The fresh air did feel good. We walked through the park, smiliing slightly at the sight of people busying themselves in a bright beautiful day.The air was filled with a faint of perfume of spring and we walked aimlessly in the wide park by the river. We finally settle down on a bench, waiting for him to say what he's going to say.He rubbed his face. "I'm sorry, Jieun" He said with difficulty, the words sounded like they were being wrenched from his heart. "I'm so sorry, sorrier than I can ever say. But I'm not giving up, I'm not letting you go again" He added with feeling. I smiled a little while facing at him. "I have forgiven you,Joon." 

"Look, I know you probably don't want to talk, you made your feelings quite clear yesterday, but I have to get things off my chest. I want to talk about this, even if you apparently don't. You might feel acting as though as it never happened, but I can't just do that. Not straight away, I feel like I need to explain a few things first, I need you to understand me" 

I waited for him to say the next sentence, calmly.

"I want you to know how much the other night meant to me. Never in a million years did I think you'd tell me you loved me, that I'd hear I'd been so blind to what was going on in your head for so long. I thought I knew everything there was to know about you, but that was a pretty big secret you'd been keeping. One second you were my trusted best friend and the next - something more." he said meaningfully.

"You're sayin you want to move forward as though nothing h