I loved you so much.

Have I told you that, Jessi?

Haha.... I have... haven't I?

*Sigh* I wish I could continue to tell you how much I love you and how much you mean to me but it's not possible anymore..

While I sit here crying over you, she stood besides me, thinking of a way to cheer me up.

I know I should let you go but I can't..

Why did death take you?

Why was it you?

Why did leukemia attack you?

I'm sorry, Jessi... i couldn't save you... 

I'm the worse girlfirend / doctor ever.

I wiped my tears and she held my hands.

I smiled sadly at her.

"You okay?" she asked.

I shake my head like always.

"Without Jessi... I'm nothing, Krys.." I answered.

And like always, I break her heart.. all because of you Jess.

I could tell that Krystal's eyes are sad and that she's been crying over me while I'm crying over you..

Nothing really changed.

My love for you is still the same.. 

except the fact that I may have fallin for your sister..

I love Krystal so much now that it hurts to see her cry.

I'm sorry, Jessi.. but I love Krystal, too.. I'm sorry for breaking our promise..