Chapter 35

Once a FANBOY, always a FANBOY
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A/N : I made two flashbacks here. Sorry if you'll be confuse at some parts. Basically Ryeowook doesn't live anymore at his apartment at the start of his POV. I hope that helped. I'll stop now. Hehehe!! Enjoy reading... ^^

  -----****-----  KYUHYUN POV   When Ryeowook left, I found myself in the comfort of my room. This is where Wookie and I slept for many times already. This is where I make love to him for the first time. This is where we cuddle each other to sleep. This bed will now be a symbol that once in my life, a guy named Kim Ryeowook made me HAPPY and LOVED.   Instead of going back to bed I went to the nearby cushion. I curled up, knees pulled to my chest, and my face is ducked down hardly controlling my tears to fall. Ryeowook's words just keep on roaming in my mind.    "You don't know how painful it is to lose everything because you're too SELFISH!!! You're the most selfish guy I ever met in my life!!!"    'IF IT WASN'T FOR ME I GUESS YOU'RE STILL BE SEEING YOUR PRECIOUS ANGELS. IF IT WASN'T FOR ME, YOU'RE STILL THE BEST DJ IN TOWN. I'M SO SORRY FOR PUTTING YOU IN HELL, BABY. YOU DON'T DESERVE SOMEONE LIKE ME. YOU'RE TOO BE GOOD TO BE TRUE. FROM THIS DAY ON YOU'RE FREE KIM RYEOWOOK. IT BREAKS MY WHOLE BEING TO SEND YOU AWAY BUT THIS IS FOR THE BETTERMENT OF YOUR LIFE. HAVE A GOOD LIFE BABY. I WILL LOVE YOU FOREVER.'   I picked my phone that's resting beside me and dialed a number. I badly needed to talk to HER. It took a single ring before I heard her soft voice on the other line.   "Hello Kyuhyun-ah?"   "N-noona... I-it h-hurts... R-ryeowook a-and I..." I said while sobbing like a 5-year old child.   "Kyu, what happened? Sshhh... Don't worry noona is here."   "I-I hurt h-him, n-noona... I'm a bad p-person in his eyes... N-noona..."   "Listen to me Cho Kyuhyun, you are not a bad person. Ryeowook-ah maybe angry at you at the moment but he will forgive you. Ssshhh... Kyu... stop crying."   "Noona, I want to die....."   "Yah!! Cho Kyuhyun!! Don't you ever say that! I will help you get through this. Wait for me. I'm going back there. Don't do anything, you get it?! Or else I'll be the one to kill you!"   *Sob* *sob* *sob*   "Please Kyu, don't try to hurt yourself. Noona will be there. Just please..."   "C-come home noona... I n-need you..."   "I will! I will! Bye for now.. I love you stupid Kyu..."   "I love you too, Ahra noona..."   After the call, I let myself be drowned in an ecstasy of memories.      I miss Ryeowook.    His smile.    His laugh.    His kiss.    His undying love for me.    I miss everything about him.        'RYEOWOOK-AH, SARANGHAE...'       -----*****----- RYEOWOOK POV   That was it. Our almost perfect relationship was ruined with stupid pictures! I know my life without Kyuhyun will be different. Ever since this scandal circled around the internet my personal life is not mine anymore. Almost half of the population speculate that I'm a gay who flirted with Cho Kyuhyun. Those people don't deserve any explanations because they already judge me without even knowing everything.    My well organized life is now a MESS!          FLASHBACK.....       After what seems like forever, I'm able to regain strength to face the REALITY. It was supposed to be a NORMAL day at the pre-school but when Mrs. Lee called my attention before I started my class, I knew this will be different.   Again I was seating infront of his mahogany table waiting for her to speak up.    "Kim Ryeowook-ssi, I'm sorry. I'm afraid you have to resign from your position." she said straight forwardly.    "Mrs. Lee? Why? Did I do something terrible this time?" I ask. But my tears are slowly crawling up from its socket to flow freely from it.    "Your scandal with Cho Kyuhyun-ssi is not a good thing to know especially by the parents of our students. I tried to convince our administrators to give you a chance since you're not anymore dating him, but they insisted that they want you out from this school. I'm sorry Ryeowook-ssi."   "I understand, Mrs. Lee. B-but can I atleast see my students for the last time?"   "Alright. Ms. Hwang is already there. Again, I'm sorry Ryeowook-ssi."   I nodded and painfully left her office. As I'm walking in the hallway the tears that I controlled not to show, immediately stream down my face. It's like a falls. I can't control it to stop.    I reached the end of the hall where beautiful memories with my students are enclosed for a couple of months now. I stood behind the small window, watching my precious angels for the last time. Tears are continuously falling down my eyes. Can I just DIE now? I'm tired already.    'I'M SORR
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Paigee1023 #1
Chapter 48: Love~ I wonder how the pregnancy goes...
Hachi_KyuWook
#2
Chapter 17: OMG! Where is 17-A part? 'sobs'
Hachi_KyuWook
#3
Chapter 15: Oh no... why Hyungsik?
Hachi_KyuWook
#4
Chapter 11: Things are happening so fast...
Hachi_KyuWook
#5
Chapter 4: Hanchul <3
Hachi_KyuWook
#6
Chapter 3: Haha, Heechul as a diva manager, i like it!
empress_jang14 #7
How can i discover this fic just now ? Huhu it was wonderful but where is the chapter 17A ?
kimnguyen0210 #8
oh this fanfic is so great. thanks author. i had read sequel: all for you before i found this.i have already finished this fanfic. you are good at writing. i really really like the scene where kyu is jealous. i prefer kyu 's jealous than wook 's jealous. i hope that you write more more fanfic ab kyuwook. in the sequel of this fanfic: "all for you", hope to more kyuwook emotion esp kyu's jealous.thanks for writing interesting story ^_^
DoKwangYeol #9
Chapter 48:
chiyokochan
#10
LOL sorry for intruding again haha can i get married to this fic? haha reading this again