All My Fault
My PororoLuhan POV:
K-kyungsoo please be okay. Please please please okay. H-hyung’s sorry, hyung’s sorry that hyung couldn’t protect you. Please don’t leave us Kyungie, please don’t lea-
“Hyung, Hyung! Wake up” I heard a voice call me worriedly.
“W-what happened?” I asked. Wiping the sweat that was forming on my forehead.
“It was just a nightmare hyung, I’m here it’s okay..” I heard Sehun told me before he brought me into a tight embrace.
“W-what about K-kyungsoo?”
“He’s still resting hyung, he hasn’t waken up yet. But look on the bright side, the doctor says that he’s fine!” Sehun said with a bright smile.
“HOW CAN I BE FINE?!?! When I know that this is practically my fault, I’m the older one…… I should protect him……. And now if something happens it’s all my fault.” I shouted, I couldn’t believe that he is smiling right now. I know he’s trying to lighten up the mood, but it’s not time for that.
“I-I’m sorry hyung, it’s just I don’t like s-seeing you like that, I’ll just leave then,” He said and stood up to go.
“N-no Sehunnie I didn’t mean for you to lea-“
“It’s fine hyung, I’ll just see you tomorrow okay?” He said with a reassuring smile, I could tell he was sad. “Oh and hyung it’s not your fault.”
Dammit Luhan you just couldn’t keep your mouth shut could you?! Look what you did, he’s probably mad at you now. I bang my head against the wall. I’ll probably just have to wait until I see him.
Sehun POV:
“HOW CAN I BE FINE?!?! When I know that this is practically my fault, I’m the older one…… I should protect him……. And now if something happens it’s all my fault.”
I stood there mouth hanging and shocked. He never screamed at me before and now I feel completely bad for trying to tell him a joke. But he should understand me sometimes too……
“I-I’m sorry hyung, it’s just I don’t like s-seeing you like that, I’ll just leave then,” I said and stood up to go.
“N-no Sehunnie I didn’t mean for you to lea-“ I heard him start saying but I cut him off.
“It’s fine hyung, I’ll just see you tomorrow okay?” I said with a reassuring smile. “Oh and hyung it’s not your fault.” I told him before I left the hospital.
I walked down the street to go back to my house and couldn’t help but feel guilty for leaving him there alone, it’s a hard time and I had to leave him. ‘Nice going Sehun *sigh*’
I stopped by a convenient store before going home. When I entered I greeted the Ahjumma and went to buy a cup of ramen. I paid and decided to eat at one of the counters they had in the store.
I put on headphone’s since I didn’t want to hear the sound of life right now.
Standing on this street that I always used to
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