I'm like this
Welcome to my lifeWhen I was going to my room to go to sleep, I saw Donghae standing in front of his room. I went towards him and looked at him.
He looked at me and looked away.
"Donghae, why are you ignoring me?" I asked him
He turned around and was going to open the door but I stopped him by grabbing his arm. He turned around to look at me
"I'm ignoring you because it seems that I'm not special to you!" he exclaimed
"You're special to me, Lee Donghae" I looked him straightly in his eyes
"If I'm special to you, where's the friendship bracelet that I gave you?"
I looked down "I'll try my best to look for it"
He looked away "See? I'm not even important to you"
I looked at him "You are"
He looked at me "It's better to stay away from you since I'm not important to you"
He turned around and went inside his room. I sat on the floor and cried. Lee Donghae, you're really important to me. I don't know
what my life looks like if I'll loose you. Donghae, please believe me, you're important to me. I stood up and went inside the room.
I saw Sulli sleeping so I didn't bother to disturb her. I laid down in my bed and went to sleep. I'll do my best to look for it. If I'll find
it, you'll see how important you are to me.
I woke up early in the morning. I sat up and saw Sulli still sleeping. I looked at the clock and it's still 7 am. Our departure in going
back to Seoul is still in 9 am. I decided to go out from my room and went downstairs. I ate my breakfast and went to the beach.
I sat on the sand and looked at the calm beach. I'm going to miss this place. I want to go back here someday. If umma was here
beside me, I think she's going to be happy by looking at the calm beach in front of her and the white sand. Someone sat beside me.
I looked at the someone who's seating beside me and saw Leeteuk smiling at me. I smiled back at him
"Why are you here?" he asked
"I want to see the beach before we'll go back to Seoul"
He nodded and looked at the beach
"Donghae was crying last night"
I looked at him with huge eyes "Mwo?"
He looked at me and nodded
"Waeyo?"
He shrugged his shoulders "Sungmin and I asked him but he won't answer so we decided to go to sleep"
I nodded and looked away
"Why is he crying? Do you know what's the reason?" he asked
I shrugged my shoulders. Mianhe Leeteuk, I just don't want to tell you the truth.
He nodded and looked away. I looked at the calm beach
"Let's go now inside" he said as he stood up
"Ne" I replied and stood up
We went inside and saw Donghae and Sungmin seating on the couch. Leeteuk went towards them. I looked at them from afar.
"Donghae, Xenia and I were at the beach a while ago" Leeteuk said as he looked at me
"Then?" he said
"Why are you like that Lee Donghae?" Sungmin asked
"I'm like this before that someone came back in my life" he replied as he looked at me and went back looking to Sungmin
and Leeteuk. My eyes went huge when he said those words. Honestly, he hurt my feelings. Tears started to fall from my eyes but
I'm forcing them not to fall.
"Leeteuk-sshi, I'll be going now to my room" I said and went away
"Xenia-ah! Xenia!"
I heard Leeteuk calling my name but I didn't went back. I hurriedly went upstairs and ran to my room. I opened the door and laid
down on my bed. I saw Sulli standing in front of me
"Why are you crying again? Is it because of Donghae?" she asked
I didn't answer her question
"Aish! That guy! I'm going to screw him!" Sulli said as she walked away
I stood up and ran to grab her arms. She turned around to look at me
"Don't" I said as in a soft tone
"Waeyo? He's hurting you and I don't want to see my close friend crying because of just a simple thing!" she exclaimed
"The friendship is not just a simple thing. It symbolizes our friendship"
"Arasso. You've been crying for the last night and the other night. Please stop crying now" Sulli said as she rubbed my back
I nodded and we packed for our things to prepare for our departure in going back to Seoul.
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