"Sometimes you make choices in life and sometimes choices make you"

I woke up next morning;to work.My one day break has ended and I need to face the reality.When I came out from my room,I saw Suzy making breakfast which is very rare so I asked he if she's up to something and she said no.I took a sit facing her and eat the breakfast she made.

"Joonmyun came over yesterday,he was worried"

"Why would he worried about me?",I asked sarcastically.

"Be grateful that he worried,you're the one who'll get hurt if he don't,Jieun-ah."

"Fine.Alright I should go now,see you.",not wanting the conversation to exceeds,I left and carried my white coat along.

When I arrived at the office,my phone rang.I didnt notice that there was tonnes of missed calls from Joonmyun and for the uptinth time,he's calling me again.

"Sorry for ignoring your calls",was the first thing I said.

"Its okay,can we meet up later?"

"Sure"

So later that evening I went out with them,Joohyun ran up to me as she saw me approaching them.This girl is attached to me and I don't even know why but most of all,I don't want to know.I'm grateful that she gets along well with me and I don't mind if she thinks I am really her mother because she's been mother-less for over a year now,I know she's craving for a mother's love.

"Are you up to something?",I asked.

"Not really.You?",he asked back.

I scoffed,"Yah,Joonmyun-sshi why are you being so awkward with me? If we're going to continue being like this then we can't meet anymore" and laughed a little.

I don't want us to be so awkward,I know he's keeping something inside but he won't tell.We used to be bestfriends,he used to twll me everything and even if now,he can't love me because he still love his wife I want him to know that I'll always be there for him.We were bestfriends and I'm happy with that but I'll be even happier if he realizes my feelings towards him; if he loves me back so my love is no longer unrequited.

Then he asked me why did I leave Seoul years ago,that is something that I can't tell.I know its bothering him so much but I don't want to look weak in front of him.

"Please don't let that question bothers you so much,Joonmyun.Let go.."

"Right.Um I'm going somewhere this weekend,do you mind if I leave Joohyun to you?"