Chapter Thirty-Eight

Beautiful Perfect People

The building Yixing drives him to isn't far from the memorial service. It's a squat gray concrete establishment hidden in the shadows of the steel structures and sleek skyscrapers surrounding it. From what Luhan can tell, the building has three floors. Small tinted rectangular shaped windows take up space on the walls of the first two floors. They seem to be there more for decoration than to allow any light in. The third floors windows are tinted as well, but they stretch the full length of the walls and have black lines crisscrossing them in a pattern. Its a bit of an eyesore.

Luhan quickly learns that the first two floors house a parking garage. The cars within the garage are few and varying in expense making it difficult for him to gauge just what to expect in this mysterious place.

Yixing exits the car as soon as its parked, and Luhan trails behind him. Its quiet. The concrete walls block out the always present city noise, and all that can be heard is the slap of their formal shoes against the glossy floor. Yixing hadnt said a work since taking his spot in the drivers seat, and hes still silent as he leads Luhan towards a stairwell. If he notices Luhans curiosity, he chooses to ignore it.

The pair stop in front of a silver door on the third floor. Theres no indication it is even a door, but Luhan assumes so from how the dark gray metal contrasts with the light concrete.

Agent Lay here with a friend, Yixing intones, his gaze is lifted towards the camera overhead that glows a bright red. There is not a reply, but Luhan can discern the sound of invisible locks clicking. The door swings open seconds later and Yixing steps through, Luhan following at his heels.

The place smells of cinnamon and citrus, and something that distinctively reminds Luhan of the low-brow bars in District Four. Men and women linger around the room, some of them hidden in the shadows of the bars darkest corners, some dressed in their CNS uniforms. All that catch Yixing's eyes flash a gesture that Yixing nods in response to as he makes his way towards the bar across from the door.

"Drinks on the house," a bartender says to Yixing as the pair take a seat off the edge of the long counter. "In Suho's honor." He takes their order and as he turns away from them Luhan glances over to the male beside him.

"Where are we," he asks. There's a thrum of instrumental music that's low enough to speak without yelling but loud enough to make it hard to eavesdrop.

"CNS territory," Yixing replies, as the drinks are placed in front of them. "Mainly where we drink."

Yixing swallows down his first shot of the night, and not another word is said as the younger knocks back shot after shot without much pacing, and Luhan nurses an extremely watered-down beverage that tastes like sewage. Yixing's lost in his grief and Luhan's lost in his thoughts.

"It was terrible," Yixing says after his fifth shot. He's leaning his head on his right hand, while his left plays with the empty shot glass in front of him.

"We knew it would be," Luhan mutters in reply. "It wasn't for him.

"It was vile," Yixing adds, his nose scrunching up in disgust. "How can his parents live with themselves after such an event. And Yoona..." he trails off. "They didn't need her."

"They didn't," Luhan agrees, "but that wasn't her fault."

"I know that," Yixing sighs. " I wasn't really mad at her, just annoyed. It was like they tried to figure out all the things Junmyeon would hate and do exactly that. How can they claim to honor him when that felt more like he was being punished for dying?"

Luhan doesn't reply, and they sit in silence once more. Yixing orders another shot and Luhan returns to the disgusting drink in front of him. He lets himself get lost in the strum of an acoustic guitar and the drone of a deep gruff voice singing about heartbreak.

It's moments later that Yixing slams the shot glass down harder than needed and stands. He's staring straight ahead, frown that never really left still visible for all to see. He drops his gaze down to Luhan, brown eyes raking over the man as he seems lost in his thoughts.

"Follow me," he commands quietly. Luhan throws him an inquisitive look but nods and stands. There is a door beside the bar, almost utterly hidden in the shadows of it. Only, when Luhan approaches it he realizes that he was wrong, its not a door exactly but the entrance to an elevator. Yixing presses a button that Luhan cant see, and the doors part minutes later.

The elevator car is radiant compared to the bar. After stepping on and allowing the door to close behind them, Yixing hits the sole button inside. Below it, a panel is revealed and four buttons with rows of zeros and ones are exposed. Yixing presses the third button and the elevator begins its descent.

