"When you finally let go of the past,something better comes along"

I was a little bit nervous today,because I’m about to undergo an important surgery of my patients.Yes,I’m a doctor—my dream career and eventhough I’ve been doing this for the millionth time,I never fails to feel nervous.Someone’s life is in my hands,if I make a slight mistake then its going to be the end for me.My job is to save them,their life depended on me and it makes me scared.I can’t be careless.

I greeted my patient that morning and told her to fight for the sickness she’s suffering.There’s a lot of things to look forward to and I do not want her to give up.A few hours later,me and the social workers is ready to undergo the surgery,and I still feel scared.

People would never blame me if my patients died,but I’d be the one to blame myself because I was supposed to try until there’s no way.So far,I’ve never made a mistake and only a few patients died and I hope my current patient is going to survive.

Park Chanyeol is my senior in the hospital—my favourite senior I must say.When I first worked in the hospital,he was the first to greet me.he toured me around the hospital and I’m very comfortable with him.Some says he liked me but I denied it.We are just workmates and I’m very sure he has a high taste in women.

I bumped into him on my way to the operation room and he wished me good luck—Its making me even more nervous.All these years,when Joonmyun wasn’t here with me and when we haven’t reunite,Chanyeol was there for me.Through thick and thin but the thing is,I’ve never liked him—I only do as a friend.He’s kind and caring and he also made me feel special—at times.Since elementary,I don’t really have many guy friends,Joonmyun might the only one I’m very close with but I ended up falling in love with him.I know I s