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It was weekend so I decided to go out for a fresh air,to release the things that have been burdening my mind these days.Joonmyun was the reason why I’m like this and I was supposed to move on after years,he’s married and have a daughter.He has a little family,while I’m still waiting for something that is not going to happen.Do I still love him that much?

Just at the right time,Joonmyun appeared in front of my door when I’m about to go out.I let out a deep sigh and asked him what does he want.After all the things that I’ve been through,the pain that I endured—I really hate to see his face,ever again.

“Mummy!”,Joohyun screamed in excitement as she saw me.

Joonmyun handed her to me so I could carry her.Now that they are here,my plan is going to be cancelled then.He knew my house from Suzy.I didn’t know I couldn’t trust Suzy when it comes to him.

“Did you forget that you can’t see me unless you let me meet your wife?”,I said slowly,adamantly.

“Jieun,please?”

“What?”,I glared.

“Okay then if you want to meet her”,he looked down.

I didn’t know why am I urging him to let me meet his wife while I know its going to hurt me.I don’t know what’s wrong with me.I can’t even think properly,I just let out everything that could hurt him.Now that I’m about to meet his wife then how am I supposed to act?I should’ve just avoid him at the first place,I don’t know why I feel so undivided when it comes to him.

I carefully glanced at him while he was driving,looking how much he has fully grown up makes me remember why I love him.He was the first guy friend I’ve ever met and I didn’t expect we could be so close,until I ended up falling in love with him and got hurt in the end.Too bad he didn’t feel the same way as I do.

I was getting more and more curious,where is he going to ta