Sunny stood in front of the door heasitantly. She look down at the toddler holding her hand. The little four year old looked up at his mommy and flashed his eye smile. She bent down to his height and hugged him.
  " Umma, where are we? " he asked as he looked at the house curiously. She bit her lip contempting on how to answer.
  " Your appa's place, " she muttered as she watched her son's eyes twinkled at the mention of 'appa'. His face brightened up as he clapped and trembled in excitment. 
  " Sunny, are you sure? " a voice said behind her. 
  " I don't know, but I can't keep avoiding that he is Hyunkyu's appa... " Sunny said as she look down, tears threatening to fall out of her eyes. Luhan looked at her and pulled her in a hug. 
  " It's ok. Everything's going to be ok, " Luhan said as he pat her back in a comforting manner.
 
  After Sunny was able to escape, she managed to reunite with Luhan. However Luhan was engaged to a girl who hasn't come back from America yet. Luhan helped Sunny with her doctor visits and daily necessaries. He even helped her find a place to live. Sunny also had problems with her own health. She had trouble sleeping, anemic, and she still had resentment towards Kris. 
 

  Luhan quitted his job to take care of her, making Sunny feel worst than ever. . Life as a single mom was hard and Luhan knew it, but it was harder when Sunny refused his help. She didn't like being a burden. So Luhan only was able to help her every now and then after she gave birth. It was all manageable until Hyunkyu went to school. Hyunkyu was an obedient kid, but he was a smart mouth causing him to get in trouble alot. He also wouldn't tolerate bullying. He also started asking Sunny... about his dad and things just started getting more and more troublesome. 

It all came to this. Sunny decided to let Hyunkyu meet his dad for once. 

  " Sunny, you should go in first... to check, " Luhan said giving her a look. Sunny nodded and looked at Hyunkyu.
  " Hyunkyu, " Sunny said as she bent down to hold Hyunkyu's face, " Umma's going to go in first, ok? Stay here with Luhan, ok? " Hyunkyu looked at her and nodded with a slight pout. Sunny smiled at him and looked back at the door. She took a deep breath and knocked, only to discovered the door was unlocked. She open it and went in as Luhan looked at her, worried. 
  Even though she was going to let Hyunkyu see his appa. She knew that Kris wasn't safe. He was... not normal. She has to admit that she had forgive a little bit on what he did to her. She was only 18 when it happened, but she remembered everything so detailedly. Deep down she still disliked him a little, but as time passed she forgived him a little. She tried hard to find ways to forgive him.  She read books and information on obsessive love, but she still couldn't manage to forgive him. She does want Kris to live with her and Hyunkyu for Hyunkyu's sake... well that's not the only reason. To say that she did not have any so called feelings for Kris would be lying, but Sunny still tries to deny it. 
She looked around the house. Everything was broken. The floor was filled with broken up things. The sofa was ripped and knives laid everywhere. Sunny mentally thanked Luhan for his idea of not letting Hyunkyu go in with her. 
  " Where is he? " Sunny thought as she walked through the house. She walk towards "their" room. Flashbacks came to her as her eyes started watering and she unconciously held onto her clothes with a tight grip. The room was dark and the air was slightly colder. She saw a figure laying on the bed.
  " Kris? " her voice came out quiet and timid, but the figure's head snapped at her direction quickly. The figure sat up and everything was in a flash. Kris hugged her tightly.
  " Sunny, " he said as his hand held oto her even tighter as tears streamed down his face, replacing the old tear stains. Sunny pushed his away. She took a step back and looked at him. He has huge dark circles and he was stick skinny. It was evident he hasn't being eating or sleeping well.
  " We need to talk, " Sunny said. Kris looked at her. His mind was going crazy. The woman who was gone... came back.
  " Is this a dream? " he thought. She sat on the floor, not daring to sit on the bed or even be near it.
He sat down in front of her. Even though he wanted to tackled her and keep her with him. He knew he couldn't. He looked straightly at her.
  " If you remembered, " she gulpped, " I was pregnant when I left. " He nodded.
  " I decided to let you meet, " she paused, but continued, " ...your son. " As soon as the words left , she immediately regretted them. A gush of negativity went to head. 
  Why was she so stupid? Why did she think of this? How can she let her son meet someone who was so obsessive and insane? How can she be sure that Kris would agree meeting his son for only once.
  She stood up harshly, running towards the door. A force slammed into her, causing her to be knocked into a wall and she found herself inbetween the wall and Kris. His face was an inch away from hers. 
  " I'm not letting you leave again, " Kris said as he held her face.
  " You can try, but Luhan's outside and he can call the police, " Sunny said looking at him.
  " Sunny has changed, " Kris thought as he stared deeper into her. She became more strong and she was more tactical.
Silence. They stared at each other in silence as if they were challenging each other. The stare down was broken when Kris gave her a kiss. She broke the kiss by pushing him away as she glared at him.
  " Controlling as always, " she said. 
  " You were going to let me see my son, " Kris said. Sunny cutted him off.
  " But I have a condition, " Sunny said, " you have to go somewhere with me first. " Sunny suddenly hugged him tightly. She text Luhan to bring Hyunkyu to his car first and drive him to somewhere else. Kris couldn't see what she was doing since her hands were behind his back. 

