Chaos
Welcome to my lifeWhen I arrived home, I saw appa, Jessica and my stepmom eating their dinner. When I stepped inside the house, appa
stopped from eating his dinner and stood up from his chair
"Why are you late?" he said as he went closer to me
"I went to the library to borrow a book" I replied directly
"Why didn't you ask permission?" appa asked
"I told Jessica that I'll be going home late" I replied as I looked at Jessica
"Why are you not calling her unnie?"
"I'm still adjusting and I'm not used to it" I lowered down my voice
"Adjusting?!" he exclaimed
My stepmom stood from her chair
"Yoongwoon!" she warned appa
I bowed down. My stepmom went closer to us
"Yoongwoon! She's still adjusting. Remember, she came from a different family and all of a sudden, she transferred here
which the way she live is different from her past" my stepmom stepped beside me
"Then, she should get used to it" appa rolled his eyes
"Understand her first, Yoongwoon! You're just thinking about yourself. You're not even thinking about the feelings of others" my
stepmom said
I looked at her with teary eyes
She looked at me "Go now to your room"
I nodded and went upstairs. I laid down in my bed and cried. After a few minutes, I slept because I've been crying. Someone knocked
at the door. I opened my eyes and stood up. I opened the door. I saw my stepmom holding a tray with her. She smiled at me and went
inside the room. She placed the tray on my study table.
"I think you haven't eaten yet your dinner" she sat on the couch
"Ne" I said as I sat on the chair near in my study table. I ate the food hungrily. After I ate the food, I burped
"Mianhe" I said as I looked at my stepmom
She smiled at me "Are you done eating?"
I nodded
She stood up and got the tray "Sleep now, arachi?"
"Arasso" I smiled at her
She went out the room. I laid down in my bed. Someon again knocked at the door. I opened the door and saw Jessica standing in
front of me. She crossed her arms and went inside the room. I closed the door and looked at her.
"Why are you not calling me your unnie?" she raised her left eyebrow
"Minahe"
"You know, you should call me your unnie so that appa won't get mad at you. And remember, you can call me unnie only inside
the house"
I nod as a response
"Since the day you came here, appa and umma kept on fighting. Before, they don't fight with each other. I really don't know why you
cause so much chaos here in my family" she kept on raising her left eyebrow and she was crossing her arms
"If you told appa a while ago that I'll be going home late, he wouldn't be mad at me"
"Don't you know that appa really gets mad if you go home late? Especially if it's time for dinner?" she rolled her eyes
"Actually, since the day I came here. I really don't know that he really gets mad when someone goes home late"
"Now, you know. And starting tomorrow, you should not go home late"
"Is there anything else you would say? Coz I have something else to do"
She sighed and went closer to me
"All I wan to say is... Stop making any chaos here in my family and I hope you would realize that you should stay away from my family"
she went out and closed the door
I laid down in my bed and a tear fell from my eyes. Am I the one who's making chaos in this family? I think she's right. Appa and my
stepmom are always fighting with each other. If I stay away from this family, would they be fighting again or not? These questions
are running inside my mind. I really don't know what to do. I made my decision and went to sleep.
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