RYEOWOOK POV 

  We are inside the car when heavy rain starts to pour down. We're at the back seat, Kyuhyun is the one who is seating while my head rests on his lap. On his left hand he is holding a camera and his right was holding onto mine. I look up to him and caught him smiling genuinely.   "Why are you smiling like that?" I ask.   "I'm scanning some old pictures with Ahra then I realized that its been a long time since I last saw her. I think it was Christmas last year."   "She's not here in Korea?"   "Yeah. She's now in Austria. After she finished college she decided to have her masteral there and at the same time be a professor."    "You are so close with her aren't you?"   "Yeah. She's the only one who believed in me; in my singing capabilities. Noona supported me, the one that our parents didn't bother to give me during my training days."   I can feel Kyuhyun's bitterness towards his parents even though it happened maybe few years ago. The way he say the words it feels like it just happened yesterday. The pain is there. It's always been there. His jaw clenched and his grip of my hand gets tighter. I winced but I didn't show it. This is not about my pain. This is about Kyuhyun. I'm not selfish to bring myself to him when he needed me and that time is NOW.    "You have me now Kyu. I always believe in you, you know that." and I kiss the top of his hand that's holding mine.    "I know baby. That's why I'm thankful that you come into my life. You always makes me feel special even though I'm not."   "Babe, you're special even before you met me. Don't belittle yourself, its not the Kyuhyun I know."    "Thank you baby." he reached down to kiss me and I smiled before indulging into this sweet ecstasy.   -----*****-----                                         After an hour the rain subsided. Kyuhyun and I decided to drop by a mini grocery store to buy some ingredients for our dinner. I was having a hard time picking the right ones because the maknae always put "unnecessary" things on our basket. Not to mention the stolen kisses and bickering we had along the way. I think this what made us different from the other couple. EunHae will always be the "Intimate and Yummy couple". YeMin will be "Cute and Weird couple". Us, KyuWook will always be the "Bickering and Maknae couple".    Few minutes passed and we are now heading to the villa.    "Baby?" he ask. He's driving with his left hand. The other one is holding mine.   "Hmmm?"    "Did you have a girlfriend/boyfriend back in high school? In college?"    "Hahaha! Why did you ask?"   "I just wanted to know. Is that a too personal question for you?"   "No. Well, I did have crushes but I didn't commit myself to anyone."    "Why?"   "Because I haven't met you yet."   "Come on! Don't flatter your Kyuhyunnie that much! Its not healthy. Hahaha!"   "I'm serious babe. I'm contented with my life because I thought having my friends beside me will make me happy; I am happy no doubt about it but I never thought that having you will make my life -a lot more- happier.   "You said thank you moments ago, this time I will say it. Thank you babe."       "It's my pleasure baby."   -----*****-----   "Shindong hyung!!!"    I excitedly stepped out of the car when I saw a familiar man standing near the front door. He's the same age with Minnie. They were childhood friends. Their family are the ones who take care of the house when no one is using them.    "Wookie!!" he chirped excitedly.   I managed to get closed to him and envelopes him to a bear hug. I miss this hyung of mine. I last saw him back when we celebrated Minnie's birthday last January. It's August now. Wow! 7months is no joke.   "Minnie told me you will spend the weekend here with a friend or should I say boyfriend? You're all grown up now Wookie!" he said and ruffles my hair.   "Shhh. Don't say it too loud hyunggiee! You will ruin the plan!"   "Oppss! Sorry about that but where is he?"    'OKAY I FORGOT ABOUT HIM! HOW COULD YOU KIM RYEOWOOK!'   Kyuhyun is now at the trunk getting our luggage and the grocery bags. I hurriedly walk to him and try to get the excess things he's holding but he tapped my hand away and take hold of it and walk to were my hyung is waiting.    "Kyuhyun-ah this is Shindong hyung. Hyung this is Cho Kyuhyun."    I formally introduced them to each other.   "Nice to meet you Kyuhyun-ssi."    "Same here Shindong-ssi."   "Drop the formalities. You can call me hyung."   "If that's want you want hyung."   "Okay that's enough! Let's get inside." I said.   I open the front door for we can get inside. It's now 4 in the afternoon and we haven't eaten our lunch yet. Luckily Kyuhyun managed to drive even with an empty stomach. I immediately made my way to the kitchen and prepare our food.    "Hyung, join us with our meal okay? We haven't seen each other for a while and you owe me lots of story. You know between you and Nari-ssi." I'm cutting the vegetables when Shindong hyung take a seat on a stool in the counter leaving Kyuhyun alone in the living room I think.    "I'm sorry Wookie I can't join you. Nari and I will be having a meeting with our wedding planner later at 5." he said.   "But hyung! I want to hear your stories... Please hyung..."   "I'm sorry Wookie-ah. We need to finalize everything. We just have less than 4months to prepare. I hoped you understand."   "Alright hyung I understand. But you need to go to Seoul before your D-day okay? We miss you a lot!"    "Of course I will. For now I really need to go. Will you be okay here with Kyuhyun-ssi?"   "Yes hyung. We'll be fine. Thank you."   "Okay. I'll leave now Wookie-ah. See you soon! Bye!"   "Bye hyung!"   -----*****-----   "Babe?"   I called out for Kyuhyun after I settle the foods on the table. I know he's just exploring the house. I went to the living room but he's not there. I went upstairs and checked each room but no traces of Kyuhyun can be found.   'WHERE IS MY KYUHYUNNIE?'   As I'm walking around the living room for the nth time, I remember a certain place that I haven't went into. The gazebo! I strode the small hallway leading to the back part of the villa. Donghae hyung always spend his time there watching his "family" swim around the little pond.   I reached the end of the hallway and found the missing part of me standing near the artificial falls and feeding the little creatures swimming beneath the clear water. His back is facing me so I have all the time to indulge myself at the wonderful site infront of me.   A minute passed and I made my way to where he is. I hug him from the back making him stiffen slightly but eventually relaxed his body when I squeezed him tighter.   "The food is ready. Let's eat." I said resting my head deeper into his back.   "I'm not hungry." he said while holding my arms on his chest and playing with my short fingers.   "But we didn't get a chance to eat our lunch. How come you're not hungry?"    "Because you're here now."   "You're being cheesy Kyu. Come on we shouldn't keep the food waiting."   I was about the let go of him but he hold my wrist, making me to turn around and met those dark brown orbs of him.    "Why?" I ask.   He didn't answer instead he pull me to his arms and nuzzled his face on the crook of my neck. We always hug each other but this one is a bit different. This is something that relaxes every part of my being as if I don't want to let go yet its impossible to do so. I don't want to think any negative thoughts right this very moment but deep in my heart I know that I am afraid that after this hug he will leave me. I can't handle that. I'm used to his presence. His touch. His love. His kisses. His smile. I'm used to have Cho Kyuhyun in my life. Living now without him is like living in a world without oxygen.    I pushed aside my train of thoughts and ask him,   "Babe what are you thinking? You seemed so quiet an