Smile, for me

The Howling - Part IV: Inevitable

 

As he lay there, Joonmyun could feel Jongin watching him, could feel the strength and protectiveness radiating from him even from across the room. When he moved across the room, the elder's eyes fluttered shut, only reopening when he felt something being placed on his chest -- the remote, he quickly realized. He picked it up and pushed himself up on his elbows as he glanced back at the boy, trying not to laugh at what he'd said.
 
"Aww... my big, bad wolf is afraid of zombies?" Joonmyun's tone was nothing short of teasing as he reached up to poke at the younger male's shoulder, a playful smile tugging up the corner of his lips before he sat up and began scrolling through the movies. "I'm not a fan of horror movies anyway, so no worries." He would just pick something simple, possibly a Disney movie, because he was likely to fall asleep anyway. 
 
Despite having that in mind, choosing one seemed to be impossible; Jongin had a library of movies that would rival even the most stocked of video stores, and it was almost intimidating how many movies he had. Finally, he gave up and selected one of his favorites -- /Finding Nemo/ -- before tossing the remote at the end of the bed and pulling himself up to sit closer to Jongin. 
 
Before he could say anything about his choice, Joonmyun shot him a look. "Don't laugh, okay? It's a good movie and I really like it." And I could probably recite it line for line if I wanted to, but I won't because that would be stupid and I'd look silly. Without another word, Joonmyun settled in next to Jongin, absently reaching for the younger male's hand and linking their fingers as the opening credits began.

 

Jongin bristled a little at the teasing, but not before sticking his tongue out like any mature eighteen year old boy does. "I'm not... afraid, per se... They're just creepy. The way you can only kill them by destroying the brains or severing the spinal cord. I dunno, maybe it's just me... but your big bad wolf isn't so big and bad when he can't use a gun on all fours..."
 
He huffed playfully and shuffled into the pillows more, an eyebrow quirking at the choice of movie. He didn't say anything though, not even when Joonmyun tried to explain his choice of mvie. Instead he shrugged and smiled when the elder found his hand and linked their fingers together. 
 
"You have nice hands," he murmured after a moment, eyes drawing from the cartoon ocean on screen to trace his gaze over Joonmyun's hand before he squeezed it gently and leaned into the elder male. "really nice. Like your smile...and your eyes.."

 

It was easy to say that Joonmyun's attention wasn't on the movie, but it was difficult to stay focused on much for too long with Jongin so close. He didn't care though; the movie, after all, here merely been an excuse to settle down and just enjoy each other's company. /'Nemo'/ wasn't necessary, but it was nice to have something there in the silence between them. 
 
He looked down at their hands, giving Jongin's fingers a light squeeze in return. "You have a pretty smile, too, Jongin; you just need to smile more." Joonmyun looked up -- noticing then how far he'd sunk down -- and gave the boy a soft expression. "Promise to smile more for me, okay? You look so much better when you smile." 
 
After a moment, Joonmyun closed his eyes and rested his head against Jongin's shoulder. It was easy to lose himself in the warmth and comfort, and it didn't take long until he'd drifted off, sinking into a pleasant darkness that promised peace and pleasant dreams. 

 

Jongin blushed a little at the elder's words, breath catching in his throat and a smile inadvertently sneaking its way onto his features. "For you," he murmured softly in response, shifting a little so he was facing Joonmyun more, the pad of his thumb gently brushing up and down the elder's knuckles. "I'll smile for you..."
 
He went silent after that, noting the way Joonmyun leaned into him and then started to doze. The feeling of the elder's warmth so close, of his breath on Jongin's shoulder, had the younger male smiling even more, and he carefully unlinked their fingers so he could sit his arm over the elder's waist.
 
Jongin's eyes closed, and he was content for a few minutes to just listen to the sound of Joonmyun breathing, to listen to his heartbeat, until finally, the warmth and comfort pulled him under and he curled into Joonmyun more, fingers curled into his shirt, as he began to doze as well.
 

