KRYSTAL’S POV

            I don’t know how to react. I just froze at that moment. Lots of things came into my mind. Now I understand………now I know why.

            Suddenly, Myungsoo woke up. He was shock to see me.

            “B..b..babe?”

            I just smiled at him. I don’t want to get angry. This event that happened today made me realize one thing. 

            “B…babe……I……can…e…explain!!”

            “No need Myungsoo ah. And thank you because you open up my mind. Now I just want to make it clear……….WE’RE THROUGH!” After saying those words, I turned away from him.

            “NO BABE!” L immediately stood up, wrapped himself and ran to get a hold me.

            “Babe…….I’m sorry. I’m just drunk. I don’t know want happened.”

            “Stop! It’s over now. I don’t want to see you’re face again!” I angrily stated and ran away from him.

            When I got into my car, I just stayed quiet at first. Suddenly, I felt pain in my heart. It’s not because Myungsoo cheated on me……….but because I hurt Amber.

            Now I know the true reason why I broke up with her.

            I was afraid…………..........................................................

            I was afraid of people’s judgments toward our relationship.

            This fear started when my sister Jessica and Yuri unnie went into public. They thought they will easily be accepted. But on the contrary, they were absolutely wrong. People disgusted their relationship. This is KOREA!  Citizens here do not easily accept  homoual relationships.

            I know how hurt the couple was. But they stayed strong, especially Jessica Unnie.

            But I’m not as strong as my sister.

            I’m scared!

            Especially that my career is starting to boom.

            That is why I decided to think that I don’t love Amber. I set my mind that I just need her. I should love a man, like Myungs