Chapter 25: Of Ice Pack & Stupid Chapter 25 Theme Song : Hooked by JJ Project     ♥♥♥     I don't want to pick up the call. The production team must be angry at me for running away from filming. They have every right to. This is against the contract. But honestly, I could not go through it. I might burst into stupid tears again. And the last thing I want is to show any more sign of weakness in front of him. Aish...I must have said embarrassing things just now. I shouldn't have. But I was too upset. All of those feelings were jolting to be spilled. Especially when I noticed he's trying to play yo-yo on me again. I knew from the way he's squirming like that and stuttering, hesitating, that he was about to say he liked me, without even considering the consequence, as he always did. That was not the first time. I've been lied to, twice...in just less than ten days. I can't let a third time happen. If I had let him continue speak, I'd feel all of my meager remaining of worth and pride have been taken away from me completely. Or maybe I'd feel pity towards him for being stuck in this show with someone like me even though he's just a normal immatured kid that nobody of my age should have any expectations on. Or maybe I'll just be dumbly posessed again to actually believe him.   So, I knew I did the right thing, even though PDnim might be upset when he hears this news.   I'm glad he didn't look for me, and even if he did, I'm glad he didn't found me. I feel so proud of myself, yet at the same time I felt stupid. How am I going to go through the selection time now, that I've messed up that date? Pabo, pabo Seungah. How are you going to go choose him for the final selection now after going crazy just a few hours back? I should've kept it all in and complete the filming and get done with all I had to do first at least, before exploding like that to him, not say it all in front of the camera. Aish. I'm not supposed to add the number of Rainbow haters.   The lights on my phone flickered again. This time, I glanced at the caller. Jei?   "Hello."   "Oh, Seungah...are you alright?"   "Eh?...Minjun oppa? Uhh, yeah." Why is he calling from...oh right, they're on a date. I forgot some people actually get to enjoy what a date really is, instead of enduring hurt by plastering smiles on their faces just to get viewers to feel warm and get butterflies watching the date. Sheesh. Lucky. I'm so jealous. If only...   "Seungah, where are you now? Can you...go back home and check on things? We want to return now but we're in the middle of a train ride. It will take time before we could make it there."   Something about the normal lightheartedness that was not present in his voice now...   "Oppa, what happened?"   "Okay, first, stay calm and don't be panic. We got call from Hyejeong. She said the boys were fighting."   "What?!"   "She said she tried to call you but you didn't pick up the call."   "Okay. I got it, oppa. On my way now. You too, don't worry. Hanging up now."   And I booked the first cab that came into view. When I reached our home, Hyejeong wasn't in sight, so I went straight away inside. Only to find, Hyungsik, seated on the floor in the boys' wide opened room, caressing his face that was faced downwards.    Only him. Where's the fight?   "Hyungsik?"   He looked up. And now I noticed, he was actually covering the lower part of his right cheek with his palm. I moved closer and removed his hand from his face, only to have my jaw dropped.   "Ommo... Hyungsik. So...it was you who fought? With who? But...why? Aish...and I thought there's enough drama here. I thought you are different. But apparently, boys will be boys. Angry, just fight." I kept on venting out my disappointment as I examined the vis