The corridor they enter after the swift elevator ride glows just as intensely as the elevator. There are no windows, but the vivid artificial lights shine so brightly Luhan finds himself squinting to get used to it. They are deep underground from what he can tell, somewhere in a tunnel encased by metal, making the light reflects off the metal and causing an almost headache inducing glare.

"Are we underground," Luhan asks, just to make sure. He doesnt expect an answer. The quietness that has seized his friend since the end of the memorial service is starting to appear less due to grieving, and as they stand together in this underground corridor Luhan figures that hes been dealing with Yixings trained CNS side for a while now.

Yixing gives him a brief nod in reply and begins walking down the long corridor. Theyre in a maze, zigzagging through corridor after similar looking corridor. Aside from the twists and turns, it all looks the same. Luhan can't find a marker or anything that can tell him that he's in a different passageway from the last, but Yixing leads him with confidence until they're standing in front of a wall. Luhan figures its not just a wall, but unlike the elevator and bar entrance, theres nothing that indicates that its anything beyond what it appears to be.

Agent Lay of Deorum requests entry, Yixing states loudly, eyes staring intently ahead. Luhan tilts his head in confusion, eyes flickering from the man before him to the wall as he observes in silence.

"Entrance granted," A feminine robotic voice responds. Yixing lifts his hand to the wall and it slides a way, opening to a room.

"Where are we," Luhan asks. The lights come on as soon as they step inside and Luhan looks from the large screen against the far wall of the narrow room to the rectangle conference table in the middle of it. Really?

The most secure building in the entire city, Yixing replies. This is one of the rooms where we handle classified information. Junmyeon and I were programmed to it. Only people that come with me are allowed entrance.

And, Im guessing Deorum is part of that classified information, Luhan states, fingers running over the black polished surface of the table. He takes a seat and tilts his head to his friend. Am I right?

It was a specialized operation Junmyeon and I headed, Yixing answers, coming around the opposite end of the table. Junmyeon and I were doing personal research outside of the operation. What were doing here, what I want to tell you, is not only classified but highly sensitive. Do you know what that means?

If you were anyone else, that would mean to keep it to myself. I can tell Minseok, right? Is this about that picture with my father?

Yixing takes a seat across from Luhan, he doesnt look surprised to hear Luhan bring up the picture, but he doesnt answer the question. "You can tell Minseok if you want, but only Minseok. Kyungsoo and Kris will be told a doctored version of things when I get a chance to tell them. Luhan doesnt like the sound of that, having more secrets between their already fragile group seems risky but hed always trusted Yixings instincts.

"I won't tell them, he promises.

Yixing nods and closes his eyes. Luhan knows that look. It was something Yixing used to do when he was younger when he wanted to figure out how to best approach a topic on his mind. To others, it looked whimsical, but through the years Luhan had swiftly learned that such a look was reserved for the most serious of subjects.

"Do you ever wonder why we grew up with each other? The five of us, together, and no one else? His eyes are open again and he's staring at Luhan with such scorching intensity that Luhan feels his mouth going dry.

"Because we were from the same District," Luhan says after a moment. "We lived close to each other, and your parents wanted you all to grow up with people that shared your background. I was thrown in by coincidence."

"There is no such thing as coincidence for President Kim, Yixing says, shaking his head at the thought. He plans all his moves with deliberation. He wouldn't just allow you to have friends so you'd be a happy kid, you know that."

"Yes," Luhan agrees, a surge of bitterness going through him. President Kim had never cared an ounce about his comfort, and Luhan was well aware of the benefits that came with his friendships. "So? That's no surprise, and it's hardly sensitive information. You're all beneficial in your own ways. Kris works for the most important financial institution within the country. You and Junmyeon were pretty much guaranteed to be politicians till you went off to join CNS, and Kyungsoo comes from law enforcement and education. You're all beneficial to me."

"Exactly," Yixing agrees easily. "And you work for the biggest entertainment agency in the country. You were groomed to take over the business since your adoption. Did you know that Junmyeon's family is still one of the biggest arms dealers in the country? Kim Industries works exclusively with CNS to develop new defense weapons. Junmyeon was supposed to take over the company. Our families have control over every industry important to the government, they have more power, more pull, than many members of Great Rulers cabinet.

