" about what you said earlier before kyu interrupted us, do want us to go out?like going--"

"like having a date??" Hyukjae didn't finish his sentence because of Donghae's excitement.

"no, it's not actually a date. it's uhm.. it's how could I explain this? it's not a date, we're just going out to have some fun"

"have some fun?" hurt is written all over Donghae's face

"yeah. aren't you having fun when you're with me?" Hyukjae continue, unaware of the tears threatening to fall from the younger's eyes

"of course. of course. we're just having fun, uh.. Hyukkie can we just go out another day? I suddenly felt that i'm not in the mood" Hae said ducking his head to hide his tears

"eh? what happened? are you sick? are you hurt anywhere?"

"no, no i just don't feel like going out today. I'll just rest in my room"

"okay baby, rest then. Just call me if you want something okay? I am just in my office" Hyukjae gives the younger a peck on the head.

*Donghae's POV

we're having fun? we're having fun?! having fun my ! how could you be so stupid Lee Donghae?! You know the truth! you know he can't love you back why are you still hoping? I know this one sided love is non sense, if only Siwon is alive he'll comfort me, he will say something to lessen the pain that i'm feeling right now. if only.. if only.. Siwon-ah, why did you leave me early? you said that you will leave if I found my right man, I still not found him yet you suddenly leave. That's cheating Wonnie /sob/ i thought he can love me back /sob/ I thought e have hopes /sob/ but you know what did he tell me? that we're just having fun, yeah, the idiot is just having fun while i am dying here thinking how can I unlove him /sob/ Siwon-ah, remember when you said that it's easier to learn than to unlearn? I guess you're right, I easily fell in love with him but it's so hard to fall out. Siwon-ah, what should I do now? can you please help me? please help me..

*Third person's POV

/ajikdo nan geudaero neol ajikdo nan neol/ his ringtone woke him up, Donghae just realized that he fell asleep with tears in his eyes, his puffy eyes is the best evidence.

"yeoboseyo?" Donghae answered the phone without looking at the caller I.D

"hae.. it's Yunho, about what happened last time--"

"i'm sorry if I caused trouble" Hae cut his sentence

"what? no Hae, I should be the one apologizing not you"

"but Hyukkie and you--"

"we don't like each other's guts Hae"

"is it because of me?"

"well kinda. but hey! you're out of it okay?it's just a man thing you don't have to get involve"

"hey! I am also a man! you moron!" Hae can't hide his smile, atleast there's no awkwardness between him and Yunho.

"oh yeah? with a fish like face and a like a woman? I bet you're a man dude" Yunho said with sarcasm

"yaaaahhh! Jung Yunho--" Hae didn't finish his sentence when his door suddenly opened and Hyukjae went in. "uh, hey, i'll just call you if I have time okay?I need to do something. yes... okay okay.. stupid. okay bye." after Hae ended the phone call he raised his head just to see Hyukjae intently staring at him

"uh it's just Yunho, he's just asking if i'm okay---"

"I am not asking who the hell was that"

"uh okay, i'm just informing you but I guess it's no need"

"you can't meet him from now on"

"huh? Yunho? I can't meet Yunho?" Hae's eyes widened in shock

"the last time you meet him he's about to kiss you! what if I didn't came that time?gosh. I just want to crush that er's face for laying his filthy hands on you" Hyukjae said with a clenched jaw

"he's just a friend! he's good friend of mine Hyukkie!"

"he wants you more than friends! don't you see it Hae? He wants to get inside your pants! He wants you! He wants what's mine!"

"so that's what it is about? you don't want me to befriend Yunho because you think he's stealing your property? am I just a property to you Hyukkie?"

"no baby no, gosh i'm sorry, I didn't mean it that way.. it just that i don't want anyone touches you.. I feel.. I feel.. I don't know what is this called" Hyukjae said in frustration

"you're jealous hyukkie. that's what you feel." Hae took alot of courage just to say that, he doesn't know what would he feel if ever Hyukjae denies it

"is that what you call it? jealousy? yes baby, maybe I am jealous" Hyukjae step forward to the bed and wrapped Donghae in his arms

"it's because you like me, but just too stubborn to admit it" Donghae shut his eyes to wait for Hyukjae's answer. what if he's wrong? he's just trying his luck, the situation is perfect why not use it right? his head is on Hyukjae's neck while they are sitting on the bed, the older's scent is so addicting

"yes. I do, i really do. I'm not fighting it anymore, i really like you Hae, I really do." and with that Hae's tears fell down. he cried so much but this time not from the pain but from happiness, he can't believe Hyuk like him, the man of his life like him too! Siwon-ah, i hope I found the right man, I hope it's the man hugging me right now.

a/n: it's been a long time! i'm really busy because i'm working now, anyway, i missed you so much guys! /hugs and kisses/

comments are highly appreciated!