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It’s been a week since the last time they admitted that they like each other, but the effects from the confession that night affect them even until today. Myungsoo seems happier, and Soojung seems livelier. Not everyone notices that, but some do. Myungsoo’s friends start to join them at times—usually during dinner, and she talks even though not that much. She only talks a lot when Myungsoo comes, and his friends seem to get it why it’s her. He doesn’t tell, but he needs not to do that because it’s obvious if they look properly.

It’s breakfast, and Soojung sits with Jinri alone and she somehow feels there’s a sudden gap between them. They’re still talking, but it’s slightly awkward, and the topics they talk come limited, and not countless like before. Soojung feels afraid because Jinri seems to do just fine without her, and she’s afraid if it’s true. Sudden thoughts fill her mind, and ‘does she know’ and ‘what if she knows’ are one of them. She shakes her head in order to throw the thoughts away.

“You seem like you’re having problem. Anything that I missed?” Jinri asks, looking at her with concerned face.

Soojung shakes her head. “No, I’m good.”

“Really?” Jinri asks.

“Really?”

Soojung looks up when she hears his voice, and he’s sitting down beside her, putting the plate of fried rice he brings on the table. She raises her eyebrows as she looks at him weirdly.

“You’re not helping today?” she asks.

He shakes his head. “Nope.” And he starts eating after that, and he realises he doesn’t greet Jinri yet, so he looks up from his food to her. “Morning!” he exclaims. Jinri doesn’t reply—she only gives him a nod and a faint smile.

Soojung knows something’s off—even though she doesn’t open on anything, she knows that’s probably because of her and her stupid feelings that she grows for the guy beside her—but she’s not sorry for it. When she sees how happy he is when he’s eating the food, of how he takes time to chew and swallow it down completely, that’s when the relief and happiness comes. She doesn’t mind not having him only by herself, or if Jinri hates her because of that—she won’t be sorry because if she is, that’s like she’s being sorry for being real with her own feelings.

She doesn’t know how she becomes… so strong like how she is in defending on what she feels at the moment.

Myungsoo then reaches out his fork to take some of her meats because he’s just finished eating the meat that he got—and that’s only a few pieces, and he thinks that Soojung’s somewhere deep in her thought and it’s okay to take some of hers because she’s probably might not notice, but she does, and so she hits his hand and shoves it away.

“What the heck are you trying to do?”

Myungsoo rolls his eyes. “Give me some. I just finished mine.” He tries again, and Soojung hits him for the second time—this time harder so that he’ll stop, and he does because the hit hurts him, and so he looks at her with a sharp glare. Soojung glares back, and she thinks that he’s done interrupting her but he’s not. He reaches for the meat again, and when she wants to hit him, he grabs her wrist and gives her a challenging look.

“What?” he says challengingly.

Soojung hisses. “Do you think I’m paralysed or something?” she asks, raising her eyebrows. “I have another hand.” And when she’s done saying that and even before Myungsoo could decipher anything, she gives him a light slap on the jaw and then bursts into a giggle when she sees how mad he looks like at the moment.

“How dare you?” he says through gritted teeth before he pulls her towards him and locks her head under his arm. She’s laughing and yelling at the same time, not minding how loud she sounds because nothing else matters anymore if he’s with her. She struggles to free herself, but he tightens the lock on her neck with ‘this is what you get for playing with me’ and some fake, evil laughs on repeat. Feeling breathless, she hits him on the stomach, and he doesn’t expect that, so he loses his grip on her and groans in pain. Soojung then sits in the original position again, still laughing as she fixes her messy hair, and that’s when Jinri gets up from her seat.

Jinri smiles. “I’ll get going first.”

Soojung lets her go, watching her as her back keeps getting smaller until she’s out of her sight. She sighs before she looks to her plate again and all the meats are gone already. She bits her lips, but she doesn’t feel like arguing anymore because Myungsoo’s full and she’s happy. That’s a win-win situation, she guesses, so it’s alright.

“Do you want to hear something crazy?” he asks, propping his elbow on the table and looks at her with a very charming smile, and she’s thankful they’re sitting at the very far end because no one’s there to witness it, because she doesn’t know who else will fall for him if they see that smile. He smiles a lot, but this time it’s different. It’s like this time he smiles like that because he wants to make her falls for him even more, even he doesn’t really have to do that.

