Kyungsoo POV

It been 2 years since I seen Kai and my other friends. I been stuck working here non stop. I had to quit school to do this job. I guess my dad is satified with me working at this dump.

"I'm just in deep aoi kodoku no (umi no naka)"

I been lonely without Kai. I haven't been myself for the past 2 years. I miss his touches, kisses, his voice, his personally and mainly everything else. I miss Baekhyun and Chanyeol and their cheesiness. I miss Suho advice and jokes. I miss every thing.

"Deguchi  no nai,kunou  kakae"

The world seem so dull in my eyes. No life in it. It's like I'm in hell.. I'm trapped in a hellish prison..

"Kawaita seka tatazunderu"

I can't escape even if I tried.. If I run they'll find me.. Kai I can't go to you'll because I'll get taken away from you again.. I'm sorry.. I might not be able to see you again.

"Kokoro. fukaku, kareta kaujou. seek in the dark, here's no light"

I burst into tears. What if Kai doesn't love me anymore? I looked out the window and started to sing more.

"kinou, kyou mo, asu mo, mienai kotae wo sagae
boku wa... boku wa... ittai doko e to, yukeba ii no

sotto sawattara, sugu ni (kowareru)
mujou na yasashisa nado, iranai (usotsuite)
omoi kokoro no tobira shimeta mama
iki mo dekizu mogaki kurushinderu
I just boku wa ima, morosa ni hitaru yo"

I can't even finish singing because my pain is too much to bear. Should I end my life? I think that might be the best option since my world isn't a live anymore. I collasped on the floor crying out for Kai. Kai I really need you.. Kai without you, my music is heartless. When will my music will be filled with love and passion again? I cried myself to sleep like I always do thinking about Kai.

Kyungsoo Dad POV

Wow. Kyungsoo got a nice voice.. But it's filled with pain. Am I the reason why his voice is filled with pain? Did I take my son's source of happiness away? I don't know why I feel guilty lately. I got what I wanted right? But then why I'm not happy?

"Kai... Jong-in..." Jong-in. Kyungsoo's best friend. He says his name everyday and tears come out. Is it that my son is in love with Jong-in? He haven't seen him in 2 years.. So was he the reason why Kyungsoo ran away from me? Maybe I need to give Jong-in a visit..