Chapter 21;

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“I am telling you, it’s not working!” Lay cried out.

Kyung Soo is next to him. Lay’s drunk but Kyung Soo didn’t take a sip of liquor.

“I know Suho is just a material. But our target is Kris. You said you pissed Kris off in front of Suho, right? Doesn’t that feel soothing?” Kyung Soo encouraged Lay. For him, it’s like killing two birds with a stone.

“I don’t know anymore.” Lay said, ran his slender fingers into his hair.

Actually, Lay doesn’t want that revenge. Suho said that night wasn’t like how he thought. He wants to know the truth. He can feel Suho’s love as he looked at him with those hurt eyes.

What happened exactly?

Lay decided to go to Suho’s. He can’t wait for another minute but he heard Suho’s strict voice in his ears. “I don’t want to see you tonight anymore”

Lay regrets greatly. And Kyung Soo gets a glimpse of that.

“Did you regret for your actions?” Kyung Soo asked Lay with his stiff movement.

“I disgust myself for that. I regret greatly, Kyung Soo. Before I get revenge at Kris, my heart hurts by seeing how Suho was hurt. I want to explain things before…” Lay clearly doesn’t want Suho to know his history with Kris till he told Suho.

But Lay doesn’t know he was too late for that.

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“Huff, you’re here.” Suho expressionless face show a clear smirk when he opens the door due to the door knocking. Lay doesn’t dare to ring the door bell, somehow, he just knock on the door in freaking 6am.

Just one or two knock and Suho opened the door shows that Suho is up early or he hasn’t slept last night. After learning Suho’s face for 30 seconds, Lay gets that Suho didn’t sleep last night and also, he see some traces of crying for too long, red eyes and a pinky tip of nose admit that.

“Are you ok?” Lay wants to ask so many things. Have you slept? Did you cry? And he wants to apologize for being a jerk and he wants to explain everything, really everything. But are you ok are the only sentence that comes out from his mouth.

“What do you want?” Suho doesn’t answer Lay’s question. He thought he didn’t need to. Lay might be playing with his feelings. Last night, he’s a jerk and now he’s playing nice.

But Suho really wanted to compliment Lay, he shouldn’t major dancing, he acts too well. Suho almost fall for Lay’s cared eyes for a brief second but… almost is never enough. Also, he knew about Lay’s past history and he didn’t want to know why Lay lied to him about Kris. Suho doesn’t want to get hurt by those whom love to play love. He’s sick of it.

“You told me, you will tell me about what happen last night.” Lay uttered silently. Just because the surrounding is very quiet due to the early morning and because Suho is so closed to Lay, Lay’s voice is audible.

“Ha! Ha ha.” Suho laughs a little. Everyone can tell the older man laugh is very unnatural and include a sarcastic tone in it.

Then, Suho looks into Lay’s eyes, finding every trace, every sense he can get.

“Do you even care?” A little laugh disappeared from Suho’s face and he’s glaring at Lay like a cobra. Lay doesn’t know how to respond this question.

He expected Suho to get mad, or cry in front of him and yelling at him, throwing things at him or may be even slapping him in the face.

But his is brand new. He never expects Suho to … mocking him like this. Something is in Suho’s look, something cruel, something cold and something scary. He doesn’t like it.

“Su-Suho, look, I… Can I?” Lay wants to go inside the house and explain everything. He wants to exclude those cold and scary and cruel look from his lover soft and warm and loving eyes.

But Suho isn’t letting him.

“You listen what I need to say. I am finishing packing your things. You wait here or come back in 30 minutes. No liars