It’s already a week since the incident on the restaurant. The relationship between unrelated blood-siblings becoming worse. They’re barely speak and meet even they’re live under the same roof.  And Shin hye still continue her life with seung ho who becoming more gentle and he usually pick her up from school and have a dinner together with her family.  Meanwhile yong hwa, he barely coming back home and make permission that he have been slept over with his friends for next semester term. But the truth is he keep going to cafe to performance and have drink until he drunk.

“Actually what’s going on with him, it’s my first time looking him so desperate and drunk every night for a week” minhyuk ask jungshin when they’re accompanying yong hwa drunk, because if they’re not want to, yong hwa won’t want to perform ever again.

“That’s exactly what i want to  know. He doesn’t want to speak about it. Whenever I ask, he will change the topic”

“is he have problem with his family? Since he has unrelated blood sister, it’s maybe..”

“I don’t know either”

“Shinnie-ah.. park shin hye…” yong hwa suddenly mumbling on his drunk state

Min hyuk and jung shin looking each other before their attention goes to yong hwa

“Why would you do this to me??!!”  he said with tears flowing down to his cheeks from his already redden eyes

“Yong hwa-ah.. Wae geurae?” jung shin hold yonghwa’s body since he almost fall down from his seat

“It’s already turtoring me when I have to refrain myself for not loving you for these past 5 years, but this stupid heart..” yong hwa hit his own chest “It’s always beating fast whenever I see you….. And it’s always hurt whenever I see you with another guy, don’t you know that shin hye-ah?”

Min hyuk and jung shin carefully hear every words that coming from yong hwa’s mouth, it’s surely making them shock, but it’s also making them can feel the pain yong hwa has right now after looking at his suffering condition.  And it’s such the answer for their question before.

“Why must we’ve met if it’s only going to be this hurt?!...” the tears keep flowing down to yong hwa’s handsome face

“Yong hwa-ah…” min hyuk crying along with him

“Everyday, every night, and every moment in my life, I always thinking of you… It always you who stolen all my mind, and it always you who keep surrounding my heart even I hardly try to forget you. But-… Keundae wae?WAAEEEE???!!”

Yong hwa yell , but thank’s to the soundproof room they’re in right now. So, no body hear it’s except them.

“Why must you said I’m your dongsaeng to the whole human in the school, and said that midget guy as your boyfriend? ARE YOU THAT HAPPY FOR HAVING ME AS YOUR BROTHER, HOOOH??!!” yong hwa throw the glass to the wall until it’s crack into pieces

“Oh my GOD, yong hwa, stop” jung shin try to hold him when he try hit his own chest hardly until coming a bump sound from it

“WHY MUST YOU BEATING FAST AND FEEL THIS UNFAITHFUL LOVE??! WAAAEEE??!! WAAEEEE??!!!”

“YONG HWA PLEASE STOP, YOU’RE HURTING YOURSELF” jung shin and min hyuk holding his arm and try to calming him

“LET GO OF ME!!! GET LOOSE!!!” Yong hwa struggle

“There’s nothing left in my life, One of my bestie already hating me, and my love is always try to keep away from me.. SO WHY MUST I LIVE THEN??!!”

“I said STOOOOPP!!” jung shin puch yong hwa’s face until he’s fall on the floor and it’s successfully waking up the foolish yong hwa

“Jung shin-ah” min hyuk shock looking at the scene

“IF YOU LOVE HER, THEN TRY TO WIN HER HEART, AND IF YOU FEEL SORRY FOR YOUR BESTIE, JUST ASK HIS FORGIVENESS!!” this time, jung shin yelling to yong hwa

Yong hwa only stare at the angry jung shin

“I don’t know who is the bestie you’re referring. But, we’re also your bestie, so if you need something just ask me or min hyuk, and if you want us to help you, I willingly to help you, so stop torturing yourself, and stop make us like a fool for not knowing your problem” jung shin said with his more calmly voice and mind

Finally yong hwa calming down and he’s back to his sense

“Mianhae... Cheongmal mianhae.. Cheongmal-” yong hwa cover his face with his palm, he cry and feel ashamed for fooling the friends who always there for him

 

The Next Day in the School Canteen

“Wooah~~ I’m so full” go Ara tap her own stomach, after the three of them (Shin hye, Go Ara, Shi yoon) finishing their meal

Shin hye just smile looking at the cute gesture she is doing, but shi yoon shake his head still unbelieving