“What?”

“I miss you.”

She wants to scoff because she thinks it’s just cheesy, but she can’t and so she only stares at him. “We just met last night.”

Myungsoo raises his eyebrows. “What does it have to do with what I feel for you?” he asks.

“What?”

“If I miss you, then I miss you.” He says, shrugging. “It doesn’t matter if we meet minutes ago, or last night, or last week. If I miss you, then I miss you.”

Soojung’s eyes go hot, and she feels like crying, but instead, she smiles. And then she wonders why she forgets everything when he’s with her, and why it’s only

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neemarishima
#1
Chapter 20: Hey! I finally got the time to read this story! I have known this since it was first published in 2014 on My Lovely Girl era, our myungstal era, but just have done read it in 2017!! Oh my, I'm so lame in waiting chapters of fanfiction, sorry. But then I'm happy to read it now because this story gives me more happiness to my days. Their every moments make me smile and couldn't help but wishing for their happily ever after. And then Jongin comes as Soojung's friend. He was so cute and distracted me sometimes but the main problem then come. Why they have to be parted whyyy. I demand a good story for this sequel! But beside that, I really love how you wrote this done. The feels got me right. Thank you so much for your hardwork.
Juliana91 #2
Chapter 22: Oh....my......god....... woah im speechless..... but wow istg this is the most beautiful and awesome fic that i have evr read here in aff!! I really thank you a lot authornim i really learned a lot from this story and DO YOU KNOW HOW MUCH I CRIED?!?!? HAHAHAHA OHGOD! TNX AGAIN!!!! :)))))))))))
simplykrystal #3
Chapter 20: I just discovered this story today and read it all in one sitting. In my opinion, it's the best story I've read on the site. It was so easy to read, I loved the descriptions you provided, and the character development was great! It felt like I could have been there, as well. There were some really amazing moments between the two, and I love how you mixed their really sweet moments with their bickering :) This was such an amazing story and the ending was so sad, but so beautiful at the same time. It can't end like that, but I saw that there's a sequel, so I'm heading over to that right now. I hope that in the end, they get the happy ending they deserve. Thank you for the beautiful story!
shubeestar04
#4
Chapter 23: Did you say ikon and hanbin?
//rapidly clicks the link
daexnight
#5
Chapter 1: Hi hi~ i feel like this is going to be a good fic (i thibk its on of the better written ones of myungstal)

Ive found some mistakes in your writings and since im going to read it anyway, would you like me to beta it?
mdniljung #6
Chapter 22: i just found this fic and oh my god its so beautiful but HOW COULD YOU???? you shoudve put angs tag there, and here im you struck me right in the head thinking that they would have a happy ending I CRIED A LOT, btw i want to know why did you make soojung completely shut him off from her life even if myungsoo wants to try /completely not gonna let it go/ CRIES I READ THIS IN ONE GO BUT NOW im cryiing a river, i love your story, your writing style, the title and everything esp that part when she said "you know what makes you better than peter kavensky? bcs you're real" MY FEELS PUTAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA im having to much feels from this fic, thank you for writing this beautiful story but still IM mad you made this turns to angst btw thank you so much once again, criess
affexions
#7
Chapter 20: ohmygod!! im crying...T_T
its so sad.. but its a amazing story:)
i cant believe it!!! i finish read this story
in just one day>_<
i really like this story^^
jheunyeon #8
Chapter 20: aww no happy ending...
That's sad
BUT YASSSSS THERE'S A SEQUEL WOOHOO
chaeminjuliette #9
Chapter 20: okay im crying because of this TT TT
i thought its a happy ending <////3
anw thank you for this wonderful fic authornim. kk
TofuScribbles
#10
Chapter 21: OMGGGGG i'm crying so much at the end TT________________TT
Why? Why it ends like that??? why soojung!?!
and to know that he waits for her for months.... that's so sad..
i hope he didn't hate her.

THIS IS SO BEAUTIFUL
LOVE ALL THE ANGST...and of course all the good things~

so thank you for sharing this beautiful and meaningful story of yours :)
i guess i'll see you at the sequel.... ;)