Author's Note: This is HunHan side couple bonus chapter and is NOT related to the main storyline.

This is the continued story from the previous HunHan chapter (Chapter 10. [HunHan] Crush).

Mr.Oh, what is your favorite season?

There's different beauty within each four season but my favorite season has to be winter. Not because of the white snow or the warm firplace that seems to even melt a frozen heart. Not because of the happiness radiating from little children's innocent eyes or the quick glismp of hope in an adult's tired eyes. Of course that is the jewel that makes winter so beautiful but it's not the reason I like winter.

Then why do you like winter?

Because of Luhan hyung. Someon that's more beautiful than the mere sight of snow that melts away at some point. He is an adult with innocence of a little child that never fails to bring smile on my face. Luhan hyung is the winter. He entered my lonely life with gust of cold December wind and changed everything. Luhan hyung became my winter. He became the warmest winter of my life...

If he is your warmest winter, why are you shivering right now?

I don't know... I don't know aymore.

Mr.Oh, even if that winter freezes you to death, would you still stay with him?

.....

If your answer is yes, I have nothing more to tell you. But if your answer is no, then I advise you to run away. Run as far as you can from that winter...

I felt like I have done absolutely nothing during my final page of highschool.

My last chance at using the "I'm only eighteen!" excuse was over now.

As I stood holding my high school diploma on the day of my graduation, I really didn't care how my future would turn out to be after this. Unlike my other classmates that were anxious about their collge and future, I sat back on the cheap plastic chair and stared at only one person. Luhan hyung came to my graduation. I should be happy and thankful that he made time to see me, but instead I only felt sadness and little bit of anger. Not anger directed at Luhan hyung but anger toward myself.

He was smiling and making weird faces at me. He usually did that when I wasn't smiling when I needed to be. On the day of my middle school graduation when I learned my parents wouldn't be able to make it, I was upset throughout the whole ceremony until Luhan hyung started to make funny faces which caused me to laugh.

Luhan hyung was looking at me with a beautiful smile on his face but I could only turn away from him. He was holding onto a very pretty girl's hand. She was pretty and it looked like a perfect picture. Gorgeous Luhan hyung holding a pretty girl's hand. A boy holding a girl's hand. It was the perfect picture society has inevitably created for us.

With the final word from the principal, everyone stood up and took a picture with their family and friends. They were all happy at that moment even though they were anxious about their future just few minutes ago.

I could only stand in the midst of busy people. I didn't know where to go. I couldn't run for my family because they weren't here. I couldn't run toward my beloved one because someone I loved with all my heart was standing faraway with other person to love.

I looked at my useless high school diploma and smirked. Is a piece of paper with some fancy wirtting on it going to make my life better? Was this going to make my heart stop hurting? With a freaking diploma would Luhan hyung finally be able to see how much I love him and hold my hands instead?

My answer to all of the questions above were no.

So I threw that piece of paper into a nearby trash can and walked home.

I knew Luhan hyung would be waiting for me but I couldn't wait for him anymore.

I have waited all my life just for him to simply look at my way. But he didn't see me.

He couldn't see me. I was hiding behind a shadow.

I wanted him to see me but I didn't want him to see everything about me.

I feard if he did, he wouldn't even pretend to love me like a little brother.

I couldn't do this anymore.

Waiting and waiting for him until he finally turns around only to be confronted with lies I created.

I thought I was protecting m