It was just a normal boring weekend for Bom. She wanted to go out but she doesn't know where nor does she know who to go with. She wants to be with Ji but then she isn't really sure if she should ask him. They've been together for more than a month but sadly they still seem so uncomfortable with each other. She feels as though they're just simply friends. Friends that has much more connection? She doesn't even know how to call it. But one thing is for sure. She loves him and no one could ever change that.

Bom's POV

The first thing that came in mind after waking up was to text my one and only love. I greeted him good morning. But sadly it has been more than 30 minutes and he still hasn't replied yet. Perhaps he is just asleep. Yeah, he is just asleep. Otherwise, why wouldn't he reply, right? I just waited and waited and waited. And no, I haven't taken a bath yet and it's already like what 10 am? I find it pretty normal not to bath on weekends. *beep* YES! finally, he has replied!

"Good Morning :)" that's all he replied.

I kinda feel a sudden sting in my heart. It hurts so bad. Why do I feel this? Like I feel something bad is happening. Is this what they call a woman's intuition? Yeah, I think that's what they call it. But, why would I feel like this? Did something bad happen to Hyori? CL? Minkii? Ugh, I should really text them. Or maybe... Ji? I don't get what I'm feeling. Stupid instincts. I should really just neglect this.

"Hey, how are you? How was your sleep? :)' I replied that to him. 

I still feel butterflies in my stomach every time we text. It's like I don't know? a little school girl getting waved at by her crush kind of feeling. I just really really really like Ji Yong. I can't help but smile of the fact that he is finally mine. Well, I gotta admit. He wasn't my first choice but neither was I his, right? But I realized, I never really liked TOP. I just liked his talent. With Ji Yong there's just so much more about him. He makes me feel so happy without him even trying. He makes me feel like the best person alive. He has that aura on him that makes me so happy. I am in love. Yes, super in love. My heart feels so good. 

"Hi! You must be Bom :) I'm Yoona. Ji Yong's bestfriend"

Yoo-yoona? I've heard about her. But.... I feel really bad. I feel heart broken. I don't even know why. My heart just hurts so badly. But why should I? Ji Yong is mine, right? He wouldn't leave me. Plus he LOVES me, right? Yeah, he does. I shouldn't doubt him. I shouldn't think badly of him.

"Hey, yeah I am :)"

That's all I replied. I mean what is there more to reply, right? But why... why are they with each other? Why didn't he tell me? Is this why he didn't reply to me? I feel like I just stepped on thousands of nails. But why should I? Is this what they call insecurity? No, I shouldn't be. I should be confident because he is mine. Ji Yong is mine. He confessed to me and we are together. Yeah, that's it.

It's been more than one hour since I received a text. I feel worse now. But no, I should keep calm and be positive. I should never think bad. That's it, Bommie, positivity c'mon!

"It's really hard using Ji Yong's phone. Here 088-768-900, my number :)"

She gave me her number. Uh, yeah I'll just save it. What to do? I feel really bad now. No, Bommie, you will not over react. Keep calm. You must be a cool girlfriend that could tolerate everything he does. Yeah, it's fine. It's really fine, right? I shouldn't be like this. A relationship needs trust. He is yours Bommie. That's all that matters.

4 hours. Yeah, 4 hours has passed since they last texted. I wonder where they were. What they did. I wonder why they were with each other... This really hurts. I'm just stuck here waiting. Waiting and waiting..... Damn it hurts. Damn damn damn damn. I feel like dying. It hurts so freaking bad. It hurts. Why do I have to go through this? Why? Why?

"Hey"

He texted. He texted. Ugh.. Yeah I should stay cool and just pretend to be happy. Bommie, never say what you're really feeling. Don't.. Don't say it..

....

"Hi Ji Yong :)"