Amber PoV 

Flashback
Why yuri why, why it has to be my sj.....

"Ha! Do i still have the right to call her mine?" I said to myself as i took another shot of tequila. 

Here i am in a bar drinking my broken heart away again. I know i have to stop i dont want to be alcoholic now, but the pain is too inevitable for me to handle. Two of my bestfriends are involve. 

"One more shot.....You know what just leave the bottle here" i order the bartender, and good thing he comply 

Sj....i still cant believe what i saw, what are you and yuri doin, arent you dating taeyeon...are you guys cheating behind her back?

No no no it cant be, i know your not like that, its hard to explain how would i know, but i just know. 

The way you smile say it all. That smile that i fell for on that night when we first met(the only thing that i cant forget that night). The smile that tells me what a wonderful girl you are. 

The smile that i havent seen ever again. 

I sigh, am i really just a one night stand for you. 

The bottle of tequila is half way gone when some one sit next to me in the bar and roughly nudge me. The smell of the perfume and alcohol, i can tell its a girl; a drunk girl to be exact, but I just ignore her, im also way to drunk to care. 

"Stupid stupid stupid!!, why your so stupid!!" I took a glimpse when i heard the girl say something 

Shes holding a wine bottle in her hand, i guess im not the only person thats goin thru something tonight. 

I cant see her full face cause of her messy blond hair and the dim and continuously light changing in the bar

"A Person can be stupid too sometimes, specially if it matters in the heart" i said as i pour another, might as well finish up this bottle

"Yah!, mind your own business pal" she nudge me when im about to take the shot and it spill all over my shirt 

"Oh , why did you do that for" i look at her with my half close eyes, while i try to reach for the napkins 

"YOU!!!!" 

"Huh?!, im sorry miss but i think you got the person, i dont know who you are" 

She clumsy hold my shirt for me to look at her oh god that made my head spin in an instant. What does she want from me. 

"Your mine tonight!" 

"Excuse me?" I open my eyes, all i see is her smile...before i suddenly feel her lips....

Then everything went black