Man this week of Spring break wasn't all that fun. My grandfathers has been taking me and Na Ji out to play and I just printed things out at my cousins place. I played Black Ops with him and that was probably it. We had to play with our 5 and 8 year old cousins and I wasn't quite in a mood to play with children because of...Myungsoo. I really need to do it as soon as possible. I've been thinking but I really didn't want to think about these things so all i thought about was that I NEED to talk to him...like now. I made up my mind to talk over facebook and talk during the rest of spring break and try to avoid as much awkwardness as possible. Which would probably not work but ehh just see. I really want him to do this romantic/cute thing once I say who I think he likes. Like in those fanfictions and movies, but he doesn't seem like a romantic type. But I saw pictures that says September people are the most romantic, October's are the perfectionest. Haha, I am not. But I need to get things right. I need to one, talk to Myungsoo, two, get things back up with my BFF's, and three, focus on everything in school and have the best moments. I guess Salie is pretty right, If I don't get to be with Myungsoo then I should be with Davis. But if I get to be with Myungsoo, then I need to be frineds with Davis. But I don't think that would be the best idea.

Look at it this way.

An eighteen year old dude. Is interested in you. What would you do? The guy, lets just say it, he's hot. But you relly like this one boy who is your age and fits you more. 

You and this eighteen year old kid has a lot of in common. You guys love to eat the same sushi, play the same sport, and both are truthful. But you and this boy you like, all you know is that he likes pepsi, he's athletic, he's Korean, it's all HE. All you know is about him. But still you guys still had stuff in common like your personalities, you both are kind of violent at times and make playful threats. We both are kind of the leader of our gang-like group of friends. Everytime I see him with his friends walking around, he would always be in the front and be walking cooly. But I don't really know what in common we really have. 

I got a haircut and it does look cute, I guess you can say that. 

Now you thought it through...you decided to let Davis go. It's not like I actually took his complaments seriously but I just don't want to be more than friends with him. I just thought all I have to do is just ask Myungsoo if he likes me or not. It's that easy man.  If he likes me then yay, go out. If he doesn't it's not like the end of the world. All I know is that I don't want to do anything with an eighteen year old dude who probably isn't serious. 

After hanging out with Ami today. We went to a festival and it really fun. I got some lemonade with no ice. Then we watched some middle schoolers jump rope and they were pretty good, better than me...way better. After the festival we went back ti her house and I told her about everything. Everything about Davis and Myungsoo. She told me to not have anything to do with Davis and just ask Myungsoo if he likes me or not. I agree with her...I just don't have the courage to. But I do. I do. I freaking do. I'll do it...this week man. But I think it will be less awkward if I do it over facebook. I wanted to do it face to face but if I ask him that...then nope. This is it. Now it's time. anneung ^ ^