Break down. Another break down for me after I remembered Jonghyun again. I do love him, but I can't trust him anymore. He hurt me... Twice? Thrice? I don't know... and I don't want to know... The whole day in school is screwed. I didn't listen to anything too... But since Onew oppa is clever, he could tutor me, and I'm glad that he always does...

"Can I talk to you for a while?" Jonghyun asked me when we got home. 

"I... Don't feel like talking..." I looked at Key, he nodded. Well, I guess he's hinting something... "Ok..."

Jonghyun and I walked in silence to the backyard. We sat on the swing and there's an awkward silence between us. 

"Are you ok now?" 

"Uh, sort of."

"Sorry about just now."

"It's ok."

"Uh... It's not Key who told me to do this..."

"Jonghyun, please don't lie, Key told me everything..."

"Oh... I'm sorry..."

Silence...

"Do you know why I want to do this? I bet Key didn't tell you..."

"Why...?"

"Cos I love you."

"Jonghyun... You're lying right...?"

"No, why would I lie?"

"Cos i really can't trust you... You hurt me too much..."

"I know I do... I'm hurting inside too..."

"Jonghyun, please, please, tell me you are saying the truth..."

"Eunhae, I am saying the truth. I love you. Saranghae."

I can't believe he said this. All the while I thought he loves Lee Minsun, but now...? My heart pounded. The one I love just confessed to me. I don't know what to do now... We sat there in a minute of total silence. 

"Then why did you say all those things to me last time?" I asked curiously.

"I know Key love you, I don't want to hurt him. I love you the minute I set my eyes on you." 

Can I trust him?

"Yes, you're as cold as ice. But I don't care. If I can see you just once each day, I'm happy enough. Now i can see you everyday, I'm the happiest."

"I..." I don't know what to say.

"Jonghyun, let's go in, it's going to rain soon." I stood up and walked into the house... Jonghyun stood up and ran to me. He hugged me from the back.

"I don't expect you to forgive me. I just want you to know how I feel." He whispered.

I'm touched. I melted. I feel like telling him I've forgiven him. But something inside my head said the otherwise. I don't know what to do now... 

"Jonghyun... The others will be looking."

-Start of Jonghyun's POV-

I let go of her. I smiled, finally I confessed. Finally she know how I feel. I hope she can forgive me but I know whatever I do can't make up for my wrong doings. I really love her. The first time, I've this feeling of loving someone so deeply...

-End of Jonghyun's POV-

-Start of Eunhae's POV-

"How did it go?" Key asked me.

"He confessed."

"So...? What did you say?"

"Nothing."

"Nothing?"

"Yea."

"You still haven't forgive him right?"

"How can I? He hurt me so many times..."

"You still love him."

"Yes, I do. But that doesn't mean anything."

"Do he still know?"

"I didn't tell him..."

"Why...?"

"I don't know what I'm going to do now..."

I walked off after saying that to Key... I really love Jonghyun. I do. I'm afraid. I'm just afraid I'll end up like my mum...