The cliff
Before Your Eyes~Hana~
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The soft humming from JaeJoong was soothing. Apparently I wasn't the only one enjoying this trip with him. Even though we were only riding in his car while he was taking us closer to our destination.
"Where exactly are we going?" I asked
"Somewhere... " he chuckled
"I think you should tell me" I said, tired of his games
He chuckled again
"You're gonna love it. It's really beautiful at night and I love how fres the air is"
After half an hour we finally arrived, somewhere. I got off the car and wasn't really sure if this is somewhere I've ever been before. However, it looked fantastic. I forgot that JaeJoong was with me and walked forward, through the small forest, following the small path that was going to take me close to the rocks. I swallowed hard
"it's amazing isn't it?" He said, after hearing me taking a deep breath.
We were standing on a cliff, not so close to the edge and the view from here was simply breathtaking. The forest, the stream below us and the fresh wind that kept passing. I backed away from the edge and sat down on the small stone and looked at the beautiful view before me. I closed my eyes for a brief moment just to take it all in. In the background I heard JaeJoong setting up a fire and then I heard the fire sparkle, protesting for a few seconds and soon enough, calming itself down
JaeJoong sat down right beside me, after putting a blanket around my shoulders
"I found this place a few years ago. It's one of my favorite places here and it's very calming. It has this effect on my mind that not even I can control. I love how it makes my head calm and how the voices stops inside of my head" He whispered softly
I nodded in agreement, knowing exactly what he meant
"You're amazing JaeJoong. Thank you"
"For what?" He asked a bit surprised but then smiled
"You keep taking me to all these places and I can't help but to get overwhelmed by it. It's amazing how much it affects me and.. I'm just thankful that you are giving me this opportunity to .. experience it" I smiled
JaeJoong nodded
He got up from his seat and walked a bit closer to the edge and I followed him with the blanket behind
"I'm happy that I can share it with you Hana. You're the first person I've spoken to for the last 2 years" He mumbled
I felt how the loneliness, the invisble wall that embraced him. I felt like hugging him and in the next minute, I did.
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~JaeJoong~
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Her small arms was wrapped around me from the back and I felt my chest almost exploding by the warmth that was coming from her. this was the absolute reason for me to bring her to these places. My places. I wanted them to be shared and I wanted it be her. I felt her head resting against my back and I couldn't help but smile.
I soon felt myself spinning around and I took her into my arms, she was leaning against my chest while I could smell the scent from her schampoo from her hair.
"I get the feeling that you are .. lonely" Hana said quietly
I chuckled weirdly at her sentence but it was true. I am lonely. I looked down on her as she was closing her eyes resting herself against my chest. It's true. I am lonely. And with this invisibility of mine, I'm not sure if I was able to be with her, to spend everyday with her like this. Cause sooner or later she will start to notice that she will only be able to see me during night, right after sunset and that we always separates at sunrise. How long am I able to go on like this?
"I am.. sometimes but.. it's no big deal" I shrugged
"Maybe it is a big deal?" She asked and pulled away from me
I looked at her for a long time, staring into her beautiful eyes and remembered the first time that we had met and how smoothly and how wonderful everything had been ever since.
"I'm not lonely now.. am I?" I smiled
Her cheeks got rosy and I could tell that she was embarrassed
"I want to try something" I said
"What?" She asked, her voice trembling
"Close your eyes for a minute" I said softly, feeling my heart beating harder and harder
She took a deep breath, not sure of what was waiting for her. I wasn't sure either. Why I asked her to close her eyes and why I even asked her that at all. What is going on?
She was trembling I could feel it and I felt myself moving closer and closer to her. Soon enough I was able to feel her warmth breath and I felt how my body started to tremble, my chest opposing, beating harder as if it was going to explode and my heart jumping out of the chest.
I closed my eyes, not sure if I was dreaming or not but I felt my hand rising and soon enough it was around her soft and smooth neck and I pulled her closer.
And finally my lips met hers..
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