"Sometimes you have to be apart from people you love,but that doesn't make you love them any less.Sometimes you love them more" -The Last Song

I slammed the front door of my apartment,making Joonmyun startled.Joohyun have starting to cry seeing my madness but I don't care anymore.I feel so useless after finding out I meant nothing to him.He quickly wrapped his hand around my wrist when I'm about to enter my room.

"Please think about Joohyun,Jieun-ah",he pleaded.

"I'll search for her when I want to see her or if she misses me,now go",I jerks of from his grab and entered my room.

I clutched my chest and sobbed.It hurts so much.My world is falling apart,I looked stupid liking a guy who won't feel the same even after all these years that I haven't moved on,I was still thinking about him.I'm gonna meet Chanyeol tomorrow,we'll sort this out.There will be no more Joonmyun in my life,in my heart and in my mind.

Then Suzy knocked the door and came in,she took a sit beside me and started talking.

"What happened?"

I stared at her for a long time,I don't even have strength to tell her what's going on.I don't even have the guts to stand up again eventhough I have to.It wasn't Joonmyun's fault but mine but then I also hate him for being so blind.

"Let go,I know its going to be hard but you can't be blind too right? Chanyeol's there,go for it.",she said in a soothing voice.

I nodded and hugged her the hug that never fails to make me feel slightly better.I was grateful that Suzy's my bestfriend and I couldn't find someone better than her.

I met Chanyeol the next day,before I can agree to be his wife the first thing he needs to know is about Joonmyun.I know he's not the kind of guy who suspects for nothing but I just want him to know,I bet he can make me fee