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I brought him out so we can talk privately.

"How can you end up here,Chanyeol-sshi?"

"My parents told me to go to my future in law's house and so I did.They didn't tell me anything besides that,I didn't know you were their daughter"

I let out a deep sigh before I could answer,"Are you going to agree with their plans?"

"I don't know,how bout you? Are you still single?",his question makes me frown.

"No,you?",I asked back.

"Same goes to me."

It felt weird to be able to talk about things like this with him,the only things that we always share is about works and i'm feeling awkward.What am I going to do about this? Chanyeol is a nice person but he deserve better and I still love Joonmyun.But what am I going to do about him if he never confesses? Forever is a long time and how can I wait in that duration?

"I hope you won't misunderstand this,Chanyeol-sshi.Its not that I don't like you but..I think we both have rights to find one of our own,not this way.I bet you have higher taste right? I'm nothing special",I scoffed.

Yes I am nothing special if I do,why would Joonmyun marry someone else instead of waiting for me?

"I'm not going out with anyone right now too Jieun-ah that's why I didn't mind when my parents told me they have found someone for me but I didn't expect its going to be you.Well,if you don't agree with their plans then I honestly doesn't mind.Its alright",he smiled as tears started to well in my eyes.

Slowly,he reached out to wipe the tears on my cheek.Chanyeol has always been understanding in every situation.Even if he's hurt-- He will always try to make other people happy and it saddens me to see I'm going to be one of them; that hurts him.

I buried my face on his chest and he slowly rubbed my back.

"Don't cry please? I'm okay with this.I don't mind if you're going to find someone else."

"I'm sorry that I only liked you as a friend,Chanyeol-ah.I'm really really sorry",I said then I looked up,staring at his face for a long time,"do you ever liked me?",I added.

He let out a small laugh before I could answer,"Maybe a little because I've never attempted to date anyone before this or liked anyone so I'm not sure about my feelings but I'm comfortable with you"

So he does like me,I appreciate it even if its a bit.Should I go for someone who likes me