“It’ll be weird if you said you’re not full after eating 2 bowl ramen with kimchi by yourself” shi yoon comment

“Tchh..Is that bother you?!” she chuckle

“Never” he reply

“Okay then, stop your childishness.. And let’s go back to the class” shin hye cut their bickering moment

“Hmmm…” shi yoon-Go Ara answer together and synchronously nodding

Shin hye burst into laugh looking at these two “I think you’re fate to each other”

“MWOO??!!” they say it jointly and of course it make shin hye hold her stomach for laughing at these two

“Aisshhh” Go Ara standing up from her seat and walk forward

“Kya!! Ara-ah wait for me.. Come’on Shi yoon-ah”

“I want to go to toilet, you can go first” he answer and leave

“okay then”

Shin hye chasing Go Ara for going back to the class, but only a few steps, there’s 3 girls who stopping her

“Hey, you’re  shin hye, right?  I heard you’re dating a guy who were coming here last week, is that true?” the high pony tail girl ask

“Nde?”

“So, it’s true?” the sunglasses girl ask “Woahh~ you’re such a lucky girl, you’ve seen two handsome boys everyday”

“Yeah, I often see her boyfriend pick her up on school and she also can see the handsome yong hwa at home”  the fat girl said

“Ahh, yeah..haha” shin hye smile awkwardly, even they said she is lucky, but the truth is 180⁰ different

“Eeh, Look!” the pony tail girl pointing to behind shin hye

“Woaahh!! It’s yong hwa and his group”

“The three of them is truly handsome”

Shin hye who is listening the name shock and she try to walk away quickly

“Eeh?! NO, Stop!” the fat girl holding shin hye arm “Where are you going?”

“Nde?!”

“As a sister, you should greet your brother, right guys?” she ask the friend

“That’s right. We want  to say hi to him also” the pony tail girl cheerfully nod

“Yeah.. I want to look him closer” the sunglasses girl smile and showing her wire-teeth

“But-” she answer unsure “With our current relationship, how can..” she thought

Looking the unsure face of shin hye, the nice three girls immediately change to be the scary one. The black aura suddenly surrounding  the three of them.

“what’s so hard about calling your brother, huh?”

“You think you can be stuck up from having a handsome brother?”

“Are you that brave for not doing our request?”

If their glare can kill someone, shin hye think she surely already on her grave now

“A..A..Arra..Arasso” shin hye trembling said “OMG, Eottoke?!” she thought

 

shin hye turning back while bite her lower lips and slowly approach the yong’s group with the girls following behind

“Uhhmm..  yong-”

It’s make the boys turning to her

“ahh- Hi” she lift up her hand with awkward smile

At first yong hwa just furrowing up his eyebrow but when he notice the girl who are staring at him, he can get the meaning of the greet, so he following up the scene and smirk

“Ahh~ Hi. But didn’t you already said hi to me this morning? Why are you saying hi again now, SISTER?”He meaningly to press the last word

It’s surely make shin hye shock and confuse how to answer “ahh.. That’s..That’s just.. I’m saying hi in the morning, in the afternoon, also at night.  And it’s good to say hi frequently” she reply

“Aiisshh.. What am I saying!!” shin hye said to herself

“ohh.. Geraeu?” he answer, but after that,  suddenly all the girl behind shin hye surrounding yong hwa and greet him,  also they’re flirting with him.

‘Huhh” Shin sigh after doing that and step back to coming back to her class but-

“ahh~ so this is yong’s sister? I keep wondering this whole time” min hyuk approach her “Though its not as I expected, but still quite compatible for me”

“Nde?!”

Min hyuk without asking, hold shin hye palm and shaking hand with her “Hello. I’m Kang minhyuk, yong’s friend. He never told us before if he had a sister this pretty, so we don’t know you”  he smile cutely

“Deh ?..  Ndeee”

“Move it brat!” jung shin harshly pulling min hyuk hand from hers

“I’m, Lee jung shin. The handsome boy in this school” he then get shin hye palm and kiss it’s back “I’ll take care of you from now on”

“Oh My, she’s gorgeous,, Even she’s not that beauty.. But, she can get all my attention when she closer to me.. Now I can understand why he madly in love with his sister” jungshin said to himself still staring into shin hye beautiful eyes

“O..Oh-“ shin hye furrowing her eyebrow feeling confuse

“Ah-“ jung shin take something from his pocket “Here.. My namecard, call me if you want accompany…??”