  He just felt warm. He was at a daze. He couldn't focus on his plans or subconcious. All he could think was after all these years the woman he loved hugged him for the first time. This was the first she hugged him was all his mind screamed.

  He was about to hug her back, but she let go.
  " We should go, " she said, but was cut off by him hugging her.
  " Continue, " he said as he closed his eyes and hugged her. He hugged her tighter and smelled her hair. It was still the same.
  " We should go, " she repeated as she pulled away from him. She forgot what she was going to say after " We should go". His hug just cut through her thoughts, unwelcomed.

  He got into her car and looked at it. Everything looked so different and the sunlight hurted his eyes. 
  " Where are we going? " he asked. She didn't answer and focus on her driving. Kris looked at her and leaned his back down on the seat. He felt tired, but he was too scared to sleep. He looked at her. She looked alot healtier, more mature, but she still had that aura around her that made her... her.  
  " Sleep, " she said, breaking the silence.
  " I don't want to, " he replied.
  " Why? " she asked as she looked at him briefly before turning back to the wheel.
  " Because the last time I did, you disappeared, " he said staring as her deeply. Sunny looked at him for a long 5 seconds before moving her eyes towards the road again.
  " I won't this time, " she paused as she turned the wheel, " I promise. "

  Kris woke up when he felt a tap on his shoulder. He looked around at his surrondings. 
  " Where am I? " he asked.
  She replied with words that cut through his ears, " Shut up and follow me. "
Kris suprisingly obediently followed behind her as she walked quickly into the building. She went to the front desk and talked to the nurse as Kris tried to easedropped. 

The nurse guided them to a room and Sunny asked him to sit.
Sunny sighed. She looked at his again and took a deep breathe. 
  " We're at a counseling center, " she said as she examined his emotions.
Kris looked at her as he clasped his hand together.
  " Why am I here?, " he asked as his hand squeezed together tightly.
  " Kris, if you want to meet your son. You got to heal your mental mind, " Sunny said calmly as she walked closer to him.
  " I am fine, " he exclaimined.
'...'
Sunny took a deep breath as she sighed.
  " YOU ARE NOT. CAN'T YOU UNDERSTAND THAT YOU ARE NOT OK? " Sunny exploded.
  " You are scared of me leaving you. You are doing things against the norms. You are violent and angered easily, " she said with an icy voice.
  " I am fine. Stop trying to make me something I'm not. I'm not. I'm fine. Stop what you are doing. Take me back. Forget meeting my son, " Kris hissed, " Get me out of here. " Kris looked down at his fist and saw them tighten.
  " Are you serious?! You give up meeting your son just for this reason. You..., " Sunny paused. " Why did she cared so much? Why did she feel so sad when she heard that?...It's probably for Hyunkyu, " she thought.
Sunny looked down at her shoes and felt her body shake with anger.
  " You know what? I actually thought that maybe, just maybe if you healed, you could come live with us. I though maybe we could become a family. Maybe I would come to love you. Maybe Hyunkyu could grow up like other kids his age... with his parents. I thought you would be strong... What happen to the Kris I knew who kidnapped me with his smart tactics? What happen to the Kris who was brave and strong and so persistent about keeping me? " 
   

   Kris looked away from his fist and at her. He saw tears streaming down her cheeks.
  " I was never brave or strong, " his voice came out weak and small.
Silence. The tension in the air felt stiff and heavier as minutes ticked by.
Sunny suddenly walked towards him and took a seat next to him, 

" It's ok to not be strong. " 

F L A S H B A C K
  Kris has always been a quiet kid when he was younger. He was obedient. He wasn't the worst kid ever and his parents were great. His parents did question about his coldness, but everything was fine. Kris was like a living doll though, kids would poke fun of him. Boys, due to their jealously while girls, thinking they will interest him. Kris was young but he knew how relationships worked... it seemed boring. He remembers going to family meet up to see his aunts and uncles arguing. Love seems troublesome. 
Kris would always be picked up by his parents. They loved him a lot and somehow he didn't like it. He felt burden by them. 
  " Our Kris is number 1! " they say with a bright smile as they talked to other parents.
After they picked him up, they would take him somewhere; the park, resturant, cafe, etc. Then they would go home except that one time. That one time that changed everything.

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Sorry for not updating so much ;;

Hope you enjoy the story ^^

Chapter 3 will be out soon~