The people around you understand you better than you can understand yourself…

from here, we see a delicate change… (told in the eyes of those who knows better)

mini/ep ∞  sooyoung
 

My friends are adorable. Seriously, they are. They go on with their lives like nothing’s wrong; pretending that everything has been set right just because they avoided it. She laughs and jokes with the rest of us as if nothing was wrong; while he continues to play the part of the perfect son to the hilt. They think I don’t notice – or that I don’t care about those kinds of things as much – but I do, despite my jokes and endless teasing. They think they can hide, but they can’t. Not from me anyway.

That’s why I can see through them so well.

Take Yoona for example. Sure, she’s laughing more, smiling wider - and there’s no doubt she’s begun to care for Donghae deeply and sincerely. But… that isn’t enough. She doesn’t get excited when she goes out. She doesn’t gush or tell me about her plans. She doesn’t do anything. She lets it be. Her smiles never reach her eyes, and even though she seems happy – I know very well that a part of her is not.

I asked her once, if she loved Donghae. She looked at me plainly, and nodded (a little hesitantly, I think. But maybe it was just me?) Then I asked her suddenly if she was over what had happened and Changmin. It was out of nowhere, and I admit I almost attacked her with my question… but it was quite an easy question to answer, right? It was either you did, or you didn’t.

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