"And now an old song from the one and only T.O.P from Big Bang: Act like nothing's wrong" the radio announced as it blared through your friends radio

The song was a slow rap and beat song. 

Am I supposed to laugh
as if nothing's wrong
Each day passes by...
as if nothing's wrong

You swayed along to the music till your friend cut you off

"What are you doing?" she snapped as you looked at her confused

"W-What do you mean?" you asked back staring at her as if she was crazy

"Do you not know what this song means?" she asked annoyed

"It's Seunghyun singing a break up song" you explained as you continued to listen

"Yeah about another girl, his girl, his ex-girl" she said back

"So?" you replied shaking your head. Your friend sometimes has the weirdest thoughts

"You don't care that Seunghyun was so madly in love with another girl that he mentioned her in literally every single interview! That she was the one he would die for! The one that he would have risked his debut for her!" she yelled "Honestly if I were you, I wouldn't be dating Seunghyun because of his love. I would just feel awkward" she continued

"Well they have broken up now, plus it was so long ago" you mumbled in defense

"I know sweetie that you love him and I honestly don't blame you, but don't you ever feel that his heart is still with his ex?" she asked cautiously

"Like I said it was so long ago" you objected raising your voice a little bit louder

"I'm sorry" she said "You know how happy I am with you and him being in a relationship but I don't want you to be hurt"

"Seunghyun and I have been in a relationship for a long time now" you pointed out

"I know, I know but never hurts to make sure" she said

You sighed deeply. At first your friend was pissing you off but now you don't blame her. She was your best friend just looking out for your relationship.You thought more about what she said. You watched some of Big Bang's old interview and somehow Seunghyun's ex-girlfriend would always come up. It did hurt to watch and listen to him talk about how much he loved his ex-girlfriend and how painful the break up was. 

Seunghyun and you have been at a relationship for about a over a year, maybe a year and a half? But it was the same time his old relationship lasted. You shook your head to rid of these negative thoughts. You loved Seunghyun and you were pretty sure he loved you back right?

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"Baby?" he called out in the shower as you stepped in the house

"Yeah, I came back from my friend's place" you replied callling out to him.

You sighed deeply again. You couldn't get those thoughts out of your head. Maybe if you saw the love between Seunghyun and you, it would go away........You walked closer to you and Seunghyun's bedroom till you heard his voice call out

"Babe, I think I forgot to bring a shirt for myself. Can you grab one for me in my drawer?" he asked as you heard the shower stop running

"Sure" you called back dropping your bag on the floor and stepping closer to his drawer.

You opened it casually and you closed your eyes to cherish the smell. It always smelled like Seunghyun. With his cologne that made you feel more comfortable. You rummaged through the piles of shirt specifically searching for one that Seunghyun would like to wear. Most of them were regular shirts like t-shirts, sweaters, hoodies and if you were lucky v-necks. Such as those simple shirts but on Seunghyun, they looked amazing.

You reached the bottom of the pile of clothes till you found a photo. Curious you picked it up and as you did, your heart stopped. It was her. The ex-girlfriend or as you presume. Seunghyun never showed pics because he respects his ex-girl's privacy but you were absolutely sure this was her. You could tell by the way he was wrapping his arm around her waist, the way she was smiling up at him as if he just told a joke, and the way he was looking at her.......

You felt two cold streams of tears flow down your cheeks. Why were you crying? you thought to yourself as you continued staring at the picture. Was it because they looked liked the perfect picture of two people madly in love or that he still kept this picture after so long?

"Babe What happened? Look at me I am dripping we-" he joked as he walked into the