Stay strong

Welcome to my life

 

---AFTER A FEW MONTHS---

Camera’s kept on clicking on my face as I stood up in front of the whole student body. I walked towards the principal and got my

certificate as a valedictorian in our batch. I got my certificate and bowed down in front of the principal and bowed down in front of

the student body. I took my way to the microphone

“I would like to thank all the people who are always there beside me especially my umma and my appa. And to God who always

shows me to go to the right path. Thank you for all the people who stayed by my side in my ups and downs. To my biological umma,

Hye Mi Kwon, this is for you. I hope you’re staying good up there because you’re already beside with God. Saranghae, umma”

After my speech, people started to clap their hands. I went down to go back to my seat. After the graduation, Jessica, Sulli,

Gongchan, Donghae and I to take a last look in our classroom.

“I’m going to miss this room” Jessica said

“Ne, especially all those moments that we’ve been together” Sulli said

“You, Donghae what course are you going to take up?” Jessica asked Donghae as she sat on her chair

“Maybe I’ll take up Engineering” Donghae smiled

“Yah! Is that course are surrounded with Math?” Gongchan asked

“Mmm…” Donghae nodded

“You, Gongchan?” Jessica asked

“My appa wants me to be in business” he said

Jessica nodded “How about you, Sulli?”

“I’ll be a pediatrician someday” Sulli winked

“You, Xenia?” Donghae asked

“Appa wants me to be in business” I said

“Ne, appa really wants her to be in business coz he thinks she’s very suit in it” Jessica said

“How about you, Jessica?” Sulli asked

“I think I’m going to be a chemist someday” Jessica gave us a smirk

“Oooohhh…” we said

 

After we took a last look in our classroom, Sulli, Jessica and I went to our house to have a graduation party. Sulli’s parents were

also invited to our graduation party. Donghae and Gongchan told us that they’re on the way in going to our house. While we were

enjoying the party, appa heard in the television that there’s an accident going in just a few distance away from our house. Then,

someone called through Jessica’s phone

“Yoboseo?”

“Is this Jessica Jung?”

“Ne. Waeyo?”

“Your friend Lee Donghae and Gongchan Shik is in the hospital right now. They were involved in the accident”

“Mwo?! What hospital?”

“Asan Medical Center”

“Arasso, arasso we’ll be there” then, she hang up

“Why are you talking about hospital? What’s going on?” Sulli asked

“Lee Donghae and Gongchan Shik were involved in the accident that we saw a while ago on the television and they are in the

Asan Medical Center right now. And we really need to be there”

“Come! I’ll use my car” my appa said

We nodded and we went inside the car. My stepmom decided to be left in the house to be with Sulli’s parents. When we arrived

at the hospital, Jessica asked the nurse if what room Lee Donghae and Gongchan Shik staying but the nurse said that they are

still inside the emergency room. My heart keeps on beating too fast! We waited outside the emergency room until I found myself

crying. Sulli rubbed my back and hugged me.

“Don’t worry, everything’s going to be all right” Sulli said

I let go of her “I don’t know what to do if those two boys will be gone in my life. They’re so important to me”

“Don’t think like that. Everything’s going to be all right”

The doctor went out. Jessica stood up and asked the doctor if they are all right but the doctor said that they are not yet still

completely stable. Jessica cried after she knew about this. After a few minutes, we decided to go to the cafeteria. My appa bought

coffee for us. When we returned to the emergency room, I saw a man crying outside the emergency room. Appa walked towards

him “Seungho?”

The man looked up and cried. I think that man is Gongchan’s appa. A woman arrived crying. Jessica looked behind

“Ahjumma” Jessica bowed down

“Where’s Donghae? Is he alright? I need to see him” the woman said

I think this woman is Donghae’s umma

“Ahjumma, there’s nothing to worry about. He’s alright”

The woman took a deep breath and sat down on the chair. The doctor went back. You can visit the patients now. Jessica and

Donghae’s umma went to Donghae’s room while appa and Gongchan’s appa went to Gongchan’s room. And now, I’m confused

where to go. Sulli walked a few steps away and looked at me “Are you not going inside?”

I walked towards “I don’t know what room I’m going to go”

Sulli took a deep breath “I heard this two guys confessed to you. And until now, you haven’t decided who to choose between the 

two of them. Okay, for you to choose between the two of them. If whoever you’ll go inside the room between Donghae and Gongchan,

it means you already chose between of them”

I sighed and nodded “Ne”

I gulpled and walked towards the wall between Donghae’s room and Gongchan’s room “This is a hard decision, Sulli”

“I know”

Before I can choose the room, Gongchan’s appa and appa went outside the room. Gongchan’s appa kept on crying and he

decided to seat beside Gongchan’s room. I took a deep breath and I already chose what room I’ll get in. I found myself going

inside Gongchan’s room. I opened the door and went inside. I went towards Gongchan. I looked at his face with teary eyes.

