"Spill it Jonghyun, what did you do?" Kibum burst into the older's room fuming. "Jinki hyung was getting better and now he's locked up in his room with Yixing again. What are going to do about it?" he rested his hands on his hips waiting for an answer.

Jonghyun was sitting on the corner of his bed staring at the floor, his face blank. He looked up at his friend. "It was all my fault Kibum.." he said dazed "I thought he was wrong, but it was me all this time. He has every right to be angry with me." Jonghyun blinked and swallowed. "Jinki hyung saw me and Taeyon noona kissing the morning after the party."

Kibum's eyes widened in shock "What?! You kissed Taeyon noona? Are you insane? What were you thinking?!" 

"I didn't kiss her, she's the one that threw herself at me! I tried to push her off gently but she wouldn't let me!"

"So you just let her kiss you?" Kibum was in disbelief. He shook his head disapprovingly. "I can't believe you. You seriously screwed things up and I'm not going to help you make it right. You're on your own from now on Jonghyun, I'm with Jinki hyung. If he chooses Yixing over you then I'm not going to oppose. I'll wish them luck and support them." he walked to the door and turned around. "Fix this or start getting used to the thought that you have no right to bother Jinki hyung anymore. " he looked at Jonghyun with sympathy "And get out of this room, it's depressing to sit here all alone. I'm watching a movie with Taemin in the livingroom, want to join us?"

Jonghyun thought for a second and nodded slowly "I'll be there in a minute."

Kibum smiled "Okay." he said and left the room.

Yixing lifted Jinki's head from his chest and gave him a reassuring smile. The older smiled back genuinely, but it soon faded away. 

Yixing made a worried face "What is it hyung?"

Jinki looked away. He was feeling guilty, he couldn't help but feel like he was using the younger. "I'm so sorry Xing.. I always make you take care of me, like you have no problems of your own. I'm the hyung, I'm supposed to be taking care of you, and yet we always end up like this. I'm supposed to be setting good examples and you only get to see this pathetic side of me. So uncool." Jinki smiled bitterly and sniffled.

Yixing gave him a sad smile "You're so silly hyung..." he caressed the older's cheek making their eyes meet. "No one's making me do anything against my will, I'm here because this is where I want to be. By your side." he exhaled "You're not pathetic, getting hurt is not pathetic, it's human." a tear rolled down Jinki's cheek only to be wiped away a second later by the younger "...And you're the coolest hyung ever."

Yixing leaned in to whisper in Jinki's ear "Don't tell the others but you're actually my favorite hyung"

The older smacked Yixing's arm and laughed wholeheartedly.

After a few minutes it got quiet, they were staring into each other's eyes as if voicing the words that were left unspoken.. Yixing cherished every minute of it but after a while he suddenly started to grow more aware of Jinki's body that was still on the top of his own, of the proximity of their faces, of the older's scent that made his brain go numb. He swallowed. Jinki was so breathtakingly beautiful and he was looking straight at him with those dark, loving eyes of his. Yixing's breath hitched, he flushed slightly but tried to keep his face straight. He pursed his lips together trying to calm his racing heart. When he felt like everything was okay he smiled at Jinki and pecked him on the lips.

"What was that?" the older giggled.

Yixing dodged the question and smiled "Hyung I bought a chocolate chip muffin mix on my way here, want to make it?" he lifted himself from the floor and helped his hyung up pulling his hand.

"Sure? Sounds like fun" he smiled and let himself be pulled towards the kitchen.

"Taem you want me to make some popcorn?" Kibum said while the younger was searching for the movie.

"Sure, thanks hyung."

Kibum got up from the couch and noticed Jinki and Yixing heading to the kitchen holding hands and laughing loudly. How does Yixing do that? One second Jinki hyung is a crying mess and the second he's all smiley and chirpy.

"What are you guys going to be doing?" he asked making the couple turn their eyes at him.

"Oh, Kibummie." Jinki smiled "We're just going to make some muffins."

Seriously, how does he do that? Kibum couldn't help but wonder if maybe Yixing wasn't a better match for Jinki. He knew that Jonghyun loved him a lot, but... Yixing seemed to understand him like no other, he loved him a lot and from what Kibum knew, he had never ever hurt the older.

"Kibum hyung, the movie's on!" he waved to the older.

"Wait up, I need to make the popcorn." he followed the couple to the kitchen, still deep in thoughts.

15 minutes into the movie and it was obvious that Jonghyun wasn't paying attention. His head was turned towards the kitchen, his eyes looking at the oblivious Jinki.

"Hahahaha, stop that Xing! I didn't spill that flour on you on purpose!" Yixing was currently tickling the heavens out of the older.

"Yeah, right. Your hand totally slipped, huh?" he said giggling.

"Bwahahaha, stop it! I can't take it anymore, stop it!" Yixing had no intention of stopping though and Jinki came up with an idea. He turned around, now facing the younger, he smiled at him and pecked him on the lips.

Yixing stopped tickling Jinki and blushed a bit, smiling. "Aish... alright, alright. You're forgiven"

Jinki flashed him a triumphant smile.

Jonghyun saw what happened, his heart shattering into million pieces. The moment the couple's lips touched his stomach dropped, he felt sick. He didn't think that seeing Jinki with Yixing would hurt him so much. Is this what he felt when he saw me kissing with Taeyon noona? Tears formed in his eyes as he watched the scene unfold. Jinki seemed to be so happy with Yixing and it hurt him so much he couldn't stand it. It should be me. I should be the one to make him smile like that. But the only thing I've done so far was hurt him and make him cry. I have no right to call myself his friend. His lips trembled, he pulled up his knees and hid his face in them.

Kibum's stare continuously traveled between Jonghyun and the couple in the kitchen. He felt so sorry for his friend. Kibum could see hurt dripping from his eyes and it made him feel really bad. He put a hand on Jonghyun's shoulder. "Come with me for a bit." he whispered and told Taemin he'll be right back.

Ok so I might have lied about 1-2 chapters.. I'm not going to make any assumptions from now on. (there might be 1-2 more chapters xD)