The next day in school, Onew oppa followed me to school.

"I insist on staying in your class."

I guess he is just helping. I think he might be afraid I crash somethings again since I crashed half of my stuff last night. I don't blame him for that. He's my oppa anyways...

The first lesson started. Language class. I really should have skipped this lesson. Really. The topic about today's lesson is Love. What love? Parents love. I looked back at Oppa. He shook his head and signal me to listen on.

"Now, today, we are going to talk about parents love. Uh... So, we will get some students to share their family mostly parents with us. Is it ok?"

"Yes..."

"Ok... First, I would like to get our new student, Eunhae to talk about her parents."

-Crash- I dropped the glass of water in my hand.

"Ouch..." I murmured.

"Hey, you are bleedin." Key ran to me and grabbed my finger. 

"Yah... Key oppa is touching her!"

"Let go of me." I ran out of the class. Tears drop down again, why? Why is everything going against me?

"Hey, what happened? Is there anything wrong?" A familiar voice sounded.

Jonghyun. I know it's him.

"Uh..." I rubbed my eyes. "No, nothing, uh, I just cut my hand." I showed him my fingers that are bleeding.

"Oh... but why are your eyes red?" He said looking into my eyes. "You cried."

"I didn't."

"You did."

"I didn't."

"You d-"

"I DIDN'T! I REALLY DIDN'T! IS IT ANY OF YOUR BUSINESS?!" I pushed him and ran away .

I didn't really run far. I hid behind a row of lockers and saw Onew oppa talking to Jonghyun. No, please don't tell me he is breaking the secret to Jonghyun. No...

"You see... Eunhae and I came from a broken family."

No, everything ends right here, right now.

"My dad walked out of the family 10 years ago because he met someone else. That's when Eunhae is 9... She can't forgive dad for doing this... Our mum... No longer trust love and she, obviously didn't show Eunhae love. She beat her everyday to release her anger. And all these things make Eunhae lost faith in love totally... And because of these... She thinks she will be laughed at by everyone... Well, that makes her as cold as an ice..."

Done. He finished talking.

"Oh... I'm so sorry..."

"Nah, it's ok,, Jonghyun..." Onew patted Jonghyun.

"Oppa... Why did you say all this thing? Don't you remember what we've promised each other...?"

"Eunhae... I-"

"Hey, hyung is trying to help explain things... He's your oppa, don't be rude."

"Who are you to judge me and my family?! You are not even suppose to hear this story!" I ran out of the school. 

"Hey, hey, wait up." Key. Why is he doing here. No... He grabbed me. "Let's go to coffee house."

"Uh..."

I can't say anything. He pulled me along. 

Everything just ended. It's all revealed. I can't hide anymore. I can't hide behind the ugly truth anymore. In front of Jonghyun, I screamed, Onew oppa explained every ugly truth. In front Key, Onew oppa said it too. I just realised he was there all the while...

Revealed is my lost of faith in love and my ugly truth. Now my love will never turn out right anymore. I bet Jonghyun will hate me... Key... I don't know what he'll do... I still feel complicated, but now, I feel like dying...