Like can read his mind, she introduce herself “Shin hye, park shin hye”

“Ahh~ Pretty name for a pretty goddess”

“Nde.. You’re so kind also..” Shin hye smile sweetly

Jung shin smile back to her

“Oh Eonnie.. Tonight yong hwa will sing. Will you come?”Min hyuk suddenly have a good idea for helping yong hwa

“Eonnie?! Singing?!”

“Ahh~ mianhae, I always call eonnie for the pretty girl I meet hehehe” he smile “Hmm.. he will sing tonight at the cafe”

After getting enough with his fake scene with the girl whereas he want make shin hye jealous, but it seem he is the one being jealous, he notice the closeness between shin hye and his friends

“Kyaaa!! What are you doing with her?” yong hwa leave the girl and coming to shin hye, jung shin, and min hyuk

Even yong hwa already beside him, min hyuk ignore his scold “Have you ever heard he sing? Thought his attitude a bit bad, but his singing is great..”

“Yeah, that’s amazing” jung shin added

“Kyaa!! Why are you saying that to her?”

The shock shin hye still can’t believe “Really?”

While ready to running away, min hyuk said to the all ladies “Yeah.. He have works part time and sing at starlight cafe.. So eonnie and all of you ladies come to see us.. I’ll save your seat” he shout and then run before yong hwa will eat him up alive

“Aisshh.. That sekiya-“

“So, you’re singing ?” shin hye ask the truth wethear she already know the reason he has part time job

He facing her with annoyance face “What? Don’t believe?”

She nodded  “Yeah, that’s unimaginable”

Yong hwa smile warmly “Then you definately have to come with your friends tonight,sis. Little bro will treat you drinks” 

With that, yong hwa leave with the boys,but before they disappeared jung shin shout something to her

“See you later, shin hye”

“Kyaaa!! Let’s GO!!!” yong hwa forcefully drag jung shin with him

Shin hye just smile looking at their cute bickering, it’s seem unreal for looking at the happy yong hwa

“I think, you’re really forget about your feeling to me yong. It’s such a relief for know you’re doing fine. And it’s great for hearing you call me sister and yourself little bro” shin hye thought while she walking back to her class with her a little bit disappointed when knowing yong’s feeling

“But, it’s feel a little bit strange… Why ? Hmm.. maybe it’s first time I feel I’ve a brother” shin hye already on her seat, beside her bestie ever ‘Go Ara’

“Kyaa!! Where are you going ? What take you so long?” Go Ara waking shin hye from her daydreaming

“Oh?! Ani.. I just met yong hwa before..”

“NDDEEEEE???!!!! Keunde wae?!!”

“There is  a girl group asked me to saying hi to him, so they can get close with him.. “

“THEN?!”

“Like always, they’re flirting with him, and I just left alone”

“AFTER THAT?!!!!”

“Ohhh.. I get along with his friends and one of them ask the girls to come to the cafe where they have  work tonight”

“MWOOO??!! They work as what? Bartender? Waiter? Or…?!”

“NO!! OF COURSE NO!! they’re only sing”

“HUH??!!!!!!!!!!”

Shin hye telling all the story when and why they start to sing at the cafe even she doesn’t know if that’s the all reason or there’s another one. But after saying that’s all, go Ara can get something weird about the feeling with the siblings, but she just keep it by herself and don’t forwardly ask shin hye. And they also make plan to go get there together. And of course, it’s such a long arguing for asking shin hye come, since she doesn’t feel want to.  But, just the good arguing go ara can  make shin hye say yes for this plan.

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At Night

“Yeobseo..” shin hye answering the 21s^t called from  Go Ara since she having shower before.

“KYA!!! WHY ARE YOU JUST ANSWERING MY CALLING  NOW??!!  Don’t you have hp for answering call?!” the moment shin hye hear the yelling girl, she have to put back the phone away from her ear before it will make the voice hurt hers.

“Hey, hey, what’s wrong?! Don’t yell to me!!”

“SHIN HYEEEEEEE!!!!!!!” Go Ara  whine “HUAAAAA”

“KYA!! Wae geurae?”

“I can’t go to the cafe tonight, eottokeeeeeee???!!!!!”

“Why can’t?”

“My mom trapped me in my room since she doesn’t allow me to having fun at night since we will have semester term, SHINNIEEEEE   EOTTOKKEEEEEE????”