Luhan is quiet as he tries to comprehend what exactly Yixing is telling him. Hed always known that their families were powerful, and although he didnt know the full extent of their power he doesnt understand why it suddenly matters. Yixing seems to detect his confusion and continues speaking.

"Lu, what do you think would happen if you were attacked by rebels?" Although he only says attack, Luhan knows that he means murdered. It was a word that theyd always avoided in the past because there was always a possibility, but now that its happened and one of their own has been taken away from them much earlier than the old aged death Luhan theorized. Now that one of their closest friends has been murdered, the word feels more dangerous, more prophetic, more likely.

"Nothing," Luhan answers almost immediately. Its something he used to think about, and hes not embarrassed by the confession. He wasnt Kim Junmyeon or Zhang Yixing, he was Luhan, he was an orphan and an embarrassment to his adopted father. Hed be lucky if President Kim released more than a generic statement to the news broadcasters.

President Kim would be inconsolable with rage and grief, Yixing starts. He would order the heads of those who attacked you and immediate bombings of all no mans lands within the country, and his requests would be granted. If he said he wanted each and every Imperfect within the cityman, woman, and child publicly executed in retribution for his heir, theyd be dead in under a week. Your memorial would be grander than Junmyeon's, and only topped by President Kim and Great Rulers."

Youre over exaggerating, Luhan says with a scoff. He glares at the man across from him in disbelief, President Kim doesnt even like me.

It would be fake, Yixing agrees easily. He might not like you, but youre his heir, and hed use you even in the afterlife to get whatever agenda he wanted to be passed. No one would be able to say no either, because Luhan, through adoption youre related to the most powerful person on this Earth.

Youre lying, Luhan accuses, shaking his head for emphasis. Dread has settled deep in his stomach, as Yixing ignores him and continues to speak.

Kyungsoos father helped create CNS, his mother was one of the leading researchers in Project Perfect. Kriss father funded the research. Junmyeons family helped the right person win the war and has been supplying them with war weapons ever since. My family poured money into this city, and my father oversees an entire region. Luhan, your father, President Kim, is the only living relative of Great Rulers. We werent just being groomed to be businessmen and politicians. Why else would Great Ruler care if a model took over an entertainment company?

Kriss mother died because of it, Luhan says. He still doesnt believe Yixing. Why would his father allow his mother to be a guinea pig if he was funding it. Wouldnt he know better than anyone else the dangers of it?

I dont know, Yixing admits, but I have theories. I dont think he expected to lose his wife, and Its been said that Project Perfect was Great Rulers idea. The nation was just starting out then, there was bound to be a lot of suspicion and maybe Kriss dad wanted to prove his loyalty.

Do you have proof, Luhan questions. When he notices Yixings look of confusion he clarifies. Do you have proof of your claims? Can you tell me with 100% certainty that everything you said is true?

One-fifty, Yixing answers. Luhan doesnt say anything more. Hes no longer staring at Yixing, cant stomach looking at the younger any longer, so his eyes are on the wall behind Yixings head. Theres more. He knows that theres bound to be more, Yixing wouldnt bring him down to this room just to tell him who hes related to, and his heart rate quickens at the thought.

What else, he demands. Just tell me everything. His voice sounds as desperate as he feels, so he pushes himself back in his seat and straightens up. His pills are wearing off and his emotions are returning, but hes resolved to ignore them.

"Junmyeon and I were put in charge of Deorum by the heads of CNS. We were specially chosen by Great Ruler's cabinet and given a team of four others. Our mission was to infiltrate the Red Devils and find out all we could about them. During our mission, Junmyeon and I uncovered two secrets that forced us back to the city. They're planning a large-scale attack on the city. We don't know when or where but they want to eliminate the elite class, including all of us.

"They know who you are, Lu, and who you're related to. Great Ruler has no children that we know of and you're the adopted son of his only living and known relative. I think that they assume you may have a chance of taking over upon his death."

Luhans stomach drops. The dread that was once there has turned into something akin to nausea and it swirls dangerously within him as his heart drums rapidly, dancing between speeding up and stopping. He swallows thickly, Adam's apple bobbing as he brings his eyes back to Yixing. "This is why you were worried about what I said earlier. You think they'll kill me soon, or kidnap me."

