in my life as of his moment.

"Shin Hye, why? Why did you end it?" asked Jong Suk.

I could see the sincerity in his eyes, he really wants me to give him an explanation.

"You should know it yourself."

"What? Was it because of Ji Won? You broke up with me, just because of your jealousy?"

"That's not it! Don't pin this on me because clearly you had no idea how I felt during that time. Uee was constantly telling me that you had something going on with Ji Won. But I ignored it because I knew that you guys were the best of friends, and I didn't even entertain any feelings of jealousy because I understood that you guys needed time. I broke up with you because you were breaking your promises. I waited every night for your calls that never came and you never even talked to me in school. I ignored those things for awhile because I loved you and after awhile I just felt that I've had enough. I didn't want to keep on waiting for you every single night."

I got up from