“Uh- I don’t know either… Mianhae Ara-ah” shin hye said like whispering

“So, since I can’t get there, you’ve to record the performance..Araseeo?” Go Ara said but it’s sound like a command

“Uhmm-”

“I can’t accept NO as the answer, okay?”

“Aisshhh.. Then I can say nothing.. Arasseo”

“Yattaa~~ Gomawo shinnie, you’re the best”

Shin hye chuckle and can imagine if Go Ara jumping like a kid in joy now “Arasseo, ohh, will shi yoon go?”

“Hmm.. But he said you can come first, he will comeafterward since he have urgent matter”

“Okay then, see you tomorrow”

“Ndee~~”

 

The handsome guy with the black leather jacket and nice t-shirt pairing with black jeans with less rock n chic accessories is testing microphone with so many girls and boys watching him on the stage. At that time, Shin hye who just come in agaping with the full of people in  not too big cafe and hardly searching for the seat.

“Woahh! Daebak, it’s full of human here”  Shin hye slowly walking and her eyes catch the pairing of hazelnut staring at her

“Oh?! That’s him, woaahh”  shin hye and yong hwa still staring each other, and without their notice, they start lose on their own world before min hyuk calling her

“Eonnie, Here!!” min hyuk call and the shock shin hye turning to the sound

Shin hye coming toward him and the table that only for 5 people, but only 2 people already there “annyeong, guys” shin hye smilingly greet

“Woaah~ the beauty goddess is here” Jung shin change his seat to beside shin hye

“Ahh~ Neh.. Khamsahamnida~ You’re cool also..”

“Geurae?! HAHAHA.. You’re have a good eyes Shin hye” Jung shin proudly  praise his self

“hahaha..You’re really funny jungshin-ah” shin hye can’t hold her laugh looking at the cute jung shin “But, why is soo many people in this cafe?” she pointing the full of human

  “Hmm.. It’s always like this if we’ll perform on the stage” min hyuk answer almost shouting

“Ahh~ is that so?”

“And don’t you know.. The business of this café is going smoothly thanks to yong hwa.. He is a top star here..” Jung shin whisper to shin hye and the gap between them becoming close cause to noises. And without they knowing someone already burning inside

“KYAA!!! LEE JUNG SHIN, KANG MIN HYUK!! GET ON THE STAGE NOW!!!” yong hwa suddenly yell, it’s totally shocked all people

“O..oww… Someone is burning, let’s go jung shin-ah” min hyuk comment

“Tcchhh.. He surely going mad” jung shin chuckle “Okay, watch our performance, nee~” he wink to shin hye

 

After that, jung shin and min hyuk get on the stage.. But, before they’re beginning, come out a handsome guy holding guitar. All the girls scream in joy after yong hwa announce that they’re having a new member name Lee Jong hyun. He’s immigrant from busan, and they’re same age as well. And he’s going to perform with them from now on.

   “Wooahh~ Go Ara surely going crazy if she know there is a handsome boy joining yong’s band” shin hye murmur before she get shocked by someone tapping her shoulder

“Oh MY GOD, Kya!! You startled me” shin hye said after knowing the guy is yoon shi yoon..

“Hehe.. Are they already playing?”

“No they’re still preparing, I think..”

“Oh, really?” he sit beside shin hye and watching the band who already starting the beating up

 

Yong’s band playing the song title Y Why by CN Blue (Korean version)

            I know I’ve fallen in love the day you came to me

            Was like dream painting in grey

            I wanna tell you some, what I say with my heart

            Wanna love you, I wanna hold you , only my drunken confession

            Hiding where you can’t see me

            I only shout the words that you can’t hear.. I LOVE YOU

Yong hwa sing the first line while looking to the place where shin hye sitting, even he a little bit jealous looking shin hye sitting with a guy.. But, he just shouting out his feeling with the lyrics, like he want to tell it straight to shin hye. And he sing it while staring into her eyes.

            This short phrase is too difficult for me

            I can’t even open my mouth

            ‘I Love You’ this short phrase

           Is too much for me.. I cannot breath

But on the reff, yong hwa close his heart, he’s feel heavy heart to saying it all. But after that, he start the rapping line.. All the guess shouting in awe hearing he rapping for the first time, and shin hye is the one of them (A/N: since the rap is too long, I just skip it)

            Fearing you’ll know if our eyes meet

            I only look away at the sky.. I LOVE YOU

 

            This short phrase is too difficult for me

            I can’t even open my mouth

            ‘I Love You’ this short phrase

            Is too much for me.. I cannot breath

The moment yong hwa confessing his feeling start to fiiling shin hye mind, and the moment when her heart beating fast by yong hwa for nth time also coming and make her heart feel hurt.. Now, she can admit that she’s  also love him

            Come to me.. See My eyes

            I want you too

            My eyes tell you truth

            I wanna live in your life..

