∞ Because of Me ∞
∞ Two Pieces ∞
Chapter 13: Because of Me [Krystal Jung]
(Kai)
Krystal wanted me to stay. She needed me to stay. But somehow, I didn't feel love towards her like I used to. After all she had put me through. I didn't hate her, and I loved her, but I think it as just as a sister?
"Krystal... I'm afraid that's something I can't do for you. I'm tired of the pain. I'm tired of the suffering. Every day, my heart is broken and shattered and I appreciate that you tried, but its just impossible that I could ever be completely happy in my life. Why live if I go on miserably? Krystal, I love you, but I think that's as a sister. I loved you and let you go, and I'm learning to move on. But there's nothing left for me," I said. I unhooked all liquids and medicines going into my body and grabbed a bottle of liquid that was used to put people down. To let them have a peaceful end.
"WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU DOING KAI? You need those medicines in your body to live!" Krystal said. I nodded, I knew the consequence of everything that was about to happen. I walked over to her bed, and her tears were unstoppable. It hurt me to see her like this, but I had to move on. My lips moved closer to hers and we shared a deep, passionate kiss. I slowly moved away from her.
"Goodbye Krystal," I said. Drinking the killing medicine. The sensation was weird. I heard Krystal sobbing and screaming at me, "NO! KAI SPIT IT OUT! QUIT IT KAI! STOP! I NEED YOU!" Those words made me feel guilty, but soon I wouldn't feel anything at all. I felt strangely calm and happy, like I was being forced to die happily. But it felt relaxing and good. Slowly but surely, I was dying.
I heard the door open, and all of f(x) and EXO crowding around me, but soon, I was gone. The last thing I saw was beautiful Krystal.
(TaeMin)
I stood outside of the room, giving Kai and Krystal a while to talk it out. They must have felt terrible. I stood pacing for a while until I heard Krystal screaming. She was probably just upset. But she wouldn't stop. She screamed and cried and sobbed. F(x) burst in the door just in time...
To see Kai pass away. I rushed to Krystal, but she refused to be comforted. We were both bawling miserably, along with everyone else there.
"GET OUT!" She screamed at everyone except for me. They were taken by surprise, Krystal usually didn't scream, so they followed her command.
"TaeMin oppa... It's all my fault. It's all because of me," she said. I shook my head, saying, "No Krystal, it's my fault." She cried and cried even more with me, until she finally said, "Hand me the rest of that medicine. The one Kai has."
"KRYSTAL NO." I said sternly.
"No oppa please. I need it. Please, please, please..." she said. I finally gave up and handed it to her. What did it do anyways? Could it have been the reason of Kai's death?
"WAIT! Krystal... If you're going then I'm going with you," I said, mind made up.
"TaeMin oppa... I love you so much. Thank you so, so much for everything," she said, taking me hand.
"I love you too Krystie," I responded, forcing a smile. "See you in Heaven."
We took the weird liquid at the same time... And then there were none.
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