Its not exactly a question, and Yixing doesnt really answer it, but the way he closes his eyes a second too long, and the clenching of his jaw does. "Even if you aren't actually Great Rulers heir it looks like it to outsiders. You're in more danger than any of us."

"Tell me the other reason why you came back," Luhan requests. His voice doesn't break, it doesn't sound desperate, but it's still wrong. It's not quite like the blank emotionless tone the other Perfects use. He can hear the hysteria on the fringes of it.

"You know that reason," Yixing says softly.

No, I dont, Luhan exclaims, glaring across the table at his friend. He knows hes lost whatever control he has over his emotions and he barely conceals the shudder that runs down his spine at the distress that seizes him.

Yixing looks up at him, his features are softer than they were before. Gone is the cold professional look of a CNS agent, in its stead was a look that Luhan hated even more. Yixing didnt look closed off, but he still looked wrong. Yixings bottom lip, swollen and red from abuse, was back between his teeth, and his brown eyes were wide and shining with sympathy. Yes, you do.

Luhan stands, the screeching of his chair loud but unheard as he draws away from the table. His fingernails are digging into his palms, as his glare falters easing into a look of begging. He feels eleven again, emotionally exhausted and fearful, and all he wants to do is go home.



A dialogue heavy chapter that reveals quite a bit of information. Xiumin returns in the next chapter! Can anyone guess what the second reason is?

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going on another hiatus. Sorry guys I just really want to finish up the last chaps before I post again. Will be back in July

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carmie96
#1
Chapter 45: Hi there.. I just finished reading you entire fic
I actually started reading it on achiveofyourown
And finished reading it here (forgot you said you also had it here in fanfics)
I just want to say this was a real work of art. This can be an actual book. No joke. Its something I would go out and buy
I've actually been going to through a few things and reading your story helped me a lot dealing with my life problems getting an amazing distraction for a little bit and I actually stopped reading for a week or so because I didn't want to finish it.
This story kind of hit me hard in the feels now that's over
I kind of stayed in bed for like an hour thinking of what could have happened once Luhan left like... There was no closure and my heart can't take xiuhan having no happy ending T.T
But anyway I loved the storyline how it takes place in the future (spacy future nerd enthusiast here) And adding the forbidden love of 2 truly different people. It makes me wonder where the rest of the world is... Like is the Perfect Society so closed off they know nothing of the the rest of the world. Which adds to my mini theory where Minseok goes he goes off a different country to see how the world really is and if Luhan does become great ruler hears from Minseok of how the rest of the world is actually functioning...
Okay I rambled off a bit too much with my thoughts but anyway I really enjoyed this story. And it's definitely one of my favorites of all time. If you ever write more story's I'll definitely be on the look out for them
negin_eunhae_ #2
Chapter 44: Ohhhh Im a fan of sad endings myself but I really wanted them to get together for this one! I cant imagine luhan getting married :(
nicolebaozi #3
Chapter 45: Hello! I have actually read your fic a long time ago.....i really love the plot and everything i was even worried if you’d be able to finish the fic despite your hiatus bec it would be too bad if you werent able to since i reallllllly love the fic! And now you did it!!it’s complete! The ending gave me a heartache..even though you may be unsure of making a sequel id still be hopeful that youd make one. Thankyou so much for the VERY wonderful read!im glad that you shipped xiuhan even if we dont get much xiuhan nowadays that ship will always be one of the best and thankyou for contributing to the xiuhan community with your fic<3
qxcqxc #4
AAHH finally its completed!! I'm gonna reread this from the start when I'm free.. Thank you so much author!
exo9977 #5
Chapter 43: Oooh this story is getting good :)
exo9977 #6
Chapter 41: I wonder how minseok is going to feel when luhan is leaving him
exo9977 #7
Chapter 40: Please update fast I want to know the second reason. I bet the second reason is about xiumin.
m_riefkohl
#8
Chapter 40: No! Omg! I'm trying to figure it out but I'm lost! ugh.... But interesting chapter tho *scratches chin" I keep saying it but it's true poor Lu he can't get a break. Stay strong Lu. Thanks for the update~! ^^
Exofan29 #9
Chapter 39: I wonder where yixing is taking luhan at