"WE AIM TO PLEASE." - CHRISTIAN GREY

 

RYEOWOOK POV

The early morning sunlight streaming through the curtain bathed Kyuhyun in an amazing beautiful golden hue. It was such an amazing sight to wake up to. I gazed at his fluttering eyes as he started waking up, a soft smile spread slowly across my face as he looked at me.   "Good morning, baby." he murmured sleepily.   I ran my thumb down the side of his face and grinned, "Good morning. Feeling better?"   He nodded and leaned in to kiss my lips.   "The medication nurse will be here in half an hour, would you like me to buy some pancakes?" I ask, lifting myself out of bed.   "Yes please." he said trying to move out also but I abruptly stop him.   "What do you think you're doing?"    "Baby, I want to go outside. I'm tired of lying here all day." he pout his lips adorably, making my poor heart skipped a beat.   I wrapped my arms around his neck as he placed his on my waist pulling our bodies closer.   "After you take your medicines we will go outside, okay? For the mean time you need to stay here." I kiss his pouting lips for a long time before letting go.   "Will you help me to take a bath when you get back?" the sudden question halted my step, eyebrows raised as he look back at me with a cheeky smile.   "Please?" he pleaded.   I sighed as I went back to his bed and cupped his face and said, "Alright. Laters, baby. I love you."    "I love you too."    -----*****-----   After 15 minutes I'm able to return with take out foods. I quickly set the table and we started eating. During the course of our meal Kyuhyun is surprisingly quiet. It's deafening.   'WHY IS IT LIKE THIS? KYUHYUN IS NOT NORMALLY QUIET. AISHH! I HATE IT WHEN I CAN'T EVEN TELL WHAT'S ON HIS MIND! SO FRUSTRATING!'   Few minutes more and we're done eating. I put away the things we used and went inside the bathroom to prepare his bath. We should use extra precaution because his dextrose must be intact or else we will deal with doctor Hwang's endless nagging.    "It's bath time, Kyuhyunnie." I said offering my hand to him.   He took it and we get inside the bathroom.    "Kyu?"    "Yes baby?" he said as he play with the bubbles on the tub. He even have a rubber ducky floating around him. Cutie!    I'm seated on a low-rise chair beside the tub, his back is facing me so I can scrub him. His left hand is placed on the side, careful not to have a back flow.    "Your parents are coming with Ahra noona. Are you ready to meet them again?" I felt his body stiffen under my touch, bet he's battling with himself whether to answer me or not.   Afraid that I upset him I resume scrubbing his back and mutter, "It's okay if you don't want to answer. I know it's a sore topic for you. Let me finish this so we can go."   I'm about to help him up when he pulled me into his arms. Making me shiver as his wet body met mine.    "Should I be nice to them, Wookie-ah?" he breaths and gently my back with his free hand.   "Of course. They're still your parents and they love you. Don't be harsh on them and on yourself. Give them a chance." I said, burying my face on the crook of his neck.   "Stay." he pulls away and clasps my face with both hands.   "You know I can't." I whisper.   "I want to introduce you to my parents. Pretty, please?" he leans down and capture my lips.   He try to deepen the kiss but I immediately pull away.   "It's a NO and don't try to argue with me, handsome Kyuhyunnie." I pecked his bare shoulder three times before reaching a white towel for him to dry himself.    "I used to persuade you with my kisses, what changed?" he ask.   "Nothing's changed, Kyuhyun-ah. I need to be home and do some final checking with my things."    We are now infront of the mirror. He's now dressed with blue sweat pants and white shirt. I'm drying his hair when he noticed that my clothes are wet.   "You need to change your clothes. I'm sorry I get you damp."   "I'm fine don't worry." I smile at him and continue with the task.   -----****-----   Few moments after we're able to walk to the hospital's garden. We settle ourselves on a bench near the fountain, watching the other patients walk-by. Again there's a never ending silence between us. Did I upset him? Why is he like this? He's cheerful and sweet when we woke up. Then all of a sudden he's quiet and mysterious. PMS-ing much?!   When I look up at him he's staring at the two children running around the fountain. I think they're six and five years old respectively. He's fond of children, I can say by the way his eyes glitter with happiness as if he's watching himself when he was young.   