A/N : Prepare your heart. ='(

 

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KYUHYUN POV

I'm standing behind the wooden doors of the elegant hall where in my press conference will be held in just a few minutes. Today is the JUDGMENT DAY.    Heechul hyung approach me and patted my back.   "Kyuhyun-ah, there's no turning back now. Are you sure about this?"   I look up to him with the best poker face that I muster and answer,   "Yes hyung."   "Alright. We will start in a minute."   With that he left me and went to god knows where. I glance at my phone and unconsciously gripped it real tight when it beeps showing Ryeowook's name.    'FOCUS KYUHYUN!! FOCUS!!'   I mentally scolded myself due to a second of confusion. Being distracted is the least thing I want to happen today, right this moment. Because when it eats me Ryeowook, my baby will suffer. I don't want that to happen. I'd rather DIE to see him living in a miserable state because of me.    I was in a deep thought when Heechul hyung came back to me and whisper,           "It's time..."   -----*****-----        Flashes of cameras are everywhere. Some reporters keep on calling my name but I ignore them. I'm not here for them to take pictures. I'm here to stand for a CHOICE that I know will benefit the one I love the most... Kim Ryeowook.    I directly went to the table with hundreds of microphones infront of it and take a seat and came face to face with reporters who was invited by Mr. Park to be present here and listen to my "statement." I didn't waste another minute, I sternly look at my spectators and begin.     "I'M NOT DATING ANYONE. Those pictures that came out yesterday is definitely me and Kim Ryeowook-ssi but that was it. Last night I invited him to my friend's party and we had a good time chatting with each other. Little did we know that someone took our pictures secretly. I know that the person responsible for those stolen shots is here. I'm not a person who's into scandal for the sake of stardom! I have a talent that I can be proud of and I don't entrust my popularity with a beginner! Furthermore the management will take a legal action concerning this.   To my dear gaemers, sorry for making you go through a lot especially when this scandal came out. I'm gratefull for your never ending support and understanding. I have a single request though, please don't lay a hand on Ryeowook-ssi. Like you he is my fan and I don't want bad things to happen to him. If you could grant my simple request, you make me the happiest man in the world.   To finish this press conference, I would like to ask you to leave Kim Ryeowook-ssi alone.     Thank you for your time coming here. I hope all questions are properly answered. Good day."   With that I stand up from my seat, bowed and left the conference hall. Having this decision will hurt Ryeowook but this is the best for him. If it was only me I can take it. I'm immune to it. But Ryeowook is too fragile to be drag in this kind of situation. He's too nice to be hurt. Too loving to be dumped. But I DID. I'M STUPID. A REAL STUPID.   -----*****----- RYEOWOOK POV   I woke up with the sound of a frantic Hyukjae walking anxiously around the room. I guess he stayed for the night. He's wearing different shirt from yesterday. But the way he look is definitely a lot serious from the usually bubbly monkey guy.    "Good morning Hyukkie!" I cheerfully greeted him with my half closed eyes.   "W-wookie..." his voice is trembling as if he had been crying for hours.    "Is everything okay? Why is your voice like that? and your eyes... Are you crying?"   "N-no... I mean... Yes..."   I was able to pull myself out of bed and went to his side. He's now settled on a couch adjacent to the bed with his head ducked down.    'AIGOO!! THIS CRY BABY!'   I held both of his hand, making him raise his head up meeting with my questioning ones.    "Come on tell what's bothering you this early?"   "Kyu... kyuhyun-ah..."   "Kyuhyunnie? Why? What happen to him?"   Instead of answering he ushered me to the living room. He let me seat on the same spot where Kyuhyun and I cuddle each other last night. He turn on the television and the first thing that I saw is Kyuhyun. I think he's having a press conference. But he didn't mention anything like this to me last night... WAIT!!! I-is this about... US??   Kyuhyun is handsome, no doubt about it. But he look so serious. It scares me to look at him like that. It's as if an impending doom will about to happen.   "I'M NOT DATING ANYONE. Those pictures that came out yesterday is definitely me and Kim Ryeowook-ssi but that was it. Last night I invited him to my friend's party and we had a good time chatting with each other. Little did we know that someone took our pictures secretly. I know that the person responsible for those stolen shots is here. I'm not a person who's into scandal for the sake of stardom! I have a talent that I can be proud of and I don't entrust my popularity with a beginner! Furthermore the management will take a legal action concerning this.   My dear gaemers, sorry for making you go through a lot especially when this scandal came out. I'm gratefull for your never ending support and understanding. I have a single request though, please don't lay a hand on Ryeowook-ssi. Like you he is my fan and I don't want bad things to happen to him. If you could grant my simple request, you make me the happiest man in the world.   To finish this press conference, I would like to ask you to leave Kim Ryeowook-ssi alone.     Thank you for your time coming here. I hope all questions are properly answered. Good day."     Did I he just denied me on national television?? Is this kind of a prank or something? A nightmare?? NO!!!!!!!! Kyuhyunnie will not do such thing to me! He loves me!!! He told me several times that he will not leave me, that he will PROTECT me!!! B-but... but what is this??? I don't understand! Why??    The press conference is over and another show is being shown yet my senses is not functioning accordingly. I'm NUMB! I'm DEAF! I'm.... BROKEN.   Hyukjae quickly turn off the television and stormed his way beside me. He pull me to a hug. A hug that I momentarily rejected but soon give in. The realization that Kyuhyun denied me is just so PAINFUL. His words keep on running through my mind.   "I'M NOT DATING ANYONE"   "I'M NOT DATING ANYONE"   "I'M NOT DATING ANYONE"   "I'M NOT DATING ANYONE"   "I'M NOT DATING ANYONE"     Am I that worthless to be dumped like that? Is my love not enough for him to fight for us? I thought he love me? That he will protect me? He even told my parents that he will make me the happiest man. Is that all LIES?? Did he just played with me? But... I gave him everything that I have. My attention. My love. My affection. Even... my purity... Why Kyuhyun??? WHY!!!   "Wookie-ah..."    "H-hyukjae... i-it hurts... Am I just a thing for him? That he'll just throw away after he get what he wants? Hyukkie... it hurts... it hurts..."    I cried endlessly on his shoulder. I don't care any less because it damn hurts!!!! I can feel that even my bestfriend is crying too. He's such a cry baby. But now we aren't different anymore.   "Sshhh... I know it hurts, angel. But don't hate him. You know Kyuhyun-ah better than this. I'm here for you..."   "Hyukkie... Hyukkie..."   "Sshhh..."   I didn't say anything. I just cried myself out on his shoulder.    After what it seems like forever, Hyukjae guided me back to my room. I'm a crying mess right now. The little Mr. Sunshine Kim Ryeowook is not anymore existing. He lay me down on bed carefully like I'm the most fragile thing on earth. He brushed off my bangs and plant a kiss on my forehead.    "I'll make breakfast. Rest here okay? I'll be back."   "Hyukkie... don't leave me..." I said as fresh tears came down again from my -now- puffy and blood shot eyes.   "Sshhh... Stop crying already angel. I'll just make something for you in the kitchen and I'll get back to you... Promise. I will not leave you."   He then wiped my tears and went straight to the door. He took a final glance at me before closing it. When he left, I shakily grab my phone and dial Kyuhyun's number. I need to know why he did what he does in the press conference. Even if hearing it will break my heart all over