Yong hwa shout at the end line, and the tears that full on his eyes finally dropping down, soaking his cheeks. But still, he play the guitar cord amazingly and the cheerful from the guest filling through inside the café. All his heart finally shouting out the pain he keeps till now, even he doesn’t know if he’s already crying while singing.

            This short phrase is too precious to me

            If  you tell me

           ‘I Love You’

            This one phrase out of anything in the world

            I Will be happy

 

Then the song is finish. All the guest clapping their hand in joy and amazed by their performance.. They’re totally draw out all guest attention.. And with the many shouting, yong hwa hardly find shin hye on her seat. Which turn out to be that she’s already going out from the café with mixture feeling inside her heart.

“Why are you making me like this yong?! Why you’ve made me becoming like a crazy now!!!” shin hye run hurriedly out from the café with tears falling down her face

“You turn up-down my feelings with your attitude and your sudden confess.. And now you’ve make confuse with my own feeling after you sing that’s song which I dreamily think you sing it for me” she still running until she bumping someone outside 

“Ouuchh” the girl sound groan and shin hye already tumbling on the ground

Still not conscious from her deep thought, shin hye keep crying on the ground and make the girl panick

“Oh my God, Eonnie, Kwenchanayo.. Eonnie..” the girl shaking shin hye body

“Eonnie, are you still alive ? Eonnie…” she keep shaking her body but nothing respong fro her than other the crying sound

“Eonnie, wake up, eonnie..”

When the girl busily waking shin hye and want to help her standing up coming a guy toward them “Lee seul bi.. Seul bi-ah” he call

“Ohh.. Oppa.. Eottokke.. This eonnie.. Eottokee” she start crying

“Husshh.. calm down, what exactly happen?”

“I bumping with her, and then.. and then.. she fall and tumbling on the ground.. Please oppa, ppali help her..”

“okay.. okay…” he then squat down in front of shin hye and start lifting her body, and just when he want to take her to the bench, shin hye’s body get taken by someone and without any sign, he get punch on his cheek hardly

“WHAT ARE YOU DOING WITH HER?!! WHY IS SHE BECOMING LIKE THIS” yong hwa yell to the man

“Ohh, yong hwa-ssi” the guy looking up to face yong hwa

“LEE JONG HYUN WHY ARE-” before yong hwa can scold jong hyun, the new one of , shin hye finally said something when he just take her on his embrace

“yong hwa” she said trembling with the eyes already covering up by her tears, even she can’t see yong hwa face, see can recognizing his manly scent

Yong hwa slowly parting their body and caressing shin hye face which alreadywet with her tears “Kwenchana? Why are you being like this? You scared me,you know?” he said worriedly

“I’m searching for you after I finished singing, why are you always make me freaking out every time..” he wipe the tears on shin hye eyes by his finger

But, supposed to stop cry, the tears on her eyes flow out nonstop without control and then she hug yong hwa tightly without hesitate “Mianhe yong.. Mianhae..”

Even he shock with her sudden move, but he gently wrapping his hand to shin hye thin body “huushh.. Why you’ve to apologize, it must me to do it.. I’m sorry if I scaring you.. So stop crying”

“Mianhae.. Cheongmal mianhae.. I’m truly sorry to lying to you about my feeling..Cause from the start I just think it as impossible thing.. But i realize it now, I know it that from before until now.. that I’m so deeply in love with you.. Sarangahe yong.. Saranghae…” shinhye said which shocking yong hwa  

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Hihihihi... Finally the update, since i've update my old ff (kekeke i mean PYS & SIL).. So, i just think why can't i update this ff also.. Even i think this is too long for one chapter, but i can't  make it as apart chapter since the feeling is soooo.. (you know i mean, it's not will turning out fine if i cut it)..

And i apologize if there's soo many bad spelling or grammatical.. It's sound like out of reason but English is not my daily language.. so, bare with my poor english, please

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Thank's for reading ^^~ DeSky21 Stay healthy and have a nice day