"Jieun-ah! Can you take those letters infront of the door?",Suzy yelled from her room.

I forcefully stood up from my bed and walked towards the front door.One of the letters are for me.It was an invitation to a reunion.High school reunion.Then I felt sweat flowing down from my forehead.Going to this reunion means there's a possibility of meeting someone from my past.

Joonmyun.

A guy who gave me so much to remember,a guy whom I love wholeheartedly without him knowing it.A guy who hurts me; the reason why I am never able to move on and he was also the reason why I left.

I nearly had a heart attack when Suzy appeared in front of me.

"Are you okay?",she asked.

"Of course I am",I replied and walked into my room.

I really don't want to meet him,he'll never know that he hurt me and it makes me sad.I don't want to be a coward too,I need to face him,face everyone and let them know that I'm completely fine.

Then I asked Suzy if she gets the same thing too and she did.Suzy was my bestfriend from elementary school,the one who's always by my side and even know we're living under the same roof and she knew what happened between me and Joonmyun.

It all happened when Jinri moved in to our school.She kinda drifted me and Joonmyun apart until one day Joonmyun made her his.That's when I feel like falling apart.I knew Joonmyun longer than she is but Joonmyun chose her.After all,I'm only a bestfriend to him;not more than that.

A few months later my parents had to transfer and leave the country,at first I feel burdened but then there's nothing left to lose so I went with them.I just came back to Korea a few years ago and my dad bought me an apartment and I asked Suzy to move in.I never told Joonmyun that I'm leaving,Suzy told me he tried so hard trying to search for me but I ignored him.I don't want to know about him anymore.The day he ended up with Jinri is the worst day ever for me and that's when I decide that he's no longer my bestfriend.

I'm still stuck.Should I go?

I carefully stepped out from my room and went to Suzy's.

"Yah! Knock before you enter,I could've been or something"

"Sorry",I apologised.

"Are you okay?",she asked.

"The reunion,have you decide?"

"I'm going,its been years,Jieun-ah.I miss them!"

"I miss them too but..Joonmyun",I said as I looked down the floor.

"You were supposed to be able to move on now,Jieun-ah.You don't know if he's married or something.Stop thinking about him if it hurts"

I can feel that my face dropped.Suzy is right,I should stop being stupid.

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