 

A/N [EDIT]

Dear wonderfully amazing readers, 

This chapter marks the end for part four. Please keep an eye out for part five. I would like to state right now that things are going to be picking up soon and there are going to be several time jumps, so please bear with us as we continue. 

- author-nims

Okay... forget that... because we have a different idea that we think you guys will like better. So.... please anticipate!

 

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Cocoa12-6-5-15
#1
Chapter 32: OMO OMO that last part.... Don't supress kai... i need to know i can trust you Jongin.......... ALL of YOU!!! that was mind-blowing awesome!! can't wait to see the next part!! Kai wait a little bit you are going to be free and joonmyung is going to love you as a whole!!
vivalaexo
#2
Chapter 32: OH MY GOODNESS
DON'T SUPRESS KAI. I NEED TO KNOW I CAN TRUST


>>ALL<<
OF YOU

the sound that just came from my mouth oh my goodness. i hope i didn't wake anyone up. ahhh


too many feelings
Cocoa12-6-5-15
#3
Chapter 31: -kisse kisse..... omo omo
vivalaexo
#4
Chapter 31: Chapter 30: LOL he won't be able to complain whenever she throws a spatula at him xxD that's so cute
:<
i want chicken. with garlic and sauce. and i hate you.
coz the only thing i have back at my house are macaroni with an array of bits of meat.
but...
i want what they're eating.......
I'm gonna see if I can convince my sister to cook something like this this weekend...... alsdkfsd
i caan't
everything is so <33 asdhldk- worthy and aahh

Chapter 31: DANCING!
omg. omg i ashuidl.
im expiriencing too many feelings atm.
cheesy and cheese pizza hahahaha


;aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa;
must
not
shriek
because
KISS
I
I
I

;___________________________________;
I love youuus. Because. Ugh.
I don't normally spaz this much /liar/ Or maybe it's because i didn't give up on this story or because it's been 4 parts and ive read everything to the T or im rambling right now
but UUGHH is my summary for these to chapters.
UGH in the most positive sense of the UGH.
because UGHH my feelings and UGH trying not to squeal outloud saying /JOONMYUNAHH YOU YOU AAHH/ because im currently sitting in a aisle in a part of the unviersity and people are passing left and right from me and just no. LOL
iwill not be remembered as the girl crying at her laptop screen saying unpronounceable names. LOL
cosmickisses
#5
Chapter 31: OMG! The kiss...I cannot! OH MY GOD! -squeals- It was perfect and long-awaited. All these feelings!!! Thank you!-melts-
oldriane
#6
Chapter 31: the kiss.. THE KISS my goddddddd
cosmickisses
#7
Chapter 29: Can I just melt here? I think I've turned into a puddle of goo. This is so amazing and I can just imagine how breathtaking the scene was. -squeals- Thanks for these updates! ^^ *also I'm loving the build up*
Cocoa12-6-5-15
#8
Chapter 29: Awwww they are so so so gwaaaad!!!! love them so much!
vivalaexo
#9
Chapter 29: Chapter 27: lmfao. Aggresive when it comes to food Joonmyunah? xxD
i kinda like the descriptions of whenever jongin eats lol it's all /yanking pieces of bread here/ /rumbling stomach there/ /im still hungry/ hahaha

Chapter 28: ugh. is it BAD that I already WANT Joonmyun to break down and just freak the out? Just a sobbing mess and a breautiful consoling Jongin by his side? ...I know I would've already, hahahaha. omg. probably multiple times already. Joonmyun is certainly a strong person.
you guuys. You're gonna make me want to watch Nemo again!! i remember the part about the butts hahaha
EEE. We finally get to know the surpirse?! :D~~~

Chapter 29: HECK, even I'M nervous Joonmyun! ahhlaskd ah my goodness. Incoherent comment coming your way. askjjlsk This is so freaking cuuuuute T____T and i squealed at the words /implied intimacy/. the facts that the others helped is so <3 asdfghjkl- worthy and. agh. jongin so happy and giddy and will forever have a permanent smile stuck on his face because of this! ahahaha
vivalaexo
#10
Chapter 27: what the. 3?
THREE.
you..i..
/starts reading/