Convincing
I just read too many Fanfics
Key’s POV
Two weeks passed since Jonghyun’s birthday. Two weeks of hell. During that time I had terrible mood swings, terrible appetite and sometimes I would break down like a al school girl who had just been rejected. The members noticed my strange behavior as well but no one ever tried getting to the bottom of me. Well everyone except Jonghyun. I could constantly feel the Dino’s gaze following my every movement. He didn’t question me, he didn’t talk to me – he just watched. But in his eyes I could see that he wanted to tell me something but never could. Jonghyun would open his mouth and then close it again afraid of the impact his words would have on me. And even though I wanted to know what he was thinking really badly I couldn’t bring myself to ask him. And that is how time went by – staying quiet despite having so many things to say.
I hadn’t talked to Mir, Jinwoon or Dongwoon since. I had missed Dongwoon’s calls on purpose. I didn’t want to talk to him at the moment. He might be worried….. And he might have me…….
After two weeks I calmed down. I didn’t even know if I was – maybe it was just a hallucination...….. It wasn’t – it was reality but I had to get over it sooner or later. Besides sulking never helps. Everything is fine, Everything is okay….
Everything is good….. Who are you trying to convince, Key?
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