We stay that way for a while. I didn't say anything. Silence is therapeutic in times like this.   "Baby..." finally he speaks up.   "Yes?"   "I have something to tell you." he said. Nervousness is evident.    "Go on. I'm listening."    "When the pictures came out, Mr. Park the President of the company and I had a talk. He asked me to choose between you and my career." he held my hand tightly and continue, "You may think that I choose the latter but I didn't, believe me. I'd rather lose everything than to see him hurt you." his eyes are now blinded with anger.    "Hurt me?" I ask as I play with his fingers.    "Yes. Here's the catch, if I choose my career we will continue with the plan. You know the concert and all but I need to give you up." his fist curled into a ball as he continue, "if I choose you and our relationship it'll be the END of Cho Kyuhyun. He can do whatever he wants with me but I can't risk your safety. I don't want him to hurt you or your family so I chose the first one. I'm sorry if you think I didn't love you enough, Wookie-ah. There's never a day that I stop loving you. Please don't hate me. I can't stand it if you hate me."    Honestly, I'm not mad at him anymore. Yes, I doubted his feelings but I never felt anger towards him. You can say that it's impossible but I'm saying the truth here. I can't bring myself to be angry with him more over to hate him. He's so precious to me and no matter what happen it'll be that way forever.    "I'm thankful you had this chance to explain everything, Kyuhyun-ah. When you ended our relationship I was devastated and so you are. You may not admit it to me but I felt it. Sounds weird, right? But it's true. My Kyuhyunnie maybe stubborn and immature but he's not a bad person. Don't worry I don't hate you and never will I be."   He moved closer to me, making me hold my breathing. 'BREATH RYEOWOOK! BREATH!' I look into his eyes lovingly, as he caresses my left cheek. 'OH MY! WHY AM I SO NERVOUS?'   "You have no idea how happy I am that I'm able to say this to you, Wookie-ah. I thought I will never have a chance."   "Since you've been so honest today I'd like to tell you something too."   "Really? Let me guess, you'll tell me that you will not leave and that we will start all over again. Am I right?" he chuckle, pulling me close to him. My head is rested on his shoulder as his free hand is on top of my shoulder. I love his natural scent. It's intoxicating!   "Hahaha! Very funny! But on the contrary I do want to start all over but not now. We have to do well separately. By the time we are both ready we can start again. Sounds perfect, isn't?"   "Uh huh! It sounds easy too. But it isn't. Are we ready to be separated again, baby?" he ask as he pecked my temple and runs his hand on my side.   "More than ready. Two years is nothing." I smile with my optimistic thought and continue, "Hey let me have your hand. The one without the IVF." I said as I pull myself away from him. He did what he was told.   I slowly removed the bracelet from my wrist and locked it in on him.    "I wanted to give it back to you but you had an accident so I had no chance to do it."   "But why? This is yours. I have mine remember?"   "It had been cut down during the accident. One of the nurses handed it to me when you're still unconscious. So I'm giving mine to you to remind you that one day, KyuWook will be reunited."   "I can buy another pair..."   "No, baby. This bracelet holds a very important part of our relationship that if you buy another pair it is not as significant as this. Accept this or you will never see me again. You choose!"   "Aishh!! Alright! I will keep this." he said helplessly.   "That's better! Aren't you tired? Let's get inside."    "Let's stay for few more minutes." he close his eyes and hum our favorite song.   "If Kyuhyunnie wants it." I rested back my head on his shoulder and enjoy the serenity of his voice and the solemnity of the moment.   -----*****----- KYUHYUN POV   Ryeowook and I went back inside the hospital and into my private room. The clock reads 9:45 am. In few minutes Ahra will be here with our parents. In all honesty, I'm not excited to see them again. It's been what eight months since I last saw them and now we're gonna meet again in the confines of this four-walled hospital room! Yeah right BITTER!    "Of course. They're still your parents and they love you. Don't be harsh on them and on yourself. Give them a chance."   How can I not be harsh on them when every time I see them the pain of rejection is here inside my heart? It's still here! I sighed as Ryeowook sit beside me and hold my hand.   "Don't be nervous