"... LOVE is overcoming OBSTACLES, facing CHALLENGES, FIGHTING to be together, HOLDING ON and NEVER letting go. LOVE is WORK, but most of all, LOVE is realizing that every hour, every minute, every second of it was worth it because you did it TOGETHER..."   KYUHYUN POV   That evening after hours and hours of unpacking, Ahra noona and I went out to have dinner. Like the good old times, we went to Pierre Gagnaire à Séoul restaurant; our favorite.    "So what do you think Ryeowook-ssi will give to you tomorrow?" she ask. We are now at the VIP room, enjoying our long time favorite Galette and beef tenderloin.   I take a sip of the red wine before answering,   "I don't have any idea."    "Oh? How come I have an idea what is it!"   "Really? Come on, Ahra! Spill it!"   She chuckle and stare at me for a moment.   "W-what?"   "Seriously Kyu, I wished I had a chance to meet Ryeowook-ssi. I bet we will get along perfectly. I don't have to deal with you whenever I go shopping, he can be my shopping buddy for life!" she said, eyes beaming with enthusiasm. As if she's dreaming a fairytale story inside her head.   "Noona! I'm a good shopping buddy too!" I retorted.   "Oh yeah? You're more of a butler, Kyuhyun-ah." oh there goes her deadly smirk again!   "Well, kinda. It's not like you want to carry those shopping bags by yourself. And since I'm nice enough I carry them for you. You should be thankful you know?"   "I am! But hey about that Ryeowook-will-give-back-to-you thing, I guess it'll be something material. What do you think Mr. Math Olympiad champion?"    Upon hearing the word "material" my mind went wild. I've given him several stuffs like the shirts, photo book and the BRACELET! Oh please not that one!    "Hey, are you still with me?" Ahra snapped her finger infront of my face to bring me back from my daze of thoughts.   "Y-yeah. I was just thinking of what that "material thing" could be."    'JUST TELL HER KYUHYUN! SHE WON'T BITE YOU!'   "I know you do know what is it, Kyuhyun-ah."   She slide down her hand to capture mine, squeezing it assuredly.   "Noona, I-I gave him a couple bracelet."   "You do? Wow! That's so sweet of you, little brother. Now I'm jealous of him! You never gave me something as expensive as that. "   "N-noona, what if he'll return that to me? I-I can't take that. What will I do?"   I felt a sharp pain inside my heart. That couple bracelet symbolizes our never ending love for each other and now that we're not dating anymore it's just normal for him to return it to me which I really don't want to happen! That's how selfish I could be!    "There's no way you can do so much about it, Kyu than to accept it."   "If I do it's like I accepted the fact that we can't be together anymore. I don't want that to happen."   "Kyu, don't be selfish. If you can't be together for now, I have a faith that you will be in the future. The important thing is that you know in your heart that you love him and you'll wait for that magical day fate will draw you back again."     Silence.   Noona rose from her seat and stood beside me placing her arms around my neck, hugging me protectively. The tears that I prevented to fall moments ago are now freely staining my face. Once again I cried endlessly like I used to be, the only thing that changed is that noona is here comforting me but the PAIN is there; it never left actually.   It was only minutes passed but it seems like stretched for hours, my eyes are red and puffy. The miserable Kyuhyun is threatening to show up again. Ahra continuously pats my back, saying comforting words and I love you's. I managed to dry up my tears and looked up at her, smiling even though it doesn't seem to look that way.   "Thanks noona. You really now the right words to say in every situation." I said, holding her hand and placing a kiss on top of it.   "It's my pleasure, Kyuhyun-ah. Should we finish our meal and watch a movie?"   "Right! But I prefer to go to Lotte World and ride a roller coaster! How about that?"   "Yah!! Me? Riding a roller coaster in a dress and heels?? Come on Kyuhyun, you can't do that to me."   "Oh yes I can, noona! Hahaha!"   "Seriously??"   "Hahaha! No. I'm just kidding. But I don't want to watch a movie either. How about we have a walk around Han River? Good idea isn't?"   "PERFECT!"   "Let's finish our dinner then."   -----*****-----   We are about to leave the restaurant when a gorgeous lady called Ahra's attention. She suddenly stopped and untangled her arms from mine. She waited for the said girl to approach our direction before she speaks,   "Lee Sora-ssi?" Ahra ask the new comer.   "Yes? Do I know you?" the girl named Sora ask back to Ahra.   "You don't remember me anymore? I'm Cho Ahra."   The other blink her eyes in disbelief; as if she's seeing a ghost. When it finally hit her, she smile widely and squeal like a teenager.   "Ahra unnie!!! I'm sorry I didn't recognized you at all. How's everything in Austria? The rest of the girls missed you a lot!"   "Everything's fine there, Sora-ah. I missed them too!"    By the looks of it I can tell that they'll end up having a girl's nightout; leaving me no room for it. What a great night Cho Kyuhyun! Just great!   "Hey Kyuhyun-ah, will it be okay if you go home first?" Ahra turn to me, having her own version of aegyo. It that aspect, we both !   "Alright! I'm sure you miss talking with your friends. But you need to be home before midnight, okay?" I said, sounding like a father to her 18 year old daughter.   "I will little brother. I'm sorry for not walking with you. Noona will make it up to you tomorrow, okay?" she said and placed a gentle kiss on my right cheek.   "It's alright noona. I'll go now. Have a great time with the girls! See you at home. I love you." I reach my hand and pinch her cheek, making her pout.    "I love you too, little brother!"   As my feet stepped out from the restaurant, a cold breeze penetrates my skin even though I'm wearing a coat. Oh how I hate cold times! It gives me a feeling of uneasiness deep within me. I drag my feet to where my car was parked and went in.    I started the engine and speed off. I turn on the car's stereo put in the highest volume. I actually prefer a soft music especially when I'm driving at night but tonight is an exception! I just want to enjoy this particular moment by myself. Tomorrow when Ryeowook and I meet each other another heart breaking memory will be added to my almost full bucket of sadness.    With that in mind, I stepped on the accelerator 'till I reached 80km/h. Not my usual speed but I find it really cool when I'm able to outrun the other cars infront of me. It's like adrenaline rush outshines the fear and weak side of me.    Again I stepped on the accelerator bringing it up to 100km/h. It's past 10 already that's why the road is free from the chaotic bustling of cars from different sides of the city. In an intersection I'm about to turn left when I didn't notice a delivery truck coming from the other side of the road, I guess the driver is drunk because he looses the control of the steering wheel and it starts to move uneasily towards my car. I tried to pull over but its too late. My car turned twice before it landed in the cold pavement.    Pieces of broken windows are all over, blood, blood and more blood are present. I can hear voices calling for my name but I can't manage to open my eyes. I'm barely breathing at the moment as my body is numb from the trauma. For the last time I tried to open my eyes and I thought I saw a glowing image of a man, reaching for my hand.    'KYUHYUN-AH, LET'S GO NOW.' The man said as I reach for his hand.   'AM I DEAD?' I ask him, looking down at my lifeless body from the ground.     'I'M AFRAID YOU ARE.'   'I CAN'T DIE NOW! I DON'T WANT TO LEAVE AHRA AND RYEOWOOK. NO PLEASE.'   'YOU'VE SUFFER A LOT, SON. IF YOU'LL CONTINUE LIVING YOU WILL GET HURT OVER AND OVER AGAIN.'   'I CAN TAKE IT! PLEASE