Last Resort
Love NoteBefore oppa or the rest of them could say anymore that might humiliate or hurt me in any way, I darted towards the door and ran out of the classroom.
“Eunhee!” cried out Yuki after me, probably just registering from the shock.
Mianhe Yuki-ah…I’ll explain everything later…no promises.
On the way, I kept having these flashbacks of all those times of pain and rejection I've had to deal with; all those empty promises and lies; all those times when I could only look at him and watch him from afar; all those heart-breaking moments whenever I realize... it just wasn't meant to be...
Blinded by tears, I didn’t notice I was running towards the school rooftop, until I was greeted by a gust of wind and the rumble of loud engines stuck in traffic outside.
“Aish! Why is my life like this!” I cursed, wiping my tears.
I walked closer towards the railings and looked down, 80ft off the ground. I felt tired and nauseous all of a sudden.
Is this from crying too much or from fear of heights?
Forcing myself not to look away, I climbed up on the raised platform, and held tightly unto the railings.
“Why don’t we just end this all, shall we?” I said, half laughing half crying at the same time. “It’s probably for the best…”
I bit my lower lip, to prevent myself from sobbing, until I swore I could taste the bitter taste of blood in my tongue.
I’m tired of rejection!
Nobody loves me in this world!
I’m such a reject!
Why did I even bother using that stupid Love Note in the first place, if it doesn’t even work properly!?
I laughed bitterly again.
Not even this “magical” Love Note could fix my stupid love problems!
“Pabo!…” I muttered.
I took a deep breath and climbed up until I was at the other side of the railings, with only my hands and feet supporting me and preventing me from plunging into my painful death.
I squeezed my eyes shut and raised my head, loosening my grip slowly on the bars.
Umma…
Miahne…I never got to meet my prince like I promised…
I tried, I really did… but it hurts too much… I just want the pain to stop…
Please let me be with you instead… You’re the only one who loves me…
Let me stay with you…
Forever…
I took a deep breath again.
“I’m ready. ”
I raised one leg off the platform, ready to jump, and released my tight grip on the bar.
Anyeong-
“YAH!” someone yelled unexpectedly.
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LOVE...
L= Lake of sorrows
O= Ocean of Tears
V= Valley of Death
E= End of Life
DON'T DO IT!!!
Finally finished typing out chapter 8!!
Sorry for the late and short update guys!:(
Just a quick spoiler...:
This is the turning point of the whole story so pay attention!! ^_<
Keke hope you like this update and I'll try to quickly finish typing out the next chapter for you guys!!!
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