We sat there, yep just sat there, no speaking, just sitting, AND IT'S KILLING ME WHAT DID I DO WRONG

"*cough* so hows.............life?"

"Do you want to break up with me?" OF COURSE

"Of course not" WHAT AM I SAYING?

"Then why did you do that?"

"Do what"

"You know what Im talking about" I MOST CERTAINLY DO NOT "you hid from me" nevermind i completely do

"How did you know"

"Im not an idiot" You should hear what your friends think of you "first under the desk..................I saw your shoes sticking out" Im so stupid

"Oh really"

"Then behind that plant................... youre not as small as you think you are" Did he just call me fat? No no, stop over reacting

He sat there looking down at the table, I fell so..........gultiy. I should be honest with him, about that night okay here I go.

"Kai? There's a reason why I hid"

"You hate me" His voiced weakened

"GOD NO, its not that"

"Then why" He sniffled, he was on the verge of crying, he looked up at me, I meet his teared filled eyes

"The reason is.........."

"Yes?"

"I thought that i'll attack you"

"What"

"Becuase........Im SO VERY attracked to you" Well at least thats not a lie "that if I saw you face to face" What am I saying?  "i would've took you on that clostest offer" HOLY STOP TALKING

"Really" A smile appeared on his face

"Yes" He stood up and leaned over the table to kiss me but before he could I quickly place my hand over his mouth "Well that was a lovely lunch but I have to go to worked, bye"

I stood up and started to walk away, I was so close to the door untill kai spoke

"Kyungsoo?" Just ignore him

"..."

"Theres something important I have to tell you" Keep walking

"..."

"I love you" ..................................................................................................what?............................................................................

There only one response that I could do... RUN RUN RUN RUN RUN before he says that again RUN RUN RUN RUN RUN

I quickly left the cafertia and turned the courner

DID HE REALLY JUST DROP...........the 'L' word. Im going to die. Thats it Im dead.

How am I suppose to answer that? Do I say it back? It doesnt make sense. WHAT PART OF ME IS APPEALING. First I have a horrible pesonality, im antisocial, i got a bad attitude TOWARDS EVERYONE, hell i might say that Im a compulsive liar. Everything that comes out of my mouth is a lie after another. why does he like me. He doesnt even know me.

But that offer was pretty interesting, STOP THINKING OF THAT, ITS NEVER GOING TO HAPPEN

I was still next to the cafertia door, I peeked through the glass and spoted Kai. He didnt move. He was there, sitting. Smiling at himself. *sigh* He's really cute.

He looked up and I drop down to the floor. AH ALL I DO IS HIDE, im not going to hid it anymore, I need to tell him.

I got up and Kai was about to open the door. OH CRAP, im not ready, im not ready, I need time, lots of time. So i ran away, again.

I got to my desk and sat there thinking. Ah this is going no where. No matter what I thought of to get out of this conumdrum, it alway turn out him dumping me or Im sounding like an huge idiot.

I need to talk with someone.

Suho? Hello no, thats weird, and he's Kai best friend

Lay? I dont even know him.

I dont want to speak with Baekhyun he'll probably yell at me for something he did.

Luhan? We wont even get to the topic at hand. Too chatty.

Sehun scares me.

Chanyeol? too tall. I dont want to be looking up the whole time

Xuimin? Yeah i can talk to him, I helped him with his problem, he should be honor to help me with mine.

I stood up. But work. I sat back down. At 6 i'll talked with him. But his work closes at 5, maybe I can see him tomarrow moring. YES THTA'S IT, I'LL DO THAT.

I continued my work till the clock 6. FINALLY, it felt forever.

I got up and walked to the elevador. I pressed the putton then hid behind the courner. The door open and nobody walked out. I looked side to side and hurried the elevador. Im not going to caught by him like last time. I rode it down and the doors open i raced out and stuck to the wall. I checked, ALL CLEAR. I ran out the building.

I went to my apartment. Finally I can think without worries. I walked and walked and walked. Someone please install a elevador. What the hell.

I got to my apartment floor and walked towards my room.