“Gongchan Shik, before I entered the room, Sulli and I made a deal. If whoever room’s I’m going to go in, it means that my heart

beats for him. And I chose you” I held Gongchan’s hand

“Gongchan, I have this kind of feeling when I first saw you in Incheon during our first day of school. You were different from others.

You don’t find me weird. And you were there for me when my umma died. You even skipped class just to go to our house to comfort

me. Mianhe if I didn’t told you earlier about my feelings and mianhe if I hurt your feelings. I chose you over Donghae and that’s a fact.

It makes me fall in love with you more when you played the guitar in front of me. Gongchan Shik, stay strong. I know you can make it.

And I hope you could be able to hear my last confession. It’s my first time to say this to a guy. Saranghe, Gongchan Shik” a tear fell

from my eyes. I could feel that Gongchan’s hand moved. I let go of his hand and kissed his forehead. I went outside the room and sat

on the chair beside Gongchan’s room.

“And now, you finally chose the right one” Sulli said

“Gomawo Sulli. Without you, until now I’m still choosing if who am I going to choose between of them” I hugged Sulli  

 

After a few hours, Jessica told me that Donghae’s already awake and I think it’s my time to tell him the truth. I nodded and I went

inside Donghae’s room. I walked towards Donghae. He smiled at me

“Donghae, I have something to tell you”

“Mwo?”

I sighed “Sulli and I made a deal that if whoever I’ll be going inside the room first between you and Gongchan, it means it’s

where my heart belongs”

“You chose me?”

I sighed “You’re thinking the wrong one”

“You chose Gongchan over me?”

I nodded “Donghae, I really love him since the day I met him. He’s different from anyone else. He was there to comfort me

when I’m always down…”

Donghae cut my sentence off “Stop. I don’t want to hear hurtful words from you. I accept it that you chose him over me. I know

I wasn’t there when you’re down. And thanks to him because he was there to comfort you. I accept it that you really don’t have feelings

for me. I already knew it when the two of you were talking after the dinner we had after your piano culminating”

I looked down and nodded “Donghae, he’s still not yet awake and I’m afraid that I’m going to lose him”

Donghae looked away and I saw a tear fell from his eyes

“I think I should go now” before I can turn around, Donghae grabbed my wrists

I looked at him and he pulled me for a hug “Saranghe even though you don’t feel the same way”

I nodded and let go of him “Gomawo for understanding my feelings. I hope you can find the suited girl for you”

I said and went away. When I went out from the room, the doctor rushed inside Gongchan’s room

“What happened?” I asked Jessica

“Gongchan’s losing his pulse right now” she said as she cried

“Mwo?” my eyes went huge

A tear fell from my eyes then Jessica pulled me and hugged me “Unnie” I mumbled

Jessica kept on rubbing my back  

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chocolategirl
#1
Chapter 39: WHY DID GONGCHAN HAVE TO DIE I LOVE HIM MORE THAN THE AOTHER GUY IM CRY SO HARD IM MY HEAD CUZ TEARS WONT COME OUT!!!
KenzieHollingsworth #2
Chapter 39: OMG! I cried to hell when Gongchan died cuz I love him so much!!! Wow now Minwoo is with Xenia???? He's my life!!!! Please write a sequel to this. But then with Minwoo.
childishae15 #3
Sequel Please. and please End up Xenia with DOnghae :DD HEHEHHE :DD Nice story, I really cried :(( <3 It!
UndyingRose13
#4
GONGCHAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! T-T I was crying soundless!! Goodness!!!<br />
<br />
Ahhh could this be another love sequel? HEHE..
UndyingRose13
#5
OMG! This is one hard decision! :S To be honest I'd rather go with Gongchan~ HEHE..<br />
<br />
Update soon~ <3
evoleihsif21
#6
PLEASE CHOOSE GONG CHANSIK!<br />
JEBAL!!! CHOOSE HIM! JEBAL!<br />
UPDATE SOOOOOOON!!!!! :)))
UndyingRose13
#7
Ahh Baro likes Sulli eh? HEHEHHE..<br />
<br />
Update soon~ <3
UndyingRose13
#8
Awww~ HEHEHE.. It's good to know they are getting along hehee.. <br />
<br />
Update soon~ <3
UndyingRose13
#9
Awwww.. Xenia is so kind ^^.. ahhh I wonder why is Jessica crying~<br />
<br />
Update soon <3
yvnhyeong
#10
So.. Jessica likes Donghae who likes Xenia who liked by Gongchan?<br />
HAUUUU~<br />
Updatess<br />
I wonder why Sica baby is cryin'