Sulli and I went to our gym for our Physical Education subject. While the two of us are going there, I saw a boy that looks like

Gongchan! He was looking back. He really looks like Gongchan! The hair, the way he walk, everything! I ran towards him. 

Sulli called my name and ran behind me. I stopped and grabbed the arm of the boy

"Gongchan!"

He turned around "Mwo?"

My eyes went huge. It was not Gongchan. I really thought that he's Gongchan. 

"Mianhe" I said as I bowed down

Sulli grabbed my wrist. I turned around. She was catching for breath after she ran after me

"Why did you ran away?" she asked

"I thought that guy is Gongchan" I bowed down

We started to walk going to our gym

"Who's Gongchan?"

"He's my friend when I was still in Incheon"

"Ahh... tell me about him" she gave me a huge smile

"Okay. I met him first day of school as a Senior student. Just like what I said, I don't have friends. We always eat our lunch together. 

And he's the first guy to come to our house when my umma is still alive. He also gives me good advices. When my umma died, 

he didn't go to school just to come to my house and comfort me. He was there when the doctor declared that it was dead on arrival. 

Until one day, he left me because his parents decided to transfer him to another school here in Seoul and I'm looking for him right

now and still hoping that I can see him" 

Sulli nodded "If you are really meant for each other, fate will always bring you back together"

I pursed my lips and thought that I hope I can see Gongchan someday. I want to tell him how I miss him. How I miss hanging out 

with him. I want to tell him about what happened to my life when I lived with my new family. I really miss those cute eyes and the 

innocent face.

Classes started and ended. While Jessica and I were waiting for appa. Some of Jessica's friends asked if we are friends. She 

replied that I'm her cousin. Why is she so caring for her reputation? And not thinking on her grades. If I were her, I would think first

of my studies than thinking of my reputation. Reputation is just ruining her life. Appa's car arrived. 

"Bye!" she said as she went inside the car

I went inside the back seat. Jessica was seated in the front seat. Appa kissed her forehead.

"How's school, my princess?" appa asked her

"It's okay appa. You, how's work appa? Is appa working too hard?" she asked as she touched appa's forehead

"Aniya. Appa's okay too like you" appa smiled at her

"Xenia-ah, how's school?" appa asked me

"Fine" I said as I looked away

I think appa really likes Jessica more than me. He even kissed Jessica's forehead before and after school while me, he's just

going to ask me if how's school. And before I went to school, he's just going to smile at me and said be good in school. I really

don't like my appa. It hurts me more seeing them having a good time with Jessica. He even call her princess while me, just my

name. Can he just treat us equally? He's not thinking of what I feet right now. I pursed my lips and my hands turned into fists. I

can't handle what I feel right now. I'm so angry at my appa. I don't want him as my appa. 

When we reached home, appa gave Jessica a paper bag. I went upstairs until he called me. I went back to the living room. He

also gave me a paper bag. 

"Gomawo" I said as I received the paper bag

"Appa! Gomawo for buying my favorite bag!" Jessica hugged appa tightly 

I looked at them and looked away

"I know that you really like that bag so I bought that one"

"Gomawo appa. Appa, saranghe" 

I decided to walk away and went upstairs. I closed the door and opened what's inside the paper bag. I saw a bag insidel. I got the bag. 

The bag is colored with purple. I think he knows that my favorite color is purple. I got my diary and wrote what happened today. From

Donghae's conversation to appa's surprise present.