~Hana~

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His warm embraced caused me to tremble. In a comfortable way, in a ticklish way. In a wonderful way. The feeling went deep down inside, as if it was able to touch my soul. 

After a few seconds his arms disappeared and we lied down on the blanket, listening to the fire that was sparkling and looking at the night sky of the night. 

"If you had a wish.. what would you wish for?" He suddenly asked, his voice deep, the words had been thinking deeply and.. it was thoughtful in a way. 

"I.. don't know" I mumbled

"Anything?" He whispered

"I'd like to see My grandmom again" I said without thinking

The silence took over for a few minutes before he spoke

"Who was she to you?"

I smiled at the thought of my beautiful and wise grandmother

"She guided me. She was like ... a path.. A certain and comfortable path that I could always walk on. The biggest support and I love the way she smells. It's so calming to me. It calms my nerves down, everything. I feel so at ease with her presence around me" I said

"You seem to be at ease right now. I guess she must be here"

I smiled to myself

"She's right here" I whispered and moved the right hand to put it across my heart

"Hearts never forgets" JaeJoong whispered

I opened my eyes and moved my head to see his profile as he was closing his eyes, facing the sky

"What's yours?" I asked

A deep breath was taken and he then opened his eyes

"My wish is.. hard to understand" He whispered

He frowned, as if he was in pain. There was just something that I couldn't put my finger on but apparently something inside of him was aching

"I think I'll be able to if you start from scratch" I whispered 

He then turned his head and faced me, his eyes deeply looking into mine, but he was expressionless

"I wish I could"

"Is it really that impossible to tell me..? It's just a wish.." I said confused

He smiled at me

"No it's not just a wish. It's everything" He said

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~JaeJoong~

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The night had been amazing. Beyond expectations. beyond thoughts, hopes or anything that I could've wished for

I spun around to see Hana sleeping peacefully, quietly on the blanket with another blanket over her, my jacket as a pillow. Was she cold? Was she freezing?

I walked towards her and sat down to see her beautiful complexion in the sunrise. My index finger slided down, caressing her cheek gently as I looked at her. 

A heavy sigh was heard and I looked at the water before us. The sun was preparing itself to rise. I had to wake her up cause I couldn't leave just like that while she was sleeping. My heart that felt so heavy against my chest was preparing itself. Another day away from the light, away from everything. 

"Hana~"

She moved a little which caused me to chuckle but her eyes soon flicked open and she met me with her warm and beautiful smile

"Hey.." I whispered

"Hey there" She whispered

"I have to.. go" 

It took her some time before she realized the meaning behind my words and she slowly sat up and looked around

"Sunset" She whispered

I nodded

"I have to go"

"already?"

I couldn't help but to laugh at her innocence

"We've been out here all night" 

She smiled

"But it felt like hours" 

I moved her hair out of her face and smiled at the beauty that I was able to see only in the sunrise. The sun's beams that was slowly trying to get to us over the horizone, the sound of the water hitting against the stones and the sand and the soft and tenderlike breeze that was capturing us in its embrace

"I'll see you tonight.. Sunset" I whispered

"Lunchtime is better.."

It felt like a needle got through my heart, a small wound but endless pain. She had no idea what I would give to be able to meet her that soon. But even I knew that it was impossible

"I know but.. I can't"

She sighed

I helped her up and I looked behind myself to see the sun was only an inch away from appearing. I saw my left arm slowly disappearing, my fingertips. 

"I really have to go now. Do you think you're able to walk home by yourself? You know I wouldn't usually let you do that but.."

She looked at me confused but nodded slowly. I felt the regret building up inside and the guilt that I was feeling for not being able to see her home like a real guy should do

"I'm so sorry" I whispered

"I understand that you have to go. I'll see you at sunset okay?" She smiled

I saw right through her. The smile that was forced, but that the understanding was there. I swore to myself from this moment on I would never let her force a smile like that.. ever again.

I wrapped the blanket around her and watched her walk away slowly as I waved with my right hand, while my left hand was hiding behind my back

When she disappeared totally, I ran towards the lake, hurried up on the stone and looked at my reflection.

And when the first sunlight rised above the horizone line, I saw myself disappear completely..