Thunderstorms

Not So Secretly in Love
~*~ Namjoon ~*~ 
Boom. Boom. 
Drip. Drip. Drip. 
The light flashes and illuminates my room. 
I woke up. 
I had to pee now thanks to all the rain. 
I open my door, I hear the tv down the hall. 
Go to the bathroom and come back. There's still thunder. 
But there's also a voice, more like a groan or a yell.. 
Her room?
I put my hear against the door. 
More groans, some whining too. 
Is she okay? 
What if she's- she wouldn't. 
Would she?
I mean... I guess it's been a while since her boyfriend and her broke up. 
No.. 
Knock Knock. 
Scream.
Okay no I have to check on her. 
I open the door and see her sitting up. 
Hands over her ears, rocking back and forth. 
My girl, my regular girl, what's happening to her?
"Na- Namjoon!" She looks at me, tears running down her face. 
"Hoseok!" She pulled her knees up to her chest and touched her forehead to them. 
Do I bring her to Hoseok?
Scream. 
Shiver. 
Yes. 
I ran to her and well scoped her up in my arms. 
Pushing open the door into the hallway I yelled for him. 
"Hoseok your sister!" 
She was still screaming, the thunder was getting louder. 
I ran into the living room and he patted the spot next to him on the couch. 
I set her down and watched as she formed into a ball under Hoseok's arms. 
"Noona.." Jeongguk came out with a frown sitting on the other couch. 
Taehyung asked me what was happening as he came out too, I shrugged. 
Is this a night terror?
Suga was already here when I came out, so I sat with him. 
 
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She stopped screaming now, but she was still closing her eyes, covering her ears and shaking. 
"Namjoon, take over for me I have to get something." Hoseok said as he started to get up. 
Do I just hold her? 
Like I did every other night since we confessed? 
Do I talk to her? 
Tell her everything's gonna be okay?
I moved in place of Hoseok. 
She shook still, her ears tightly covered. 
"JaeHwa, it's me.. Please stop.. I'm here, nothing can get you now okay... Don't be afraid when I'm here.. You're okay with me.. I'll always be here... Always." 
I tried to calm her down. 
I kept repeating these words to her. 
She eventually stopped shaking. 
The thunder was still roaring. 
Hoseok was still gone.. 
Everyone was watching tv, worried but, practically lost on what they could do to help. 
Much like myself. 
She moved suddenly, her hands left her ears, her left hand on my chest, her right hand on my shoulder. 
Hoseok was still gone, so was Seokjin. 
 
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She fell asleep within a few minutes, even with the thunder and the rain. 
Seokjin and Hoseok came back about 10 minutes after she fell asleep. 
"She's out?" He said with surprise on his face. 
I nod. 
He looked at our hands, interlocked, and smiled. 
"What's that?" The cup in his hand. 
"We didn't have hot chocolate so I had to go but some, it took longer because of the rain. Mian, I guess she doesn't need it now hah.." 
"What happened to her?" 
"She had night terrors when we were little. Screaming, shaking, crying, it was bad. She grew out of it.. Sometimes they come back, sometimes, it's probably the storm." 
He put the cup down and patted her head. 
 
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I decided I wouldn't wait any longer, I had to ask her. 
So I asked Jin to make her breakfast. 
I would have done it myself but, I could have destroyed my plan.. 
I left her on the couch and discussed my plan with the guys. 
Taehyung was way to excited about this. 
Jeongguk offered to wake her up. 
Everyone else was in the kitchen. 
My plan was ready. 
Show time. 
 
 
 
 
~*~ JaeHwa ~*~
It was 10 in the morning when I felt a little tap on my arm. 
Jeongguk. 
"Noona~ We made you breakfast~ It'll be ready soon so get ready! Dress nice we're going out afterwards." He beamed a cute smile, got up and left. 
I slept in... That's... Different...
Last night scared me... 
I guess I should explain.. 
When I was little, I got these really terrible horrific dreams, it caused me to lose sleep and for a little kid I was quite paranoid.
I had night terrors- I would scream and shake in my sleep- almost every night. 
I probably scared Hoseok too.. 
I got up and headed into my room to pick out the clothes for today's events. 
Something nice... 
I pick out a pair of shorts, polka dot tights, and a long panda hoodie that pretty much covers the shorts. 
I love this hoodie. 
It's got ears on the hood so when I put up the hood, there's panda ears. 
I had one with angel wings when I was younger... 
Younger... 
It feels like it's been so long since my last night terror. 
They stopped when I was 9, then occurred every once in a while after that.. 
I thought I got over it. 
I've made it through thunderstorms before. 
I hoped into the shower and just stood there, thinking. 
Letting the water run over me. 
I fell asleep last night.
I fell asleep on Namjoon.. 
That thought lingered as I washed my hair and my body and got out of the shower. 
I'm so thankful Namjoon saved me..
I was probably a weeping shaking ball of tears but, he still took care of me, when my brother left. 
I got out and dressed quickly. 
Blow drying my hair took shorter than usual. 
Brushing my hair is fun. All to the front. Middle part. Front bangs. 
I walk out through the hall and pick up a cup left over from last night. 
Hot chocolate. 
Hoseok knew I would have needed hot chocolate. 
But last night...
All I needed was Namjoon.. 
 
 
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Rai_Moore
#1
Loved it! Best Rap Mon fanfics I read so far ^_^ so cute and adorable
PuffyBunnyIsLazy
#2
Chapter 7: I KNEW YOU WERE FORESHADOWING HOLY CRAP
JelliCandy167 #3
Chapter 21: Tell me this isn't the end :/
fbgliskfjksadn3 #4
Chapter 21: Wait up. this ended? What? Okay. I want a guy to ask me out like that now -____-". Aren't you on IG? Like a fan account? Do you have a kik ? O_____O
JelliCandy167 #5
Chapter 14: dimples do make people cuter cx
fbgliskfjksadn3 #6
Chapter 13: GAAAHH Nam Joon is so sweet. And you noticed the dimple too ?! Bias list killer D:
februarybaby
#7
Chapter 13: awww~ this is too cute.I love how close Hoseok and Jaehwa is *^*
valeriatheloser #8
Chapter 13: Woooo finally!!! *happy dance* I wanna know Wat he says to hoseok!!! Ahhhh
livingkpop
#9
Chapter 12: Wait wait wait tell me she's not about to jump off the ledge
kimnhung12
#10
Chapter 12: AHH Namjoon was just about to confessssssss T____T I am anticipating what happens! And also thank you for the update even though you're busy^^